Hey there peeps ! (: So everyone.. when i say I literally mean EVERYONE is asking me to blog. haha! Jokes. it's only Faria & Ainaa. It's like every single day I see them, they're like " BLOGGGGG" hahah! So I'm here blogging (:
So latelythings has been real stressful. I've been stressed out with all my courseworks. like Dt & photography. Mainly photography because everyone's book is like AMAZING! not just their books but their PICTURES! I honestly am not too please with my pictures. :/ Oh well. & dt omg. after lessons of designing and me looking at it now, it looks like crap. I don't think I'm suitable for any creative thingys. hahaha! (:
Yes, as I'm writing this, my head hurts. I don't know why): I'm not even getting enough sleep! I swear I'm not & I'm going to stay up today again for Photography ): this really sucks but then again, i guess it's my fault because I get distracted so EASILY! ):
OHHH, I recently had a business test and grr :/ also got physics score back. not too happy about it but then again, physics ain't my strength. ): OHHH! speaking of science, you know how Bio, Mr.Bate puts us in tables. So when I first had Rachel, Max, and Blake, I immediately was like 'oh crap this ain't cool' but actually it isn't that bad. (: Blake and Max are funny people and Rachel is smart and just cool. So yeah. Our table always win stuff (; HHAHHAHA! jokes jokes, that's really mean of me to say. :P
So I guess this is my blog post FOR now. hopefully Ainaa & Faria and stop bugging me for a while (: hahhaha!
OHH, and my life has been great. (: things are all settled and shit. hehehheehe. happy happy girl (:
Gotta be you by One Direction
Sorry, I'm just addicted to this song at the moment (: ahha
6:59 PM
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
It just feels like I've lost everything. Just when you hope things would go right, it goes wrong. It really sucks to know that you've hurt someone you care dearly for. It sucks more to know that you've not only hurt that someone but other people to and you didn't mean to.
Right now, things are shaky. All I want to do right now is to try and fix things but I know the more I try to fix, the more I hurt. It's funny how when you're hurting there's no one there to hold you, wipe your tears, give you a hug, lend you a shoulder or even just sit right next to you.
I don't kow where I'm going, I don't know what is going on. All I know is that there are a lot running through my mind. A lot that keeping me up every night having sleepless nights, having horrible dreams.
Don't you agree how sometimes when you're hurting so much and you force yourself to smile, you tend to end up crying?
I JUST WISH I COULD DISAPPEAR. RUN AWAY. JUST SOMEWHERE ELSE.
Fix you cover by Tyler Ward & Boyce Avenue
A truly awesome song that brings tears to my eyes & the cover is just simply amazing.
