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Sunday, May 31, 2009
I'll keep counting till it's time to stop, which there will never be a time to stop (:


Evey step i take, i wanna make sure i'm with you. Every breath i breathe, i can feel the love. Every time i see you, i skip a heart beat. Everytime when you leave, I shatter into bits of pieces like a broken mirror.

Hey poeplee! I wont blog much cause nothing happen today.. so to Shea Zheng, i know not laods of people knows Keah man.. that's the whole point dude! Sien wei, get well soon yeah. (: I've been addicted to LEVERAGE! cool show.. damnn.. i wish i could call them (:

Well, tomorrow, going back to school where else the local schools are off.! I was chatting with Sze yen earlier on.. i got kindaa piss.. I still dont believe you Sze yen, even thought Keah Man said it too.. and Christine.. And holy cow, we are going out with him on saturday.. Not a good sign.. So way not a good sign.. So Saturday might be going over to Sze yen's place to stay.. If my parents allow that part.. haha.. so erm.. Sze yen asked Kuan Bob to bring his gf along on Saturday, but he malu, Keah Man asked Sze yen to bring her bf along, But bf tak free.. So Sze yen and I invited our buddy, Christine to come along, asking her to bring her darling.. Hhaha! but her darling not free too.! sad case.. Sze yen, my rabbbit, 2 freaking years? He waited that long?? and now he is craving for it again?? So dead meat lahhhh!!!! Good thing is, Samee told him I have a bf first before i was about to tell him.. Ewww.. Sze yen, me and him will never happen.. Gross!! Eww.. ada taste tak?? Dreams come true, yeahh.. but you wont be able to dream baout us.. cause it's your nightmare and MINE!! ewww. Me and KM? ewww.. plus, i ada dk. =PPP hahhhhaa in your face!!

Colour


Checklist a checked

Rabbit gonna be eaten by tiger =P

Strawberries are gonna be eaten by me.

I'm gonna sleep now =P


that was just gay.. hahah! so random man..!! Damn lah.. Sze yen, he just pissed me off AGAIN.. wait. not piss me off lah.. i mean. ask me a ewww question, like the one yesterday i told you about.. gross..!!!


Apparently, I'm gonna screw him!!


Ashley is going mad!
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious



10:58 PM
Saturday, May 30, 2009
How in the hell did i get here?


Heyy! today was a really unlucky day for me.! not gonna explain why.. so afternoon went to my cousin's place, had lunch with my uncle, cousins and all..lazy to blog now.. cause KEAH MAN!!!! grr.. ruining my mood!!! aduiii!

OKay, so went for lunch.. i was so full!!! so then went to my cousin's place again. and off to 1u.. tried to call my friends to come.. but all said no.. tane said she is in 1u.. but she was with her friends.. and the look on their faces.. looks like.. never mind.. so i told tane i think i should go.. so she said she'll meet me later.. but she didn't. it's okay...went with my sister after that.. bla bla blaaa! then had dinner with my brother, my cousin, my sister and i.. erm.. went BBQ chicken.. so freaking full!! and i had to finish my sister's food and my cousin's.. damn lah.. so freaking full!! urghh!!! so erm.. walked around.. and went home.. gosh.. while in 1u, texted Keah Man and somebodyy... so i came back... used the comouter while waiting for my sister to shower.. then it was my turn.. and my sister off the heater!! and i gotta shower with freezing cold water.. plus.. my room, the A/C was on.. and i was freezing cold!! imagine man!! erm. so nothing else to blog lah.. so tired.. and full and pissed and urghhhh!

Colour (:


Sze yen, don't feel like going next wekk already lahh!!


What the hack lah, Keah Man.....

Shoot lah Sze yen, i feel like killing him now!!


OMG! Keah man seriously gets into my nerves now!!!!! freaking me out!!

Apparently, i'm screaming at the phone!!


Ashley is crazy!
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious



11:36 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
I guess, the past can kill

Did this at Poh Yee's place while waiting !!


As i walked around, not wanting to go up to that floor, not wanting to remember those memories, not wanting to cry all over again. I don't want to shed another tear for a useless reason, i don't want to hurt myself all over again, I don't want to be weak again.Yesterday, was our day we got together, it was akward going back today, there were bad and good memories with us there, how can you expect me to just forget about it? I didn't expect this to happen at all. When i actually walked up the stairs, the stairs where i cried because of you, where i was about to commit suicide, where i thought life was a piece of crap, where i thought my life would end just like that, where i got hurt, really hurt, where i would never ever wanna remember. I stayed strong, trying not to cry or shed a little tear, i was being all hyper, making sure everything will be alright, and yeah, i manage to pass it, but did my heart manage to? ;


Heyy! sorry i didn't blog yesterday.!! OKAY! today was the day where i get a little hyper. why? i'm out of the house.. Went back to my previous school, guess what? a little became a whole lot! haha! well, i guess, you can't ever ever stop the hyper ness between Samee,Florence,Poh Yee and I.. We are like the WOOOO babes! hhaha.. Okay, so when i was having my breakfast, Samee called.. Hellooo! it's only 6:40, Samee.. why so early? okay.. then erm.. I went there.. i hugged Samee, walked around with Nick Teh. He and his new love, the camera! haha! well, i think Nick is good at photography and Samee too! but sadly, i haven't seen Nick's before.. haha! okay, so here is the deal.. I went back to my previous school to collect my money.. So, Samee and I collected our money and waited for Florence.. She didn't dare to take because she said she failed Chinese, and she might not get any money.. So Samee and I waited for her (: took pictures with Sean while waiting.

Florenece finally dared to asked for her money, sadly, she was right. It's okay Florence! (: Next, we wanted to wait for Shea Zheng but he take ages to come up, so we gave up waiting for him and head off to the basketball court/field to take some pictures. From then on, I started getting really hyper, then Samee.. My hyper ness went down when Florence gotta go back. and it came back up when Samee and I tried to take Jump shoots. and guess what? success!! hahaha! well, she deleted on of it. =( While we were taking crazy pictures, admaring the view, walking up and down searching for Sze yan, but still no sign of her, so we decided to start taking photos with our old school mates. but NOOOOOO all the boys are camera shy or either that, they can't stand not playing games at that time. There comes the CleoPoh yee! she finally arrive.. we've been waiting for 2 hours!! jokes jokes.. wait, yeah. 2 HOURS!!

