Friday, July 30, 2010
hey hey hey pepole! (: So lately i've been busy . Well, I guess that's cause Ann is back and yeah. (: So tomorrow is gonna be a fun-ish day? hahha. Sis & I are gonna bake, hopefully it'l go well. haha. Then we are gonna do some other random stuff as it's only both of us at home. haha. (: Thank you amy for giving up your hang out to stay with me or else I'll be home alone. Me love you ! (: So on Saturday, most probs I'm going for worldstage. MOST PROBS. not sure yet. Hopefully I can. Weee. (: So if I do go, I'm going with Loni. We're gonna shop first and all. haha. (: Anyway, more on today.. Today woke up at 8:30, I was so tired as I slept at 3 ?! Okay so the reason I woke up at 8:30 it's because mama, sis and I are gonna have breakfast then gonna pick Ann up and Aunty Cheryl. So we went and checked out the decorating shop thingy. (: Ann and Aunty Cheryl are gonna go back on Monday. How I wish I can go back but papa doesn't allow. =/ Sad sad sad. haha. Well, I'll be home either baking, computer or trying to find ways to go out. haha. (: It's just so effing boring here. !! Hey, today went by fast and well. (: It got me off things. (: But now, thinking about it.. Oh well, it's not really my fault so yeah. Plus, if you have no clue what happened, oh gosh, you just gotta be smarter next time to get my hints. not that I'm saying you're dumb or anything.
Okay, Imma blog about dogs as I told Florence I will. I will also put up a really cute dog picture after this paragraph. (: So I really want a PUPPY !!! I wanna get a dog. haha. What can I blog about dogs? They are CUUUTE and that's all i can say. (: I can't get a dog cause apparently my area you need to get a licence or rather yet a dog permit if you want a dog. How gay is that. =/ Oh well :( So here is the picture below :
Isn't it cuuuuute? sooo cuuuute !!!! :')
So during dinner right, we were all talking about Universities and I was the only one not talking about it. And my sister suddenly said that I'm gonna be home alone next year and stuff. So I walked away laughing sarcastically. So I wiped my tears away as I walked towards the kitchen so they can't really see. Oh, things will be soo different without them :(
Okay, so i seriously have nothing to say or whatever. Haha. (: I'm freee. I wanna fly. woo. I wanna fly and be free like a bird. (: weeeee. Okay okay. Now I need a serious talk with Flora. !! SUPER SERIOUS TALK ! And Florence & Sien Wei, you guys too. well, not so serious tho. but i need to talk to one of you soon. like ASAP ! So i think i should sleep now as it's 1:18 in the morning.
12:56 AM
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Hey hey hey hey ! (: Today. Oh today. I thought it got me off things but i guess nothing can get me off everything. So today mama, amy and I met up with aunty cheryl and ann. (: We were suppose to bake or something. haha. but we didn't in the end. Oh well. haha. (:
If you ask me why ? I'll tell you why. Just when I need my best friend to be there for me, she's out there chatting away with her other CLOSER friends since she talk about them all the time. Call me sensitive but honestly, it has been on everytime. Is who and who on ? How about ___?
Urrh. I'm done blogging. talking about this makes me sick !
12:45 AM
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
I'm sick of how you guys are making me feel. Don't ask me why aren't I replying. I know you guys may say I'm overreacting but NO. I'm sick of it.
Hey hey hey. Today wasn't that bad, I guess. Dad & mom talked. Luckily. Brother & dad didn't really but then soon it was okay. (: glad that it's now all left behind and we can continue laughing around. (: Nothing much happened today. Went to Ikano for some shopping. Was really in a rush shopping. haha. We were walking so fast. Walked passed Ambrose but he didn't say hi. I didn't say hi either cause he looked like he didn't see me at all. haha. (: But in the end he saw me twice. hah. Erm. We then bumped into my mom's friend. So she introduced her son. Wow. woosh baby. Hotness. (: So happened my mom's friend friend was there as well. and she introduced her daughter and OMG. WoW! Watch a hot sexy mix. (: Ps, my mom's friend's son is a mix as well. (: Very strong Aussie accent. Yuum. (:
My sister is going to Aussie land & it's confirmed. Sighs. That's why she tagged me in the two photos where it said so. Damn. Time went by so fast. My sister asked me whether I would miss her. =/ It was just last year I said that she's going in July. No worries, so far ahead. Just 3 months back, she had issues with the Uni and have to go in September. So I said to myself that it's cool. It's 5 months away. Now here we are in July. 2 more months. =/ Sighs. First family member to go overseas alone. Next year will be my brothers. And I'll be all alone. ):
Apparently, I hate what is happening now.
