"I opened my eyes, looked at myself in the mirror and asked, how did i grow so fast? It felt like it was just yesterday when i was 3 years old. and now I'm 13, going on 14. I was just thinking and talking about this just a few hours ago. We used to be so childish and now, when we look at those children, doing what we used to do, we would just go. ahh, you're so childish... Time just pass too fast"


Hey there. Sorry for not blogging for few days.. anyway, Tuesday, met Sze yen, Ee Xien and Ci Xuan. ahha! woo. saw Yang lao shi. saw Ch'ng xin too. so yeah. We shopped. discount(: haha. hmm. after that, went over to Sze yen's place for a sleepover.. stupid shop closed so early.. so we bought the ingredients for our so cal cupcakes. we failed. it turned out to be MUFFINS. well, we slept late.. was so hyper.. haha. we kinda tricked Yun Kai. haha! HILARIOUS.!!! oh oh oh. and Sze yen's mum came in half way when we were doing a random video. ahha!!!


Came home from Sze yen's place and rest.. went to Klang to meet cousins again (: AWESOME. sadly, can't go to their place to be all crazzy!! But we had an awesome time at the restaurant. (: Wooo. tomorrow. Nurlyana's place. Sorry Sien wei, can't go over. and next time, let me meet your darlinggggg!!

Oh oh ohh, SHEA ZHENG!! SLAP BEN JING IF HE DARES TO SAY/DO SOMETHING THAT LEADS TO ABOUT WHAT I TOLD YOU GUYS!


Oh oh ohh. lalala.! I don't know what I'm talking abouuut. ahhh. ahhh. Oh yeah, SHEAZHENG! AFTER TOMORROW, TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED OKAY? and Carin GAN! we need to see each other again giiirl!



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Apparently, I'm laughing so muuch






12:21 AM



"Cause when it comes to you, there's nothing else i can do"


Hey there peeps (: Today today todaay. What about todaay?! I was suppose to have the whole day off. but nooooo. I couldn't go to Samantha's party either. grrr. Omg! shhuuot. I just remembered, the pictures in my phone, with my sexay cousin. ahha!!

I have nothing to blog about. NURLYANA! I know you're not online now as you're moving! urrggh.! i wonder how nice is your room. aha! (: when shall we meet up??! ((((((((:

Hmm... So, my sister, mum and I are falling sick.ohbooooy. =/ OMG! THURSDAY. : '( it's so fast... 2009.. I remembered how my 209 started.. With a broken heart and have food poisoning. wow. haha... wow. what a year...

Oh oh ohh. gonna cut my hair. hmm.. sometime next week. i think... err.. On Monday?! hahaa. nyahaa. about time. suppose to be like. few weeks ago. but couldn't... OMG! HOMEWORK ARE KILLING ME!! urrgh. I don't get it. Why must we have so much science homework. urrgh. jeez. take a breaak maan.. it's the holidays..HOLIDAYS in the dictionary= A day free from work that one may spend at leisure ; a period in which a break is taken from work or studies for rest. SEEE SEE SEE. jeezzz.!!! Omg. i seriously need one now. a long break. long holiday.! I don't even have time to do my homework. as my maid went home. omgg, people,teachers, gives us a BREAK!


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hehehohohhaha. how are you guys spending your new year's eve? I'm gonna spend it with.... NO ONE. i guess. Nurlyana haven't ring me up. neither have my other friends. i guess i gotta plan myself.. oh wait. if no one rings me up, I'm going with my cousin. haha! Hmm. or. i can go with...... lalala.. Hmm. naahh... haha! maybe I'll spend it alone.. I'm such a loner, i know i know. as if you readers aren't. =P

He's not on : '( hope everything is alright.




Apparently,I'm waiting.!