The level of hyper ness gain more, same goes to Samee. and when we were taking shoots, i was running and landed on the ground, and my skirt flew up.. and that was lucky no boys saw.. but then, i screamed.. and some boys looked over..! that was really embarrassing. next, we tried to find Sze Yan again, still no sign of her. So took loads more of pictures! what can i say, i love my besties so much that i could even die for them.. so Samee embarrassed herself in front of Cikgu.E, she nearly fell of the stairs. I was being so random, i said I love you to Keah Man, for fun.. so yeahh dont take it the wrong way. and then he thought i was crazy.. He gave me 1 ringgit cause i got his phone and then he said i pay you 1 ringgit for my phone, and he gave me the 1 ringgit and i gave him the phone. and Shea zheng just gotta take it back! i need it you dude face! What did we do next? Wait. oh yeah, we became interested to photography stuff =) and erm.. went over to Dominos, sadly, it wasnt open yet.. Joetan arranging stupid reuion for us! and ask me to get money!! like ask all those ex students to donate.! what the hell! so we bought Fizzy drinks.. went back to school and relax, chit chat. Poh yee totally embarrass herself. I mean she made a complete fool of herself!! So, Poh yee, Samee and I chat with Benjamin Beh, aww, he's such a grown boy now! had fun talking to him! (: Adivce:" take your time, then ask her.. try to get to know her more too *winks* oh yeah, you can do it chubby little grown boy =P"

So we gotta go. Went to Bu4 to celebrate their teacher's day thingy.. i sneaked in.. woo-hoooo! (: we rock! so i finally saw Wong seng! aww.. he look so cute with his camera. hahhahha! jokes jokes. well, we only say hi. One word. and on the net, talk so much crap.. ahha well, the first meet will always be the shy meet.. so meet up more lah =) Thanks Nick and Jyb Ken for the lovely cookies (: and Nick, Why the hell did you show me to this flirtish guy? saying i'm hot? what the hack is your problem man. sighs.. but never mind, it has already happened... NICK TEH!! i didn't take a picture with youuu! aduii!! so after BU4, went over to Mcdonalds to get our lunch and off to Poh yee's place. We were so high, but not Samee. Advice:" it's okay to be scared, but the dog won't bite you, it just barks. dont get scared of that okay?" so we went high again when we were watching a scary movie(did not finish watching it)and i was texting erm Keah Man, Yi en and Lester i think.. so eerm.. i didn't really watch the movie and Poh yee was like:" Sam and Ash, stop texting!! watch!! " I got pissed after XXX texted me something which i hate it so much and what happen when the flirtish guy asked Samee for my email address and contact number..actually Poh yee got really high when Dk called, we were screaming too. ahha! cause she was really crazy!! After that, we were off to hit the make up section, the sad case was that i sucked at putting make up man! Samee is like the BOMB!! Well, took almost 200++ pictures =)

Colour?


Sorry, it's a really long post!

I love today!

I love the hyper ness

I made a huge mistake!

Can't wait for the outing, Sze Yan =)


So my mum said 3 minutes till i pick you up. Ended up, 20 minutes later.. my legs hurt when i came home.. oh yeah, pictures on facebook.

Apparently, i lovee today and never wanna forget!!


Ashley is freaked out!
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious



8:56 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I must stay strong starting from now ;

Did this when cause i was bored. =)


I dont know what to do.. We still have few more months left, but now, i'm already feeling like you are gone.. I dont know how am i gonna stand it when you are actually gone.. I wish i could just give you a hug and never let go ; I'mmgonnamissyouwhenyouaregone

Heyy! wednesday it is..! guess what? nothing's up.. it's a holiday for me.. so erm.. i woke up at 10:40..i was so tired.. cause i slept late.. like really late last night.. hahaa.. (: so erm.. went downtown..erm. nothing much.. erm.. went for golf sales... nothing else.. came back. erm.. used the computer and yeahh..i have nothing to blog today.. just that it was a really boring day..let's put a list why:

Nurlyana isn't in Malaysia, so not online
Faria, same as Nurlyana.
Flora, no idea why
Jess, just chat with her, but she needed to go
Dongkuk, wasn't online
Michelle, she never reply whenever i say hey.
Yoo Jin, she seldom online.
Loni, i dont have her MSN email.

I basically have no one to chat, talk or get hyper with. I wait and wait.. still no one.. and ended up getting yelled at. saying that i spend too much timeon the computer when it's just for an hour. But yet, because i wanna chat to you guys, i wait and being stubborn.. There's so many things i wish i could do during this long weekend.. I wish i can get the hell out of the house. Yes, i went out today.. But what i meant was that i wish i could go out with my friends and everything.. but everyone is busy.. and i tried to make myself busy when i ended up being crazy, shedding tears that i can't stop. i dont know what's wrong with me now a days. Last night, i was crazy. My sister said i went crazy.. and Crazy not like in school crazy. Crazy because i was actually sad. Sad that i went crazy, suddenly just laughing my ass off when nothing was happening, suddenly i start tearing, suddenly i started laughing again.. When will i stop this crazy thinng??When? I wish i could just tell myself that it isn't over yet, that there is still time, still time to spend with you, still time to make me feel loved, make me crazy over you, make me just happy, make me skip a heart beat. I wish this would never end. but that would be imposible ;

Colour time yeah?


Guess it's a boring start for the long weekends;

Guess that something in my past is spoiling my present;

SHOOTYY! tomorrow is 28th.

28, remember?? oh goshhh...

The past, it's haunting me.. I try to just not think about it and look towards the future. But i can't. It just comes up to my mind everytime. Pass few days, i've been really weird, and i guess it is because of my past.. I tried to forget about it and try to just move on, the past is the past, the future will be the future, the present, will be what is happening now. And guess what? i dont even knwo what i'm talking about now. I'm just all going crazy depression i guess.. I need Faria's chill pill, I need Nurlyana random-ness, I need to be all crazyy!!

When I push you away
Can't you see I still love you?
Can't you tell by the way
My eyes still light up when I see you?
It's just that I'm scared to believe that
My heart could break when you leave

I'm trying not to love you
Trying not to care
Trying not to imagine life
Without you there
In my dreams you're fading
I think my heart must be breaking

You mean more to me
Than I'd care or dare to admit
You're stealing my heart
I'm letting go bit by bit
And I'm hoping, wishing, praying that you stay
Though I know wishful thinking isn't the best way to be

Trying not to love you
Trying not to care
Trying not to imagine life
Without you there
In my dreams you're fading
I think my heart must be breaking

I have to admit
Part of me thinks
It would be easier just to fall
But if I fall
I could break
Would I stand a chance at all?