Ashley will miss her.=/
Ashley signing off
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xoxo
ashleylicious
12:50 AM
Monday, July 26, 2010
If you ask everything is alright, I would lie and walk away crying. No, everything isn't alright. I didn't know what was going on. Everything went by so fast. So quickly. Even though it wasn't really my problem but it was so painful to see what was happening. I held my tears back. Walked away and started crying. Oh, what had just happened I asked myself. I thought everything was fine. I felt the pain they were going through. I could feel the sadness, anger in them. I laughed it out just to pretend like nothing was wrong. Ignored everything and carried on watching television.
Hey hey hey. (: Hmm. I don't really have much mood to blog today. Today has been a rough day. So erm.. Yeah, I did nothing again. This summer is so boring & messed up. I wanna have sleepovers. I wanna go out. But there's no one to go out with. Everyone in local schools aren't on holidays. Everyone that I'm close with isn't here. Grr. So much for summers. Guess what? I realized I don't have anyone to talk to. How nice heh. What I'm doing now is just blogging and when I can't think of anything to blog, I click on msn and just stare at their names.
No, you're not their to comfort me anymore.
I don't even know why I'm here man. I'm turning all suicidal. Having scary suicidal dreams. Too scared to sleep alone. Too scared to wake up for another day. Even too scared to sleep.
:'(
9:56 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Hey hey hey hey ! (: Okay, this wil be a short post as I just realized that I don't have much time to get myself prepared for the outing today. prepared as in shower. haha. I have not shower yet ! Psst. I know i know. Okay, i had the scariest dream ever. Surprisingly, i continue sleeping instead of waking up. but it was one heck of a scary dream. =/
Okay, so yesterday my dad insisted the whole family to meet up with his friend right. And oh my god. It was one heck of a boring day. ! But it was kinda fun as well, hanging out with my siblings. We were laughing till our tummy hurts. hahah! (:
What can I blog? Or shall I blog when I get back from the outing? cause i really need to get ready and wake my brohter up! He's sending me !! So yeah. (:
Apparently, I'm lost :'(
Ashley really doesn't know what to do. =/
Ashley signing off
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xoxo
ashleylicious
11:05 AM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
You're gonna catch a cold from the icy soul of yours.
Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey! I can go on forever on the heys but I won't. Okay, so yesterday . sorry about the post yesterday. I know it was lame and stupid. Anyways, yesterday, spent my whole day with my mom. well, it's like a normal day but we went down town.haha. we went CHINA TOWN. nyaha. My mom was in an extremely good mood. (: So erm nothing much happen yesterday. Today, I played golf with my papa, mama and brother. (: I earned some money. haha. But for some reasons, my knee hurts and mad cow. Oh during the golf game my dad and my brother came up with this line.