9:50 PM


"I would just wanna fly away with you. Just the two of us. In that empty city & empty street. Holding hands, side by side.. together forever. I wished upon the stars that I would find someone like you.. I don't know how to tell you this but.. I would want to have a whole day spent with you. I love youu. "

Hey there peeps! haha! Omg. it's 2:55 and I'm blogging. yeah yeah. you guys thnk. so?1 not a biggy. but it's in the morning. (: anyway.. hmm. today i woke up late as cause i slept at 3:30 the previous night. Mum woke me up. Quickly did house chores. shower got ready and went to Shea Zheng's place. (; haha! It was so muuch fun.! Pictures tell some of the funness. but if you were there. you'll love it. ahha! And yes Sien wei, We all changed. ahha! coughs coughs.. I'm sorry for being so SICK compared to last time. ahha! and Ben Jing, you ain't my teacher. I'm your teacher. ahah! (: Sadly, i had to leave FIRST! : '( came home, met my mum's friend. took a nap. was exhausted. woke up. went on Fb and started uploading everything. got to go to Auntie's place. haha! it was a BLAST! (:

Surprisingly, my cousin. haha! We were like HELL CRAZY! oh oh oh. when we were in the KARAOKE room, which is next to the pool. kinda of/sort of pool. anyway. we saw like two guys wrestling each other. haha! (: and one of my cousin said they were gaying and all the small cousins looked. tsk tsk tsk.. so blah blah blaah. pictures all in my phone.. as cause camera battery went dead from Shea zheng's place. haha!. At the ending bit. it was HILARIOUS! (: One of my cousin walked passed and said " DON'T SMOKE, DON'T DRINK. IF YOU WANT TO DRINK, DON'T DRINK BEER, DRINK WINE!!" haha! HILARIOUS maan that girl. ahha!! and yes, i do agree with my cousin i looked like i was going for a dance lesson. ahha! (: Wooo. my daddy said i looked goooooooooood! (: nyahhaaaa.

So sister got hungry dropped by and makan.. came home. and here. kinda of. here i am.ahha! (: I'm so tired now. Oh yeah, YIP!!! get better yeaah. that headache will go away (((:



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Apparently, I'm sooo loving youu =P







12:48 AM



"I turned around looking back at the calender, thinking to myself how did the year gone past so fast? Blink of an eye, a year gone, a few friends gone, a few tears were shed."


Hey peeps.! (: Okaay. I shall bloooog. about..? hmm. yesterday? that shit day?? it wasn't a shit day! I got to see ELANA! haha! when i arrived.. Elana said that Yip is coming. and I was like. WHAT?! wow. shocking.. lala. so went shoppingg... and the guys came into FOREVER 21. haha! the guys just sat down. and the girls jsut like.yeaah.and walked out. ahha. and the guys kept following us so we went well, Annabel and Elana went into the lingerie shop. ahha! and the guys stayed a distance.. and we quickly went away.. the guys was still behind.. and we finally lost them. ahaha! So met the guys at Carls Jr. ahha!.. IT WAS FREAKING HUGE. i was so full. so.. we tricked Yip. he looked so worried... aww. I'm sorry.. so blah blah blaaah.

Parents picked me up from Elana's place... went for dinner.. caught in the jam.. sister needed to pee, dad drove fast.. mum cracked a kinda lame joke.. as cause a car hon us. and my mum said i think that dude needs to pee too. listen to his car hon. wow. mum. it was kinda lame.. so after my sister pee, went to 1u.. shopped. urrgh. so tired. i have no mood to shop laah stupid! anyway, i saw a nice bag.. mum and dad goes like no no nolallalala blah blah blah. urrgh. stop blaming me or scolding me alright. I have enough pain in my life already.! jeez.a nd my sister got mad. wow. when i was helping her. what the hell!! after shopping.. went to the bank. brother called. have to go back to 1u area.. to pick him up from 1 world hotel.. urrggh.. and mum went bllaah again! urrggh!!