In trying not to love you
Trying not to care
Trying not to imagine life
Without you there
In my dreams you're fading
I think my heart must be breaking
Breaking, breaking, breaking.

Some songs i've found due to my situation..
Webbyyy!
Linkyy!
Clickyyhere!

Click on those links.. The first one is a love notes.. Listen to it closely, it's so meaningful!! it made me tear..! Guess what just happened? my sister was like:" do not listen to me about those sick stuff, my mum asks where you learn from, and you say from amy, i tell you! You die! NO MORE PUPPY FOR YOU" what the hack.. where did the puppy come up.. ahha!!! sudddenly she just says no more puppy for you. hahaha!

Apperently, Barcelona will kick MANU ass in the finals =)


Ashley says it's 12:28am!
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious



11:27 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Sometimes it's hard to let it go


Everything seems to go so well.. Until the bad news came up.. i didnt know what to do, but to just sit and wonder..I need a hug, i need a shoulder, lastly, i need youu;

Heyy! sorry for not updating you guys..
okayy..

MONDAY- nothing much happen.. same old same old.. erm.. Faria wasnt in school.. it was kindaa boring without her.. hmm.. everythign went okay.. erm... geography.. ms brooks was our cover teacher.. it was bad.. cause she didnt even let us talk! omg! but she is way better than mr spence.. i bet if he is in that time, i'll fall asleep in class.. haha =PP

Tuesday- let's see.. nothing much happen..mandarin was crap! screw you elliot.. goshh.. i wish he would just shut up for one second..! or forever!! so in mandarin we had to write an essay erm.. about you.. erm. from age 1 to 60.. what do you do..something like that.. so yeahh.. erm.. what next? break.. mood was really really not good.. erm.. it was gloomy! but it was nice.. just the right time to be gloomy..! so erm. it was PE next.. as usal, Nikki and i didnt do it cause of our leg.. haha.. both of us are always the left out one.. ever since we were injured.. okay. then it was erm.. science.. had a test..so far so good (: erm. lunch, didnt have lunch because of our assembly thingy! and the worst thing is that there wasn't KLASS time!! so yeah.i was so hungry..!!in MFL1 which was malay.. i was about to die!!!!!!! seriouslyy!! even Loni agrees.. so we had to do this thingyy..a dn loni's name is "LAUNI" and flora was " MAURICE" hahha! it was so funny.. so nothing much happen next... as usal, hugged dk and go back.. told dk i'm so so sorry.. and i went of to art block.. Elana and i we couldnt be bothered to do it..! i mean we did some.. but it hurts so badly.. so we stopped and i finally had my lunch!! it was raining that time.. so yeahh..and i went home.. i slept on the bus like a baby.. cuddling and all.. haha.. it was nice thou.. with some music on.. =) so i wont hear KEN talking so LOUDLY! because LATEEF was ASLEEP too! so yeahh.. =)

Colour?


I miss Faria

5 days off!

Mid-term holidays!

Woo-hooooo!

so yeahh. having holidays now.. but.. it's gonna be boring.. and congratz to dk for getting in UWCSEA school =)

Apperently, i was crazyy


Ashley loves you!
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious



11:22 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
Sorryyy!


So sorry guys!
I didnt update yesterday
and i wont update today either! cause i have no time and i'm so tired now.. sorryy!
will update you tomorrow.. should be.. !!

Apperently, is fucked up.


Ashley so way feels weird
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious



11:33 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
A teen it is


To Lois Low,

Even though we just met this year. or was it last year.. through internet.. you are the one that always make me high with strawberries.. You are like my strawberry hyper partner.. you make me go crazy when i needed someone to cheer me up.. you were there when i had problems.. but mostly, i cannot ever ever forget over face meet with each other.. hahha! it was hilarious!! we were like small kids and all.. Now, you are facing a teen life.. there's nothing different.. just a year older with a TEEN word in your age! dont worry.. dont get scared over TEEN! it's fun.. haha. well, it's the same.. haha! wow, you seem to face loads of problem now a days. but dont worry.. i have your back!! dont worry about those friends which arent really your friends if they are always backstabbing you!! well, all i can say is stay strong, all the best.. have a great birthday! (: May our friendship never ever die because i need youuuuu!! Oh yeah, remember us meeting at SRI KDU? it was fun.. being a teacher and all.. sititng on lockers.. but dont worry, we didnt get into any trouble.. it is always fun being around you.. and i'm loving it! (: Love youu sexay strawberry babe! (:

Loads of love,
Ashley Ng


12:08 PM
Caught in between

Did this myself ! =)


I'm putting away all the mess i've made, i dont wanna be unfaithful, i don't wanna lie to myself anymore, saying that i'm okay. NO!, i dont wanna hurt myself anymore! ; She'sstillabitconfusebuttryingtodosomethingsheshould


Heyy! sorry i didn't update yesterday.. i was so busy and all.. and i'll write Lois a birthday post. as for yesterday... okayy. let me take you back to my day yesterday...

Morning, woke up, ate, watched tv.. went out with my brother to pick my other brother... the house was huge!!! okay then we wanted to buy pizza.. cause we were hungry and my sister wants it too.. but ended up not buying as cause we have no money.. hahaha! erm.. then.. i went to use the computer, checked mails, facebook and went online.. revise abit while online-ing.. erm.. nothing happen next.. yeahh.. so it's basically like that.. went out for dinner.. thought we over ordered.. but.. ahem ahem.. we finished! go us!!! =) and it was raining.. so yeahh. =(

came home, watched 2 movies in a row with my family.. one was erm.. a chinese show(read the subtitle) called "wushu" then watched push.. at first i thought it was so silly... the "push" show.. cause it was like heros.. i mean i love watching heros.. but this was kindaa silly.. they have super powers.. a little 13 year old kid has the ability to draw the future and there's this watcher can draw what that little girl draw on her sketch pad.. that's why she's called watcher.. then the guy, he can move objects (hands free) and there's another guy which has the same power as him(bad guy.. Duhh!) erm.. then his girlfriend has the erm. push power.. that can erm.. make people listen to them... yeahh.. and then the bad guy has the same one too! bla bla blaaa. so anyway.. my dad went up to sleep watching it half way, my other brother went up too.. and left my brother,sister, mum and I.. in the end. it was nice to watch! hahaa! =) erm.. something funny happen before we watched the movies..my mum, she was like on this exercising ball.. and she said:" ahh.. this is so nice" but because she couldn't go up on the ball, she kept rolling front and back.. then she was like:" arhh.. i have a headache" and she came down from the ball. then she went up again... this time rolling side to side.. and then. she was like:" ahhh ahhhh ahhhhh!! i'm sea sick..! i'm sea sick!!!" and then got down the ball, laid on the floor and pushed the ball away saying:" ah! i dont want this stupid ball !!" then when she pushed it, the ball bounced back and hit her head... and she was like:" OUCHHHHH!"

okay, so the first movie ended, my mum was abit crazyy.. haha.. in a good way..!!! nothing happen next...