"There's no second chances in life. You gotta give make sure you don't make the wrong move and regret"
And i was like. Right okay.. weirdos. haha. (: So nothing much happened. I was so sleepy and all. okay. I have nothing to blog today. hahahhaa. (:
"She's all heartbroken. She tried and tried to get over him. It has been a year since they last talked. She deleted him on her facebook and on her phone. She couldn't stand it anymore. As while she's right here crying and trying to get over him, he's out there winning girls heart. And her last words before deleting him was : if he is still my friend i will never ever let go of him so the best way is to delete him out of my life. besides, he doesn't wanna be friends. He never replies my messages. He only replies to one of my message, and never reply after that which clearly states he doesn't want anything to do with me. She's all heartbroken. But she always seem fine, happy, crazy, wild and my perfect sister. Just to let you know, I'll be right here for you whenever you need me. (: love you. "
Apparently, my knee hurts like crap
Ashley just wishes that everything will be fine
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
11:11 PM
I miss the feeling where I could trust anyone with everything. I miss the feeling where time wasn't the issue when I'm on the line with someone. I miss the feeling when I'm not scared of any backstabber. I feel cold now. Just minutes ago, my best friend and I were talking and she showed two pictures from the past and all I could think of is how things were perfect before everyone started leaving and people changing. I don't know who to trust. I don't know what to do. Right now I really want and need a hug. I can't run to my sister cause she doesn't really understand.
12:39 AM
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Hey thereeee ! (: Okay, today is such a bad day for me ! I think today's like the most scariest day ever !! Okay so in the morning nothing much happened right. I was watching tv with my dad. Sister was with her friends. Okay, so in the evening around 5:30, my parents and I went out to pick my brother up. It was drizzling. So it's fine. But then, it got heavier. So it's fine right. Buuut ! After picking my brother up, on the way back, lightning. I was just staring into empty space and the lightning was so close and bright. WOW. My eyes were hurting ! and there came another and another and another. It was raining heavily as well. My dad was driving so fast cause he said he doesn't wanna drive under trees as it's dangerous. So when we were around KLGCC the rain subsided but the lightning kept coming after every 2 seconds. Like really close ones. Yeah, I was so scared i was using my hair to cover my eyes. haha. silly me. My dad was trying to drive fast to get home but the car in front of my dad was driving really really really really really slow. Okay, so after we got pass that car right, we were almost home. We were like just right at erm. the Islamic school and omg. ! that was the scariest part EVER ! i was just staring towards my left side now. My brother was staring out as well. My mom was jsut looking in front. So the lightning just struck one of the tree and i saw everything. and HOLY FREAKING CRAP ! it was not cool, it was so loud as well. So my brother saw the ashes, my mom's eardrums hurt from the sound and my eyes hurt from the light and my dad lost control and he nearly bang into a car. and I was literally crying. I mean, not that loud or anything. I was just tearing. It was so scary. My heart was beating so fast. For a sec, I felt like I had a panic attack. like. major.. we weren't that far away from home. Dad drove as fast as he could. We finally arrived right, but now. the autogate couldn't work !!! Luckily my maid came out and opened it for it right. We quickly got out from the car and went in to the house.
So my dad & I were watching the rain and stuff and the rain water came in right. the wind was so strong ! The umbrella was flying out of shelter right, my dad asked me to quickly run out so i ran out as fast as i could. but the wind was so strong, i couldn't get the umbrella in. it took me sometime. It was scary when i was out there cause there were lightning and everything. and i was getting really wet plus, the wind was so strong. !! So i finally managed to get the umbrella. I came back in the house shivering. Got a jumper on and sat. Waited for my sister to come back. As i needa like get her out from her friend's car. anyways yeah, she finally came home. The wond wasn't that strong anymore but still kinda. waited for my sister to open the door ! It took her so long !! and i was shivering and my heart was beating so fast cause i was so scared that something might happen after what I saw earlier. I quickly ran in. I think my sister got wet a little cause i was running in. hahha.! (: So I quickly put on the jumper again. Finally the rain subsided. ! and i was relieved. (: One heck of a day ! I was still not over it, my heart was beating really fast I had a major headache and toothache. I felt like i was gonna faint any minute. But then I soon got over it like after dinner. (:
And here I am now. Blogging. What a day. Seriously. Could've died. but no! shh. ! So as you can see I've already changed my songs. (: the last song is really sick, just to let you know. hahhaa. (: Okay, I'm so bored now. nyahhaa. (: Ohhh, Flora, I needa talk to you A.S.A.P !! Hope you come online like soon yeaah.! (: lalalalalala. (: I was suppose to change my room layout today but didn't do it again. hahaha. (:
You know I miss Chiang Mai lots! it was one heck of a trip. I really miss every single bit of it. It got things off my mind. (: Sighs. I wish we got a longer trip. Year 9 next year will love it. ) ':
CHIANG MAI 2010 FOR THE WIN ! (: ♥
Okay, now, I just got pissed off. Okay, yo, Bitch ! I trusted you !! I told you EVERYTHING ! and you go tell him EVERYTHING ?! Yo, listen up. You changed over a game, you bring up the past, keep talking about him, tell him everything, lied to us ! what is your problem? You love to compare us to them. Think we don't know? Oh we know. !! None of us told you yet. ! But I gave you hints. and you better get it. !!! If you think I'm the one over-reacting? think about it. You've been on my nerve, and on hers.. We both hate what you are becoming !! I can't trust you anymore that's why I'm not telling you ANYTHING at all even after you ask me to tell you. Even after you ask me what's up. I SIMPLY SAID NOTHING ! CAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL TELL ! I CAN'T TRUST YOU ANYMORE !!