So anyway, chat with Floraa.
and Floraaaa. I feel like I'm losing them.. I dont want to. I really miss those memories back when my friends and I just love to fight over stupid things, chase each other when we are mad. and hit each other. =/
Floraa, I'm crying again.! : '( Help me! pleaseee! I need that hug of yours now. !!! : '(




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1:08 PM

"The moment the bell rang. My heart started aching. I knew after the bell rang, you won't be here anymore.. You won't be here to hit me anymore. You won't be here to be our lawyer.. I don't want to shed a tear. Not because i don't care about you. but because i must face the fact. that in life, people come and go. Nurlyana, I'm just scared. I don't know why"


hey people.! Wow. been so freaking long since I've updated.! Guess what? I went to Penang on Friday with Nurlyana! Awesome. haha. Nurlyana, jet skiing. (: Oh yeah. and on Thursday. SADDEST DAY EVER. I would not talk about it. it just breaks my heart more. anyway, so came home on Sunday. was exhausted... on MONDAY which is today. it was cool cool (: except the fact that i was so freaking tired that i have to wake up so early to do chores. went to redbox. met lateef, ryan, nurlyana, tanaya and sakura.. carmen and yip wasn't there yet.. so sang.. yip came then carmen.. bla bla blaa. sang sang sang.. movie time.. it was awesome.and SAKURA cried. wowww. it's not sad Sakura. ahha.. movie ended.. waited for everyone's parents to pick us up.. apparently, Darryl saw me.. So i went home and went for a spicy dinner..


Floraaa, where are you when i need to talk to you ?!
I have no mood to blog anymore
I'm crying my souls out again. =/




Apparently, I wanna turn back time






8:56 PM

"I don't want you to go yet. I'm not ready. Why now? Why so soon? Tears all worn up. Heartaches grew. Everything seems to be falling apart. How am I gonna listen to that amazing voice again?!It's so sad to see everyone leave. It's so sad that there's no more fun. It's so sad that you're leaving. With all my heart, I love you much and miss you so muuch. I know you're still here but whenever I'm not with you.. It makes me think that You're already gone. You're not here to cheer me. You're not here to hit me. You're not here to laugh with us anymore. How i wish everything would go back like how it was. You, her and me. Together owning the school (: Together happily. Together laughing like mad people. & Together being best friends forever. I love youu"

Hey there people. (: Today was so much fun. How i wish everyday would be like that and term 1 wouldn't end.!! :( DRAMA, played games. P.E played some random game. Science did the work on the internet. Lunch.. walked around. Malay fun fun fun. had a party-ish. P.S.H.E played game. was so boring. On the bus.. happy, hyper, sad,cried. urrgh. :( came home. cried more. and now I'm crying more again :( It's so sad.!!

I dont want it to end yet. No i dont. i don't. Santa, please make everything how it used to be..


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Apparently, I'm gonna cry so muuch






4:49 PM



"It's hard for me to say goodbye. It's been a year since i've known you. Year 8, term 2.. i remembered how we met. And now, you're gone, who's gonna be there for me when i need a shoulder? When i need help? Who's gonna be my MSN buddy?! Who's gonna introduce me to some nice songs? Who's gonna hit me in the back just cause I'm acting crazy?! Who's gonna be the one controlling Faria and I ? Who's gonna laugh with Faria and I?! "

Hey there (: yes, the starting of this post is really sad. i know. Well, i'm sorry guys if you haven't lost a best friend.. anyway, i screwed up GEOGRAPHY test.. and today sucked. except the fact that Elliot got whacked in the ass =P came home.. chat.. did everything. dinner.. came home.. Nurlyana told me to read her blog post.. and i started crying. For how long I have no idea.. As I'm typing this, I'm still crying. Looking at the picture we won.. So i was in a conversation with Ainaa, Yip and Nurlyana. Ainaa tried to cheer me up with her QQQ obsession. Didn't want Yip to know. dont want him to worry much.

