Tuesday, September 2, 2008
you make me everything i'm not
thank you for being there for me.thank you for making me everything i used to not to be.. you make me smile when i don't want to smile. you make me happy when i'm sad, you make me go hyper when i was bored, you make me to think about the possitive. but when your gone. there's no one else that can replace youu. why must you go? why must you be angry of me? what have i done wrong?i know that you think i broke my promise. but i didn't. cause i didn't promise you anything. all i was angry at was at one guy but not you.why must you think that i'm angry of youu. i don't want youu to leave me in this lonley world.in this lonely world without you is like havng ice- cream without cream. you're the one whom manage to disarmed me. no one has ever done this before. but you. you. you. you did it. you're one of my speacial friend i loved so much. i've never been so happy until i've met youu. but now your gone,i may look hapy, but without you in my life, i don't know how to live, don't know how to be happy again.
i've wrote you a note. i hope you reply as soon as possible. if you don't reply. that means it's a big NO
what about now, what about today, what if you're making me all that I was meant to be,this broken heart can still survive,with a touch of your grace.. hmm maybbe i deserve it. maybe it's my fault, maybe it's time for me to be scolded like this, maybe i don't appericate my friedship that's why she's doing this, maybe she's been hating me all these years or maybe i wasn't good enough to be her friend. i wanna know where's my happy ending like what everybody has now. HAPPY ENDING
i'll show you you i'm talking about. here is her picture
the time that we used to make fun of each other, laugh about silly things we've done, shared our deep secrets, the time when the camera made us gone wild. haha [: i still remember we were so close, but now, we don't have the fun time make fun of each other, laugh about the silly things we've done nor shared our dee secrets. okay la.. well bye then.
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
6:41 PM