Apparently, I wanna stab you right now !
Ashley hates you
Ashley signing off
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xoxo
ashleylicious
9:27 PM
Monday, July 19, 2010
*soooo cuuute =P*
Hey hey hey hey hey ! (: Okay sorry for not updating for long. I'm gonna change my playlist very soon. (: Si on Sunday, I was suppose to go out with some people. But it didn't happen. Oh well. I can't seem to get the songs on my playlist. ! Oh well.. so I'll jsut put some random songs. haha! (:
OMG! i was watching so you think you can dance just now. and i just realized that Jason is a not bad looking guy. hahahahaha. (: nom nom nom. haha. I seriously have nothing to blog about. You know my sister & I plan to bake together and go work out but i don't think it's happening. hahaa. (: I was planning to change my room layout right. If you guys don't know me well enough let me tell you. Every year, I change my room layout. room layout as in lke i move my bed and put it in different place. get it? ahhaa. it's okay ifyou don't . haha. Anywyas, i didn't get to do it today. I was so disappointed cause i didn't stick to my plan. My sister said that i'm crazy for changing my room layout again. haha. (: oh, and my plan to change it got ruined today cause of my dad. We had a bet last night that i won't be able to wake up early as I always sleep late and wake up late. So i slept late and got up early today. and went back to sleep cause there was no sign of my dad. and when my dad came home, he said i owe him money but i explained to him so i won ! (: but he didn't give me my 10 ringgit. :'( oh well. hahahahahhah! (:
Okay, I'm done making my new playlist now I'm gonna change it. so guys. be prepared. hahhaha! (:
Apparently, I'm crazy for you. (:
Ashley thinks hot guys are so sexy !
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
6:42 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Hey ya'll ! (: it has been a while since i've blogged. (: Okay, So on Thursday it was okay. (: We watched a movie and i was froze to death. everyone was. haha. (: then we went for a little shopping. well, some people wanted to go to fish spa but some didn't want to. some wanted to get their nails done. i wanted mine done but thought of it that it isn't much worth it. so spent it on clothes instead. (: I wanted to buy this sandals so badly but they didn't have my size ! :'( it was so nice and comfortable. !!! anyways so I went home with Mitra. So did Loni & Natisha. The original plan was that Natisha & I stay over at Mitra's place but Natisha couldn't. So she begged her mom and yay.! (: we started changing and Mitra started putting make up on us. haha. (: it was hilarious. Then we went out to the roof. and sat and relax. so peaceful. (: then we had dinner. Loni had to go back then. =/ said our goodbyes. We watched a movie then all of us suddenly got hyper. hahah. (: I started spinning in circles and Natisha started jumping. Mitra started throwing her toys around. hahahha! (: then i fell asleep. No clue what time Natisha & Mitra slept. haha. (: Next morning, woke up had breakfast then watched a movie then showered and had lunch then used the computer for a while then went home. No wait. sent Natisha home first. haha. (:
On Saturday. nothing much happened. stayed home whole day. Mom & dad went out with friends. I begged my brother to drive out and get me a sundae but he wouldn't =/ so my other brother made burger for me. (: hahhaa. then like few hours later went out for dinner. (: came home and yeah. haha. (:
Nothing much i can blog. (:
All I can say is :
Why can't you stop making me look like a fool ? by making smile in front of the computer and my phone. damn.