So now, everyone is school kinda knows. and Elliot was being such an ass for talking so muuch..

I feel like puking, is it heart sick?! is it friendship sick? or whatever sick my dad calls it.. all i know for now is that i nearly died in school and I'm serious. I was chocking to death that i teared and my tummy hurts so badly. like.. something has been ripped out..


"I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of trying so hard to control it, I'm tired of hiding it all in acting like everything is okaay. I'm just scared.. I've lost so many people closed to me before, 3 in fact and i'm not ready to lose another one. "

During dinner, brother was showing off his new"ring tone" but obviously someone had to call him. so my uncle wanna hear it. My dad called my brother and it rang. the ring tone was"pick up bitch" and everyone in the restaurant jsut stared at us after it rang. haha. (:

Sorry peeps, i dont really have any mood to blog so yeaah. and one last thing before i go, i shall do the colour thingy for Nurlyana (:




9:45 PM



Hey there! (: As you guys can see that I've changed my blog skin ((:
I was invited to go for a bbq, but sorry Carin i couldn't go.. Judging from your blog post, you had an enjoyable time. (: Carin, you seriously need to update me more on your life woman. you sound like you're in love but don't wanna be. oh dear. haha. (:

Well, it's 7:53. mum asked me to wake up at 8 but instead i woke up at 6:30. i have no idea why but i couldn't sleep. i slept at 1. wow. interesting right. so my mum just came in my room. I'm suppose to be cleaning now. but.. I'm too scared to go over next door. last night.. My sister and i was walking and we saw a huge rat. daayum. So later have an outing with Loni, Nurlyana, Tanaya, Yip and Issac. not sure if Sakura is coming. Most probably. (: Next Friday going to Penang with Nurlyana! (: Oh how i wish Faria is coming along..

So I'm half way doing the chores. half way blogging. I'm such a cool multitask-er . that reminds me of a convo with Yip.ahah! It was hilarious. He asked what i was doing and i said i was listening to music, chatting, editing, fold hearts and on fb and i never knew I'm so good at multitasking. and he said girls are so good at multitasking but not guys. so i ask why. his replied was.. because the ladies has to take care of babies while working. as for guys, the don't and if they wanna multitask, they have to train. haha! well,yip. not all girls have babies okaay. (: and some guys take care of their child instead of the ladies. hha (: but it was hilarious.

Speaking of funny stuff. last night. My family and I went out for dinner and my brother was using loads of tissue and i was like that isn't nice. so he was like.. "USE what you need, USE what you can, USE till the end" haha! wow.. and another funny thing was that.. this couple went to the restaurant and ordered take away. so while waiting. the guy pulled out a chair for his lover to sit and then only pulled a chair for himself.. and guess what? the lady pushed the chair away and the guy was about to sit and he sighed and followed the partner. in the end, the lady sat and it was somewhere near where her lover pulled out a chair for her. and only the guy manage to sit down. ahha! fuuny. maybe not to you guys. but if you guys were there. it was HILARIOUS.! (:

Omg. i remembered a sick convo with Yip. he was trying to cheer me up so he told me this really sick joke. haha! oh Yip... Okay. so last night i had loads of convo. was on msn with lateef, tanaya, carmen, loni.. on fb chat dk. grr. every convo we have he'll ask who do i like. you knwo what dk? if you care so much why break up in the first place. but hey, i'm happy that you did actually=P cause something isn't right. so yeah.d k, you still owe me chocolate. omg. dk is so so so gullible =P i told him i like Nick and he doesn't know him as cause he's in my compound and he was like. finee.have "fun" with your crush. ahhaaa. F.Y.I dk, Nick as in my brother is in my compound. haha =P even Lateef knew that. ahha.

I need to get ready now for breakfast.haha! Wow. so fast 1 hour has past. doing chores is so much fun. ahha! (: do you know that by doing chores, you lose a lot of weight?! =P haha.


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