Colour world!!

Floraa!

Nurlyana!!

Faria!!!

Elana!!!!!!!

Yoo Jin!!!!!!

Michelle!!!

How are you guys? hahhahahahahaha


Okay, that was a weird colour time! hahahhahahahahahhaha!

Apperently, i'm hungry =PP


Ashley is thinking of eating strawberries now =P
Ashley signing off

Tata

xoxo
ashleylicious



11:10 AM
Friday, May 22, 2009
We still got time.


How can i be so stupid? How can i just do that? Why did i just do that??? It's so stupid of me to do that..!! I'm really sorry for the pass few days that haven't gone so well for us.. ; Lookatthemessi'vemade

Heyy! It's friday! You know what does that mean?? Weekends after the bell rings.. and when school is over!! yahoooooo! the worst part is that you have homework to do.. aww! how suckish is that?! okay.. erm.. English was first.. Ms Brooks was such in a good mood. (: erm.. i got 2 recomandations today.. for english.. how cool is that. sad case Ainaa didn't get any because she wasn't in school... the whole class got recomandation.. so yeahh.. haha! cool.. so now i have 3 (:

It was erm science (: lovee science so much.. was so hyper.. hahaha! erm. Michelle was so sick with Mitra when Flora and i were writing on each other's organizer.. well. i wrote more on Flora's.. haha! erm. it was break then.. erm.. Flora gotta say that i'm cheating on dk with her and Michelle but instead, Loni went over and said something else..and then went back and said i'm cheating on him.. hahaaa..and i love the cookies that Faria gave me.. its soft but nice..a nd tasty. and it''s BIG! HUGE! erm. okayy. so it was MFL1.. erm.. i love today. Ms Nice finally didnt scream at us =)

I lovee my sexay role play with Flora and Loni.. SO it was DT next.. the worst ever.. i hate my DT class.. i wont wanna be in it..It just spoils my mood.. the guys espically...it always gotta ruin my mood.. So when we went out.. erm.. wasnt really in the mood..so yeahh. I'm sorry dk i was running away from you, it's just that.. i need sometime to get over what just happened.. so so so sorryy.. i was confuse,annoyed,sad,mad.. all at the same time.. so i'm sorryy. i'm seriously sorry.. so so so sorryyy! =(

It was maths last.. the joy right?? NOT! OMG! it was so boring. i nearly slept.. when i looked at my watch, it's only 2!!! 40 more minutes man!! and omgggg! urghh!so yeahh.. it was so boring.. walked down to the lockers with Faria.. and erm.. nahs. dont feel like writing it here.. just sorry dk about everything....

Suprisingly, Lateef and I were talking so much.. hahah! he told me all his secrets.. woww! and then.. erm.. he was talking to Navin.. Convo:

Lateef Navin Ashley

I wonder why i like poeple that starts with the letter N
WHAT!!! *moved back**hiding underneath the chair* *falling off the chair*
what the hell!!
He isnt gay.. if he is.. i'm sorry for youu! BUT HE ISN'T!!!

So yeahh. played truth or dare.. was so boring.. dared melvin to sleep.. hahaa.. he loved it.. ahhaa.. i knew it he wanna sleep.. he always sleeps on the bus..so yeahh.. and he was singing.. Ainsa, Arman and I were all laughing like mad.. Lateef was crying. I hope he is okay now..Screw Adam for hurting Lateef. Goshh! if you wanna hit him, at least hit him once.. not loads of time. with the frame of the paintball gun..!How stupid can you be?? you are a 6 former student.. and you dont know how it feels like?? and when you got off the bus, you were like:" he is still alive" not wondering the pain he has now.. he has a big bruce now.. on his shoulder.. his right shoulder.. his writing hand.. get a life ADAM.. sometimes you are just not cool!! It was so nice without KEN.. Lateef told me a secret of Ken and Ryan too.. but i can't tell.. i promised him. dang! ahha.. sad case then.. and we were talking about poeple getting hyper and all.. so yeahh. nothing much happen..

Colour World.


SOME KICK ASS DAY IT WAS!!

HAD AN EXTRAODRINARY DAY WITH FLORAA!!

Faria, Nurlyana.. how are youu??


I'M SO RANDOM NOW!! =)


I guess, there's nothing much to blog now.. so i'll shall stop typing and go and have some snacks.. i'm hungryy =)
Apperently, i'm so sorryyy!


Ashley is really sorry! :(
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious



9:12 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Turning to a bigg teen (:


To Leong wong seng,
You have always put a smile on my face, you have always stand by my side when i'm down. You gave me good advice that i will never ever wanna forget.. We fight over a small matter, but it's so much fun. You are the guy that love to have around them as a friend. You give us loads of advices that actually make us what we are now. You made me strong, you made me into a better girl. I used to be so pessimistic, but after meeting you, i've became a little more optimistic. A little still counts right? haha! It's your Stress year now.. But dont worry, just relax sometimes.. When i got to know you more, i realized you are actually a stubborn guy. Sometimes it takes me time to try to persuade you.. and sometimes you ended up giving up and letting me win.. well, haha! thanks.. Yo uare like a brother to me.. You give me hope when i need it, You give me advices when i have to hear them and mostly, you give me strength in believing that there is still something out there in the world. You gave me so many advices.. but you, yourself, have to start believing in yourself too!! Dont go EMO because of STRESS, Don't dig a GRAVE because you are really really under pressure, Don't give up because you cant handle it; Never ever give up! I believe in you, and you have too! Have a wonderful and pleasant seventeen birthday!! You'll be able to drive!! I will forever and ever keep our frienship in my heart. Thank you! ;

Lots of love,
Ashley Ng (:


9:43 PM
Look at the big mess i've got into


Why does this feeling keeps haunting me everyday?When the time gets closer to the date,it just make me confuse,making a big mess,a complete fool of myself and mostly,hurting myself.i dont wanna do that, but i can't stop it..someone,save me... ; Sheisallconfsueagain


Heyy!I wasn't in school today..well, i'm sorry guys.. because i couldn't wake up at all. my eyes just could open.. and i woke up at 12.. wow!! it's like... wow!! that's late.. ahha!! erm.. so i woke up.. when on facebook.. Yoojin,Elana and Michelle were being naughty kids.. going on facebook during ICT.. haha!! erm.. i dont wanna blog much todayy. i wanna sleep early todayy.. ahha!! cause someone asked me too.. which is.... myself!