Apparently, i can't stop smiling
Ashley loves everything. (:
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
1:50 AM
Thursday, July 15, 2010
I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind.
So today I'm going to Gardens for one last meet up with the leavers. Oh boy, it might be a sad thing when all of us gotta say our goodbyes by the end of the day. :'( But hey, let's look at the positive side now. We get to meet them. (: haha. I can't wait. (: Oh oh oh. it's raining. haha. My wish came true. I was like please rain please rain. and it's raining hahah. (:
You know I kinda feel bad for going today and not coming home. Cause like my parents will be the only one having dinner. Imagine how they feel. I don't know why but i feel the sadness. Damn. Maybe cause my sister is leaving to Aussie land in September. : '( even though she can be the pain in the ass but overall she's a great sister to have & to talk to. (: I don't know how it would be like for her not to be here. I can't sleep with her when I'm scared. I can't go crazy with someone in the middle of the night. I can't annoy someone. Damn. I know September is a long way but I don't know why I'm already missing her. :'( Okay maybe I should stop thinking about the bad side.
I guess I need to know how life would be like without you.
I can't believe that a jerk like you would be so sweet and sincere. I guess I misjudged you. Flora, you know there's no point of STOKING confessing. Think about the consequences.. Oh oh oh Flora, have fun in India. (: I know you will. hahah. *coughs coughs not really coughs coughs*.
Summer break 2010 doesn't feel like a summer. It feels more like a sad summer. :'( total people left 23. ;'(
Apparently, I'm having the best feeling ever
Ashley thinks you're hot ;)
Ashley signing out
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xoxo
ashleylicious
9:23 AM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Goodbyes.
It's one of the hardest thing to do. Try not to cry, try not to smile too much. Try to be strong, try to be not weak. Try to look at the bright side. Goodbyes. It hurts. It kills. It burns. Goodbyes. Regardless how you try not to cry, you'll end up crying. Losing someone is that painful. Especially when it comes to your closest friend in school. Or maybe your closest teacher. All you could think of is cry. But when you cry, memories seem to replay in your mind. How you wish what was all in your mind was recorded. I miss everyone of you. I miss every single minute I spent with you guys. After all those minutes of crying, I cried more. Looking at you guys crying and hugging each other got me crying more.
Confidence, I'll miss you and your dancing with sastifaction. Mitra, I'll miss our sweet moments at Imaan's and school. Loni, I'll miss your sexy laugh and your duet with Flora. :'( I'm missing you guys so much.
First & only lesson was extremely fun. (: we had games and Confidence was on my team. He started singing sasitcation and it got stuck into Loni, Flora's and my head. We kept singing it ! haha. we made it more sexual. Confidence started dancing. woow-wee. sexy. haha. (: Sighs. Then we had tutor time. Lawrence gave me a hug and didn't let me go and start like humping ? So i shouted at him to get lost. haha. then he went to Jess and said i needa tell you a secret in the end, he slapped her. it was a joke. so i tried that on him but it didn't work. damn. but I managed to slap him in the end. (: Ahh. Lawrence is leaving and like he normally makes me laugh during maths. Dayum. :' (
Why does it take a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye?
Gone - flitted away,
Taken the stars from the night and the sun
From the day!
Gone, and a cloud in my heart.
Kathryn's Poem
It's nice to have a friend
to talk to all the time,
Sharing all your secrets
with someone true and kind
Such a special person
who makes everthing
worthwhile,
and every time
you're with me
You always make me smile
I'm lucky to have a
great friends like you,
i will miss you dearly
and hope to see you soon
Hearts together
Friends forever!
