Have you ever thought of wishing on a star ? I know you have. Have you ever felt like it came true ? That, that's difficult to answer ain't it ? Some of us stay up late to make sure we wish on a specific time, hoping that the wish would come true some day. Some of us sits out and stare into the ocean of stars at night and just closing your eyes and making a wish.
Wishes wishes oh wishes. I don't find it silly somehow. I know that everyone in this world has wished at least once for something special to happen. Wishes just give us hope you know. When life knows it's time for you to make your wish come true, it will. Just be patient. I know it can be frustrating wishing for the same thing every single day.One day it will come true if you believe.
Hey, I gotta admit. I'm like you guys, well, just a little different. Instead of wishing on the stars, I just somehow prefer hugging my teddy and wishing you know. Because it just feels safe for some reason. I know it's crazy of me but I'm not embarrassed about it.
So i have no idea where am i heading with this post. haha. i guess i'm just bored. haha.
4:48 PM
Monday, August 1, 2011
Something we all learn about
There comes a time in life where you grow up and develop feelings for a certain someone. He may be your best friend, friend, acquaintance, or even just a celebrity crush. This is just part of growing up, this is just how life goes. We all can't deny that we've never felt this way before can we? Heart breaks are also a part of growing up that's what make us a stronger person & for who we are today.
We go to school to learn things but in life, we go through mistakes to learn things. Yeah sure every once in a while we do silly things that when we look back now, we regret. But hey, maybe at that time we were enjoy that moment.
Life is pretty funny you know. When someone who you care about so much may be the last person you ever wanna see now. I have a friend who's going through something so bad that I wish I could help but I can't. He had a girl best friend. Someone he goes looking for when he's in need, someone who listens to him, someone who makes him laugh, someone who just simply make his life a whole lot better... But things changed after a while. feelings develop for this girl. The funny thing is, the girl likes him too.... Well, that's what we all thought how she felt. They were all just so loving, flirting here and there. Like any best friends, you just knew how each other felt, sad,happy or whatever.. and they certain did know how they felt for each other. What's weird is that some people thought the reason why she likes her best friend more than a friend was because she got dumped but then again, people were just people..
After a few months of flirting here and there. He decided to ask her to be his girlfriend when she came back from her holiday. I guess that didn't work out. Things got a little shaking when she came back. Things just changed. She felt different towards him, instead, liking someone she would never expected to like. As a best friend, he put his feelings aside and help her out. She knew what she's getting into, well, that's what we all think how she thinks.. But one thing for sure, she knew she will break a fragile heart. She knew he can get all emotional. She knew that he gets hurt easily. She was being all mean and blaming him for his action of talking to other people about he felt towards this mess. I don't blame him for seeking another friend for help. I guess she just wants him all to herself. Things got better for her and got worst for him. People tried to cheer him up but he just couldn't. She got his hopes up and brought it down so fast. Like on a roller coaster, getting up there take a while but once it comes down, it go down pretty fast. I guess he did the right thing by deleting her out of his life for a while but then again, she has her side of the story..
Now, when he finally got over her, things gets worst for her and all she did was to run back to him. So told me that she knew she screwed up she knew she tore their friendship apart but she still wants him. I was just thinking to myself, if you knew you screw up and now you're going back to him, running back to him, liking him, do you think he'll ever feel the same way? Maybe just a little but trust.. That's what he needs and that's what you need to earn back. It's not easy getting his trust back, it's not even easy to be his best friend again. He has moved on, he seemed happier, he's just a new person now. He got knocked pretty hard by the game you played with his heart.
Things wont be the same. Just wake up. You always just wanted him all to yourself and now when it's gone, you're trying so hard to get him back. When you're down now, and needing someone, you just came to realization that you need him. I gotta have to say this that you're just a little too late. You can tell him you're sorry but sorry can't heal his broken heart. Sorry can't do anything. It's just a word unless you show them how sorry you are. You told me that he told you that nothing will ever gonna happen and you feel sad about that ? Well, I'm sorry if he or anyone else hasn't made it clear to you. Let me tell you now why he would say something like that. It's because a best friend don't have a fling with best friend. well, maybe. but won't get hopes up for someone & bring it down and get together with some random person then tells your best friend not to feel bad because you love him more than your random guy. Or even that what you guys felt for each other isn't a fling. So, maybe now you can see why.
Somethings in life you just gotta let go for better things to come around. Holding onto something like that would kill you. What I'm trying to say in the post is just what I feel towards everything that has happen to my friend, a friend whom doesn't deserve to have felt that way.
So sometimes in life, the closet person you have might hurt you when you least expect it. Life is unexpected you know. Life just has it ways to somehow just be life. You know what i mean. And when somethings bring you down, just get back up.
An amazing song by Demi to tell you that you can get back up when people let you down. hope you enjoy the song. btw, it's a cover version of the original song