OMG! someone is stalking me again.. that person has my phone number, that person texted me crazy messages, that person calls me, but when i pick the phone up.. slience.. omgg.. urghh. people, get a life would you... Well, now i'm having some weird feelings.. and dk said he was confuse during school today.. and said it was okay after i've talked to him?! okay.. weird.. erm.. hmm. i have a DT test tomorrow...


American idol was a blast.. it was so nice to watch.. ahhahaha! Kris, congratz.. poeple, dont get so caught up with this.. dont start swearing because Adam dont win.. you guys just sucks.. do you know it's not easy man.. get a life to those poeple who swears.. i'm upset, yes i am.. but i dont' swear.. i just say that Kris is hot, but doesn't has a hot voice; it's not swearing.. so yeahh..


Colour world??


Need to talk to Flora as soon as possible!!


Need to talk to Nurlyana tomorrow!!


Need to scream at Faria tomorrow!!


Need someone's shoulder to cry on!!


I know you guys will be wondering why would i need a shoulder to cry on.. well, i dont know.. maybe because i'm confuse.. OMG! during dinner, my sister and my brothers and I were all talking. it was so funny. haha!! erm.. I've heard a bad news about what happen in Mandarin class todayy. Oh goshh.. Ms Miow is gonna start blabingg!!

Apperently,i'm yawning

Ashley is singing, NOT!
Ashley is signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


9:04 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I got so many things to say


Because of you, i'm the person now. Because of the power of love, I became weaker. But yet, you made me strong too.. I never love you less.. You break my heart, i break your face.. I remember that phrase. we used say that to each other.. well, you broke my heart, but i didnt break your face because you are one great friend i will never ever wanna lose.. ; Youarestillinmyheart.

Heyy! sorry, last night didn't update.. nhas.. dont wanna update too much.. erm.. i'm gonna write a short post because i'm going for this basketball thingyy. it'll be so cool!! hahaa..

Erm.. nothing much happen.. WEDNESDAY SUCKS! OMG! badminton was so fun! hhaa. FLora and i.. were kindaa crazy.. hahaaa! it was so funny! haha! and kindaa sick. erm. so erm.. in the bus.. nothing much happen.. haha! lazy to explain lahh.. cant wait to go.. so i'm like rushing.. haha! OMG! american idol is starting! shoot! damn!!

Colour world.!

Go ADAM!!

I'M CONFUSE FLORA..!! AND YOU KNOW WHY!!

OMG! FLORA, WHEN ARE WE GONNA PLAN??

IT WAS SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU FLORA. HAHA!!!

so yeahh. OMG! tadaaa! nothing.. woo-hoo! hahaaa

Apperently, i can't wait

Ashley is confuse
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo ashleylicious


6:09 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
You are a Teen


It's 18th of May.. It's her birthday.. Florence.. You are turning to a teen now..

To Florence,

Even though i wasnt close to you last time, it was nice being your friend. Now, we seem to be closer.. We seem to have the same issues.. wonder why.. you got my back and i got yours.. You are the girl that alwyas manage to put a smile on my face.. put a crazy emotion that made me go really really really crazy. I hope everything is fine over there.. We were chatting last night.. talking about what..? i have no idea.. haha! well, the clock ticks every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every month, every year; Nothing can the time to stop ticking like a bomb.. it just gets into your nerves what will come next.. you'll never know.. New suprises entering into your life now Florence, and you gotta deal with it; I dealed with mine, and now it's your turn.. Stay strong.. Forever will be on your side.. If you are sad or down, dont worry, my lines are always open.. If you are happy, feel free to call me and scream! i dont mind.. cause i might need that.. One thing about our friendship is that, it's so special, that i could just give you a thousand kisses. eww.. no way! haha! jokinggg! anyway, hope to see you soon! Have a great day..
A warm birthday wish just for you Florence (:

Loads of love,
Ashley Ng. (:


10:17 PM
I just feel scared again


The world suddenly feels like it's all coming to an end, like my life.. There's something about this feeling.. I cried and cried, wondering, where is the shoulder i need now.. Wondering who can i talk to.. I'm scared of this world now, I'm scared of everything.. I'm scared of lonliness.. I'm scared of crying.. ; She'sscaredthatitwouldhappentoheragain


Heyy! it's a MONDAY! nothing big.Just the start of the week.. well, Monday always passes fast.. erm. todayy wasn't really my day.. erm.. in the morning.. i injured my ankle..i didn't. it jsut suddenly hurt.. and yeahh.. and then i was being really crazy.. saying craps that made dk worried so much.. which i almost tear too.. and i dont know why..bla bla bla.. maths. i thought Flora left me.. haha! and i was like Flora oh flora.. in the changing room the whole time.. and she wasn't there.. as i wanted to leave, flora came in! (: yippee.. out we go =) erm.. then.. it was break.. not so high..only faria's lunch box.. made me high..and tim's strawberries.. haha! yeahh. after that english.. Ms. Brooks love Natisha's and my poem! we rule (: haha! erm.. mandarin.. nothng much happen.. Dash wasn't here.. it was so boring! i was like.. sititng alone =( erm lunch.. i tried to skip the detension.. but when i was at Flora's locker,so happen all theboys came down from detension and they started crapping loads.. and i was like:" OH..! Shoot! i totally forgot about it!! shoot!" and i went up with flora.. suprisingly, she didn't scold me.. erm.. then she went out of the class and flora, michelle, sasha,ainaa came in.. haha! the bell rang.. and of to music.. michelle, stop touching me man!!


So after music, dk looked kindaa down and all.. but i was high.. and on the bus i was really high!! erm.. i asked Lateef to ask Faria out.. haha! he told it was a dare, but it wasn't!! urghh!! so he did it.. damn youu! haha! i was so mean to lateef.. asking him to tell me his top 5! hahaha! Ken stop being so sensitive!! you are worst than a girl.. it's just a stupid shoe! goshh!! stupid shit dude guy! get a freaking life!!


Colour world=)


My heart beating really fast..


Like i'm scared to go to school tomorrow..


Something is not right with me


I need a shoulder now! =(


So yeahh.. it sucked.. my day pretty sucked! i should shut up with the sucked day!

Apperently, i'm listening to a song that can make me cry now

Ashley feels the pain in her heart
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


9:40 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
A warm wish from me to you!