11:50 PM
Monday, July 12, 2010
If you ask me what's wrong, I would say nothing. But the truth is, you're the problem. You know that i don't like it how you bring up the past. I said it before but you mentioned it again today. It was enough. I had enough of it.
9:35 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Hey there. Sorry for not updating for long. So Wednesday was an okay day. Thursday was a boring day even though we skipped first 2 lessons. Friday was an EPIC day! (: Why? Okay So first lesson was Malay, Ms.Nice had to go to the hall for the year 8 fun games. Second lesson was a science test . scored okay in it but happy with it. haha. (: 3rd was our turn for fun games. haha. my group was so funny. well.. kinda. then 4th lesson, I didn't want to go for maths so I asked Ms.Nice whether it was okay for me to help out the preparations for the stalls. So yeah. but in the end we had like 30 minutes left and i had to go up . damn! so then last lesson KS3 went down to the hall for performances and FREE FOOD. so yeah. hahha. (: Everyone that sang was AMAZING! Flora, your singing was freaking AMAZING! I cried. ! Even though i don't understand German but still. it's sad. So Michelle & I kept cheering for everyone. it was funny. haha. (: Ms.Nice kept looking at our direction. haha. anyways so we got free food. (: Oh .. I forgot to tell you why we had this funny day. it's cause it was Language day. so yeah.
Okay so Jess came home with me to get ready for Imaan's party. (: Imaan's party was AWESOME! (: Mitra & I were like: yeah. we should casually walk in with the crowd. or we should casually dance with other people. it was so funny. Tristan was DRUNK! I could smell the alcohol when he came dancing with me. well, i wouldn't call dancing with me. More like....... Don't wanna say it here. kinda not cool to say it here. So Miss Nina came. (: her dancers were amazing. Mitra & I like the "flirty dancer" hahaha. (: he flirts alot. so then some people had a dance off with the dancers. Miss Nina had one with her dnacers as well. it was coool.! (: So we danced danced danced. Then we had to go back. Sent Jess home and came home. then went on the com for a while and then went to sleep.
Today.. I woke up late ! as in 11:30 and I had a party to go at 12. So I rushed. got at Gardens at like 12:30? then ate ate ate. Talked talked talked. started the challenge. my group went out late but came in first and and and. wait for it. WE WON! We had the fast time and the most answers. (: woo-hoo. we rock ! Zoe & I ran barefooted just to get the last few answers. hahaha. (: It was so funny how everyone was just staring at us like we were maniacs. (: So we had a drink. Micchelle and I went and shop for a while. But then we had to get back. We had cake then. yummy cake. (: Then we had to leave. Mama hasn't called me yet so Mitra & Natisha came with me to wait. We saw this old man. it was funny. and we went like: we should casually walk up to him. haha. it was funny. till my mom gotta call me and said she was here. so they went away and in the end, they took 8 minutes to come up. jeez! but before i left, i saw Shuaib. haha. we just stared at each other surprised. then i yelled bye beofre i got in the car. he didn't response. laame. so then like 2 hours later he texted asking why i was alone. I WASN'T ALONE OKAY. (: I'm not a loner. =P so then picked my brother up from the airport then had dinner and came home had more cake as it's my uncle's birthday and here I am.
I couldn't believe my eyes what a liar you are. I couldn't believe that you would change over a game? I couldn't believe it was you. Not even a single hi or a smile. It's just a game..
Oh gosh. Flora help me help me help me. ! You're the only one i can talk about this !! Save me Save me SAVE ME! :'( shit shit shit shit shit. fudge fudge ! :'(
DON'T WANT SCHOOL TO END! DON'T WANT 20 PEOPLE LEAVING! :'(
Apparently, things changed.
Ashley loves everythhing now. (:
Ashley signing off
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xoxo
ashleylicious
11:28 PM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
"This is my goodbye."