I forgot about to wish SEAN.. i got carried away with my earlier post. okayy..

To Sean,

You are the kind of guy that makes us laugh whenever or whatever mood we are in; You are always cheerful, you are always the guy that never seems to be in a bad mood.. You always have a smile on that face everyday, whenever i see you.. You seem so bright.. You seem like life to you is all going well.. You seem like you love what you are having.. Sean, do you know that you,nick & collin are always the one that make us smile? Us as in sienwei,carin and I. eventhough carin didnt' go to well with nick once.. but everything went alright after that.. In damansara, you were always running up, cracking so much jokes that made me brust into tears.. that is what i love about our friendship.. and i can't forget the time when you took us(carin,megan&i) to your place just to rest before our volleyball trainning.. I mostly enjoyed playing with your hamsters. they were all so cute, as cute as you too.. as calm as you too.. as happy as you.. your sister was also so cheerful.. everyone was so cheerful in your life.. and that is what i envy most (: So Sean, I hope you are enjoying the school you are in.. I wish you all the best, wish you have a great birthday.. The most memorable.. Well, we tried to plan a party for you, but it didn't succeed because whenever i wanna ask the gnag whether it was okay, i always forget to..so yeah.. Sean, lastly.. LET OUR FRIENDSHIP MAY NOT DIE AND LET IT STAY LIKE HOW IT IS NOW.. because you are the one and only person that always cracks me up (: FRIENSFOREVER!


Loads of love,
Ashley Ng your friend (:



11:15 PM
Cause i don't wanna fight anymore


Everytime, i try to hide the pain, everytime, i try to act like it is okay, everytime, i laugh at it because you guys are.. But one thing you guys dont understand is that, i'm hurt.. ; Brokenheartedgirl.


Hey! look.. it's sunday! Nurlyana is back from the sleepover thingyy.. it looks fun.. well, wish we could have those type of sleepover at someone's place.. haha! it'll be cool(: anywayy.. my day started off okayy.. but not what happend just now. i chat with dk in the evening.. but my sister wnated to use my laptop.. so yeahh.. it was a funny conversation between my sister,dk and I. aha! erm.. so i went to sleep..and dk called. and my sister was waking me up.. showing me my phone..and i answered it.. like i was really tired.. because i was..! okay.. it was really funny! dk was riding his bike while we were talking.. and tsk tsk tsk dude!! it's dangerous..and you know.. at the end, he was like:" erm.. i think i better go.. b... oh shit!! crap! shit!" ahaha! and iwas what the hack..and he said he nearly got bang by a car.. you see.. riding and calling someone isnt a good idea..yeahh.. so i wanted to sleep after that, but i became crazyy.. i started crapping alot.. saying i was gonna die.. because of swine flu in malaysia..and i have a flu now. =(


OKayy. wanna know what happened just now? my mum got mad.. i think it was because of my dad.. okay.. so then..e rm.. she asked my brother and i something.. conversation below:


Mum Nick Me

Do you want your dad and i to pick you guys up tomorrow?
Erm.. i dont know
Anything will do..
So how?
Anything will do..
I DON"T WANT ANYTHING!! IT'S EITHER YES OR NO!!
erm.. erm..
So??? I HATE IT WHEN YOU PEOPLE DONT ANSWER ME!!
we are thinking!
Pick us up lah..
Okay
But i'll be down at 2:50
WHAT! I WONT PICK YOU GUYS UP ANYMORE. GO TAKE THE BUS HOME!!
Because i got P.E.. i need time to change.the let us off at 2:40.. i take time to change..

Few minutes later

YOU GUYS LOVE TO PUT THE BLAME ON ME!
we aren't putting the blame on youu. I'm just saying i'll be late..
*slience*


Okayy. so.. that was over.. i went to grab something.. my sister and i got into like a fight.. here is the conversation:


Amy Me

You sure it's still painful? Or are you faking it??
IT'S PAINFUL OKAY! DO YOU WANT ME TO TWIST YOUR ANKLE AND SEE HOW I FEEL LIKE??!!"


Walk away.! mum got angry! cause my sister told my mum to listen what happen! well.. thanks alot amy.. i'm always the one to blame!!! and mum, now you know how i feel when ever no one answers me or listens to me.. i've been trying to hide that i'm annoyed by it or anything..


Colour??okayy. (: just for you guys.. just to brighten your day (:


Please appreciate what you have now !!


If you have the chance to go back, will you wanna be a kid again?


I miss those times that was always full of ups and down drams with DAMANSARA-IANS


I wish i could turn back the time now =(


Well.. i'm sorry, the colour isn't that lively! i mean the sentences.. i'm so sorryy.. not really in the mood.. =(

Apperenlty, i wish everything will be fine

Ashley wanna turn the time back
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


9:51 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
I'm holding on


If you got broken once, doesn't mean you don't wanna fall in love ever again right?? in life or love, there will be one point where you'll get dissapointed, heartbroken, backstab etc.. you'll never know what will come next, you can't predict the future.. ; Stay Strong


Heyyy! It's a weekend babyyyy! woo-hooo! yeahh.. I normally get excited because the weekends are here.. but not now.. i mean it's so boring, i wanna see my friends. yeahh.. but not the studying bit...okayy so i woke up like erm.. 10.. went on the computer till 12.. i forgot to shower. hahaha! so i went to take my shower.. and had my lunch..and i was still hungry. haha! so yeah. and then few hours later, i slept iwas so tired.. and i don't know why..and i slept for 3 hours.. and we went to pick my brother up and went pavillion and went for dinner.. woo! the dinner was really full =PP so yeahh. nothign much happen.. MALAYSIA got owed by CHINA! suckers!! jokes.. CHINA are like STRONG! so yeahh..



Was talking to Candice earlier, we were talkign and talking.. and then she wanna see dk right.. so she asked me to take a picture with him. and i told dk what candice said, and he was like:" we can take a photo on monday =P" ahha! okayy. yeahh. and dk and i were like talking and arguing about MANU.. hhaa! and then he said he wanna cry on my shoulder after what i said. haha! and i was like i wanna sleep on you shoulder lah!.. ahha! and we were like, okay. on monday..haha..


Shoot, my phone bill is so way gonna be high the next bill comes out.. i text so much! darn it.. so way gonna be in trouble.. shoot man!!!


Colour world


Bored


Bored


Bored


Bored


Bored



Aduii.. i'm helping people with their broken hearts, while being hyper with Xiao Xi and Candice.. ahha.. so random..

Apperently, i;m hyper

Ashley loves youu =P
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


10:25 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
Sometimes, you just can't judge the book by it's cover ;

I took this picture of "L-O-V-E" myself.. not from the internet.don't believe, i have proof =) like it, comment... wanna save it.. screw you!

The clock is 12:25 in the morning.. I'm still wide awake.. thinking of him, missing him, and don;t know what to do without him.. ; I'm in lovee with youu!

Heyy! it's friday! erm..nothing much happen.. Geography.. Mr spence hasn';t been him lately.. erm.. he's been kindaa weird lately.. and it's actually okay.. i mean. he allows us to like pretend to be the waves to make us understands.. normally he'll just brag on and on about the whole subject.. but.. this happens.. okay next was Science.. hellooo! it was kinda boring at first.. when Mrs Willis asked us to guess what plant was on the screen.. i was kindaa hyper.. cause there was one plant which was a STRAWBERYY plant.. ahha! after htat i kept annoying Flora about strawberry =PP sorry floraa..!! erm. it was break.. the funniest part.. haha! cause of choir, we have this competition thingyy. haha! i don't wanna explain what happen because i'm so tired.. just ask me (:

DRAMA! omg !! okayy.. erm.. we got to choose out groups today.. so it was Nurlyana, Faria, Dongkuk, and me.. haha! it was so funnyy.. yeah. we were the only group that is mixed..but it's nice.. dongkuk was being foolish.. erm.. then.. we have to make like 4 freeze images.because i'm the scared one, the 4th picture, i slept on dongkuk's shoulder and every goes "awwwwww" and yeahh.. so it was maths next.. BORING! nearly slept again.. erm. Lunch.. dongkuk suddenly came over to our table..yeahh. and then yoo jin and him was like arguing about something like in front of me.. and into my ears.. i was almost deaf people!!

English, nothing much happen.. boring.. been working on the Acrostic peoms.! bus was a torture.. i went up, lateef was being a monkey and being so hyper.. and then i was surrounded by boys again.. grrr..!they were talking about dicks. and i was like. what the hell! i cant believe im stuck with them every friday! so i slept..and Anissa woke me up..and when i woke up, all the boys was like:" WHat the hell! she was a sleep!" and i waslike.. it's okay people.. goshh.. ken being such a show off again.. erm.. nothing much happen.. brother got a car. (:



WAS HOME ALONE FOR A WHILE!!




Nurlyana & Dash are "camping" in school



Sounds cool..



but with the singing thingy, not cool!



Thank youu for the chocolate =)




I was bored and looked outside the window, quickly grab my camera, and took this.. do not steal!





So yeahh, it's 12:35 now.. i took 10 minutes to write.. and i take another 10 minutes to post this.. hahaa!

Apperenlty, i kindaa injured my ankle again =/


Ashley is so tired..!
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


11:09 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I just wanna lay down and stop breathing


Everything is spinning now.. my head is hurting.. I feel like i'm gonna faint or die soon.. seriously.. something isn't right with my health lately.. my head been really painful,i feel so tired everytime.. maybe, it's my time.. ; Goodbyee


Hey!! thursday here.. FLora isn't.. =( okay. i won't blog much today because i'm feeling really weak and yeahh.. i don't feel like going to school tomorrow.. but i have too.. right??? do i have to? because i will be dying at home..wait.. i'll be dying either in school or at home.. sighs.. Ken and lateef mostly ken.. he has been talking and laughing so loudly.. it's like he wants to get people's attention. but instead.. he is the one that make me fall in classes.. because every morning i can't sleep in the bus because of his idiotic loud voice and laugh.. i feel like killing him!! he thinks he is so cool and all... instead, he pisses people off! Nothing much happen todayy..


Break, Dk gave me this chocolate cake thingy. well, navin was chasing him. and he stopped, he showed me his container.and i was like:" woooO! omg.. i want some" haha. he gave me the whole container.. and i ate half of it.. hahaa.. at first i was like:" how am i gonna eat it??" and faria was like:" with the fork in there" i replied:" he has used it.. he ate like a small piece.." "Who cares! it's like you kissing him.. just eat it" said faria.. haha! so i just ate it.. it was yummy alright..


It feels so weird without floraa! i mean in science.. i wont fall asleep because flora always wakes me up (: like cheer me up and make me all high and stuff.. yeahh.. aww. hmm.. today science.. i took a hibiscus home! well, it's in my locker.. haha! dk put it on my hair.. hahaa!! yeahh.. stayed back and loni wa sin the library. ahha! loni and i were so hyper. haha! we were laughing so much!! hahhaa!!



Colour time??



I'm not really in a mood...



Why isn't nurlyana online???



Helloooo!


I'm dying soon!



Everything is so blur and everything is spinning. what is happening??

Apperently, i'm fall sick =(

Ashley feels like her life is worthless
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


9:24 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Sometimes my heart just falls so fast ;


The wind howl loudly, it blew me heart away, telling me there is something to worry today.. Something will come across later that i have to be aware of. The rain water, it was soft and gentle, making my heart beating faster and faster. I miss youu ;


Heyy! before i start blogging this post, or you guys reading this.. check your celender and see what day is it today.. seen?? okay. it's a Wednesday.. and it's the most suck-ish day of the week.. it has always have the worst subject or either the it just sucks.. okay.. and guess what? i wasn't as hyper as last wednesdayy.. okay.. taking you to the suckest day todayy.


In the morning, usal... erm. so yeahh. and before the bell rang, erm.. it was like.. Ms Anderson was like i have some cake. if you guys wanna have some, come during break time. and it has strawberries.. and when she said that. i was like:" omg, i'm so tired. i'm gonna sleep*put my head on the table*" and then when Ms Anderson mention STRAWBERRY! i was like:" OMG! STRAWBERRY!!! AHHHH!! STRAWBERRY!" hahaaa. yeahhh.. then it was art.. erm.. stupid wire thingy again. my eyes were warm.. seriously.. i can't manage to sleep now a days.. so yeahh. erm. then.. dk was like:" ashley listen to this*threw the earphones*" and it hit nurlyana. haha! and then he asked me to listen to another song.. which was on his phone. and then i was like. OMG! becuase it was from the show. and asked faria to listen to it. haha! yeahh.. and then it was Historyy! BORING BORING!