Hey there. (: So today was okay. Yesterday went by really fast but just wasn't the day for me. It got me thinking about Chiang Mai. Like We were travelling the week before. Wow. Time just gotta fly doesn't it? I really miss it. Oh i remembered the first day like how it was so freezing cold at night and the next morning, everyone just comes out from their room and i was so loud. I was greeting everyone. haha. like going GOOD MORNING GUYS! and yes, i actually shouted. oh so funny. haha. (: I remembered the first day. Climbing. What a fun day. Damn, talking about the trip yesterday during English just got me missing it so much. Everyone had a blast, some people leaving. It's heart breaking how a week ago we were all stuck in one country yet enjoy it with activities that sounds like a killer and now people are slowly leaving the school. Each day one. Losing a friend. Wow. It really hurts. I guess that's what you get in international schools. As much as it hurts to say this I just gotta say it to you. Goodbye Isabella, You'll be missed. I'll be missing you. I'll be missing how I always ask you to bend down and be shorter. I'll miss the gentle girl. I'll miss the caring girl. I'll miss the Aussie. :') Naw, now I'm making myself cry. Today, 2 other left. Olivia & Emily Ashby. Even though I don't know them well, I know I'll be missing them. (:
Oh, today. We had an assembly for the year 13's .It's a goodbye assembly for them. I thought it wouldn't be sad or anything. But it was so sad that i cried. When they gave the speeches, got me thinking how fast time flies and next thing i would know that I'll be saying my goodbyes just like them. In fact, I'm already saying goodbyes to all my close friends. Said goodbye to bestest friends. Imagine how hard it is for them. I guess this is life. Hellos and Goodbyes are part of life. We all know whenever you say hello, there's always a goodbye, someday, sometime, somehow. Looking at it. When I left for Chiang Mai, my sister told me that my mom was already missing me. Imagine what my parents have to go through, letting my sister go this September. that just reminded me. During the assembly, parents came. and I saw how they were all crying. The teacher put up a slideshow for them. They had a baby photo of everyone in Year 13 and then they should after photo as in now. and there was a lot of change. and imagine the parents going through this. One moment your child is a kid the next they are all grown up and ready to go out into the real world. Oh gosh, this whole thing is making me cry :'( I guess I should stop now.
Apparently, I'm gonna miss everyone :'(
Ashley prefers good old times.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:41 PM
Sunday, July 4, 2010
CHIANG MAI was AWESOME ! Too Awesome to describe. ! I miss it so damn much. There were fights and stuff but overall it was the best ever. I miss Will & "Q" !!!!!!!!! Okay. So when we arrived. The girls got to go to their room first. and guess what? It was burning like hell. it felt like there was a heat wave. anyways. We saw that there were air conditional right. and we wanted to turn it on. but couldn't as none of us had the remote. they only turn it on at night at 9.! and we were dying. but in the middle of the night it was freezing like hell! so yeah. haha. Everything was so fun. I was so pro at climbing! i did the hardest one. well, the second hardest one. hahahhaa. (: I feel proud. and i got free ice-cream for that. ahha. (: Then Raft building was the best too. well.. everything was the best. even tho community work was tiring. cause we had to carry buckets of sand and stones. it was fun. and we had to make cement but stil fun. after that we got to teach the little kids. they were soo cuuute. saying goodbye to them was hard. :'( this oung girl couldn't let me go. and she was about to cry :'( she was soo cute. everyone was so cuute. i miss everything thing. even tho i nearly died in the trekking like 20 times but i'm still alive. (:
Group D - awesome-est. haha. I seriously forgot how Shuaib & I got married. hahhaha. I think it all started with him taking my sunglasses. haha. Shuaib is actually really really really nice. haha. (: and fun to be around with. Hahaaa. And i thought our group would be such a fail and all cause we have Shuaib and Till but i guess it was what it made the Group awesome-er?
I MISS CHIANG MAI SO MUCH!!! I MISS THE PEOPLE THERE !! GAAAH! WHY MUST WE COME HOME SO EARLY!!!!
I'm hungry now. Oh. Where are you Michelle & Flora when I need to tell you guys something?! Gaah. I just realized I have not done any homework. :'( and School is tomorrow. the JOY!
Apparently, things are waay to messed up
Ashley needs you to understand.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
6:30 PM