Break.. was suppose to be hyper. but i gotta go to ms nice class, so yeahh. and then.. i got so annoyed. Ainna was not being helpful.. she's like OMG! i needa borrow the pen.. and write it down..and she wa slike.. nO.. and she kept asking me what was the answer. i needa write first kan? goshh! i was so annoyed.. i felt like slaping her. then Michelle and i checked Ken's folder.. and he didn't even finish it. and he didn't get into trouble like the whole class did. and we told ms nice. and she wa slike;" soo?" and we got so annoyed. because yesterday she said that if she finds out that we didn't finish and lying.. they will get into a bigger trouble" and look now! urghh! michelle and i were like fucking hell" well.. mostly me.. and i was such in a bad mood and i was like late for science. not really late.. but yeah. so i went to my locker and dk was like walking.. towards our locker..and i gotta go to science. so yeah. and then aditya came and pushed dk to me. and i bang against the locker. and i couldn't get out. and aditya pushed dk nearer to me. and i got so annoyed cause i was in a bad mood.. i pulled dk's hands off. and walked away.. i was so annoyed! and angry!! okay. and then erm.. it wasmaths.. SCREW MR DICKSON! he asked the whole maths class to stay back and finish the work.and say we can't have it as a homework.. and it was our lunch time when the bell rang. and i was like.. finishing. and he said:" okay stop where ever you are now. and do it as a homework" and we only had like 20 minutes to eat!!! urghh! and then erm. we have to draw the table like he says. and how are we gonna finish it in like so fast.the tables are so long and so many informations.. goshhH!!


MANDARIN was last.. and it was okayy.. we spend like almost the whole time talking about the test coming up..and to prepare us for our speaking.. yeahh..and then dash and i saw a lightning. haa! wow right.. ahha! jokes man.. erm. so yeah. walked down with dk and dash.. well, dash went missing after a few steps.. i think she was infront of us... so yeah.. at the locker.. i was so like worried should i stay or not.. cause it was raining. i called my brother, no answer.. so i just stayed.. erm.. so normal. dk and i hug.. and yeah ahem ahem kissed.. ahem ahem. and we nearly got caught. and when i turned around, dash, nurlyana and faria wasnt THERE! urghh! so i walked to the hall. the said all the activites were cancelled.. yeahh.. and faria, i'm really am so sorry that your mum sucks.. that made you so pissed off when you were already pissed off! navin, i hate those year 7's.. they suckk! screw them..!



The break dance was nice! =PPP


By the way, it's colour world..


wait, you guys can see that =P


Haha! silly me =)



My mood was really bad today.. but the assembly manage to cheered me up (:


Sentence of the day: Ask him for a refund cause i'm not having any fun ;
Apperently, i don't feel well..

Ashley's body feels so weak!
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


9:44 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Is this how it feels??

A stuck inside, i'm lying awake, thinking of you.. when will i stop thinking and worrying about youu? i can't sleep even though i'm tired.. I lay on the bed, trying to sleep, but i can't. the image of you just comes up to my mind every single second. I lovee youu;

Heyy! it's a tuesday.. dk is off to singapore.. Floraa isn't in school today, loni isn't in school, dk, lawrence, imaan.. so yeahh.. basically.. it's kindaa like.. yeahh.. because they are the noisy people.. haha! yeahh.. erm.. okayy.. i won't blog more because it is late and my sister wanna use.. so yeahh.. erm.. Malay, last period, ms nice was so angry..she scream at us again. ouch! michelle and i did our homework.. but stupid ken and eu chien they calm they did the whole thing and ms nice follows theirs..and so we all got in trouble..and then. when the lesson was over.. ken didn't finish it! he lied. omg! he so way gonna be in big trouble. michelle and i were like kindaa happy =P i mean. every single time he seriously get into our nerves!

Colour time!

I lovee youu
Miss youu!
BLANK!


Erm. jsut now, i was listening to the song Thunder, and i say a das of lighting..and i heard a rumble of thunder (: cool aite? haha!

Apperently, i'm yawning

Ashley wishes i can sleep!
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


10:46 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
I just want you to stay


Ticking Ticking.. everything is ticking.. is it a bomb? is it the clock? or is it my heart ticking everytime you leave??


Heyyy! MONDAYY! it's like the day that ends really fast.. okayy.. erm.. Music.. embarrasing moment.. Ms. Anderson was like saying dedicate the song to me.. i mean she said that to dk.. and omg.. urgh! okay. then it was maths.. BORING! faria got to sit next to me now =PP


BREAK! Best day of TODAYYY!! We(faria,nurlyana & I) WERE SO HYPER! OMG!! and my tummy hurts after laughing so much! and helooooo! dk.. you are so mean.. omg. you threw your shoes at me? urghh.. haha! and when dk did that, nurlyana and faria and i were still laughing and nurlyana was like:" eww, dk" haha! when she was laughing.. haha! and then.. when the tennis ball hit faria, she was laughing too! haha! we were shouting.. yeahh. haha! and there was like a teacher in the class.. ahhahaha! Oppy-daisy=PP


English, it was okay. gothic thingy again! GAMES, i didnt do anything, because of my foot! =( erm.. lunch.. flora wanted to hit my ass, she ended up making me bleed! hahaha! well, not so serious.. Geography... towards the end, faria was erm.. hyper again! and i wa slike:" oh no.. i'm gonna be hyper in the bus too!" haha! erm.. then yeahh. normal thing happen, dk and i hugged yeahh.. and ahem ahem ahem. dk ahem ahema eahm kissed ahem ahem ahem me ahem ahem ahem on ahem ahem the ahem ahem lips ahem ahem. okay, let's talk what happen on the bus. okay... Adrian kept hitting faria, i ate faria's noodles.. Adrian asked who was Noodles.. ahah! yeahh.. and erm.. yeah. nothing happen..


Colour time =PPP


I would do anything for lovee *sing along* (it's a song)


Buahhahahah! i lovee you, i'll miss youu! =(


Nurlyana i love today's break! wanna be that hyper everyday!


Faria, wanna be hyper everyday too! and thanks for the helped with Raff


Dk, good luck! (;


Floraa, i'll kick your ass tomorrow =PPP



Haiyoooo, dk arh.. everytime you call, my phone isn't with me.. when you texted, you slept..so how am i gonna reply? haha! you were like:" i'm gonna cry because you never text me back =(" haha! dk, dk dk..


Sentence of the day:" Have you kissed a girl before?? NOOOOOO! so SHUT UP!"
Apperently, i lovee that sentence =P

Ashley sure gonna miss him eventhough its just one day =(
Ashley signing off

Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious


10:42 PM
The girl.♥
AshweeB Friends Strawberries Heartbreaks


The girl's needs♥

Youuuu (:

Whisper into my ears♥






It's a whole new world♥
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