Hey there ! (: So finally lately, i've made some time to you know keep this blog up to date. So today was a boring day. Maths today was okay-ish. Urhm. No wait. It wasn't maths first. It was malay and oh my gosh the most horrifying thing ever. You know why ? Forgot to take my English homework home. Needed to copy it. and cause Mr.Ng won't be here thought i can. But noooo. It was Ms.Low ! and she kept walking up and down and oh gosh i couldn't do it but manage to finish it. In the end Mrs.Haslam didn't check it. Like what the heck ! Anyways. English was funny ! (: Urhm then it was break. Break was okay-ish. Then it was Chemistry. OH MY GOSH ! It was so boring and so slow ! I like chemistry. I love it compare to the other two science subjects. But it's just sooooooooooo slooooow and boring ! Okay. So tomorrow is.....
Jeans For Genes Day ! (;
Duude, and today was swimming gala sign up ! No new girls in Fairfield ! How stupid ! And no one can do butterfly so I have to do everything that involves butterfly ! Grrr. How gay ! ): Going to the pool tomorrow or Saturday or don't know when to train ! Has been a year since I last swam ! You know what sucks ? I'm going against Carmen for everything and she's freaking pro ! Not cool man ! She's doing the same events as I am. ! I'm freaking scared right now. ):
Deciding on what to wear. When i should really be sleeping by now ! Should stop sleeping so late !! Not good ! So after this post, I will sleep. Or maybe turn my computer off and look at what outfit I should wear. haha. Defo gonna wear my shoes that Paps bought for me ! (:
BYE NOW WITH NO COLOURS !
10:02 PM
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Helloo people ! So yes, my video is uploaded on the place where Nurlyana uploads her video. Anyways, today was an okay day. I was pretty high and no clue why. No volleyball training today due to the rain and the net ballers wanna have the hall to train. GAY ! Actually, to be honest, i was quite happy as I wanted to go back and rest and all. So i slept on the bus and oh gosh, slept like the whole journey. Luckily i know when to wake up. It's just me. I just know when to wake up. So weird. haha. (: Came home nothing much. Oh, I started freaking out when I realized I didn't bring my English folder back or my Photography paper back to do my homework ! How stupid of me . ):
You know what I don't understand. You. You make me feel like we had something. It was like just a one time click thing. Dude, I really wish I can stab you. I mean, I don't mind that happening. But we haven't been talking since then. I don't even think we're friends. I'm going to give you up cause you're such an arse. Who would wanna even be friends with an arse. !
You know I'm so sad that my blog has no more colours. it's so plain. so yeah. no more ending it with colours. ): So I guess I'll be putting my most ever random video after this sentence. (;
Hey there people ! (: Okay, I've finally found a time to come on. and now as i type this i just realized that it should be a short post as I just remembered I have some studying to do for GAY manndarin. Duude, Mr.Ng, you're so lame man. I mean, give us a break man. ! and i just remmebered that i need to watch 90210. I gotta thank Shaz for writing on Elena's wall and came up on my home page. ! I will kill myself man ! See how busy i am. anyways, i shall stop here. WITH NO COLOURS ! ):
9:48 PM
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Hey there poeple ! (: so it's the Sunday and I'm already done with another random video, which i will post here in a minute later. or how many minutes later. So I was watching 500 days of Summer. How sad but sweet at the same time. Love it when they say : This is not a love story. This is a story about love. Naaw. And poor dude. ): I feel his pain. Yes, my random video is almost done saving. ahhaa. Okay, I think it's gonna suck cause I had an idea and then i forgot but i didn't wanna waste what i did and stuff. Plus, I was checking this new software i've downloaded and waited to try it out. it's cool but not that great.
Okay, so today I was suppose to go to the gym with my mom again, but we didn't. Why ? Cause my mom went golfing instead and I can't play with her as I have a sore shoulder. Which she massaged last night and that I woke up this morning feeling it being really sore. So yeah. I think I should shower soon and sleep soon as well. I've been pretty messed up as well. I'm so blah. Confused ? It's just silly feelings. haha. No regrets watching 500 days of Summer. I can relate how painful it is. Damn. I should be like that guy Stand up and let go of the balloon. Haha. (: Anyways, Nurlyana, just for you information, I'm getting towards the place where it says : I'm over him baby ! haha. it's about 9/10 or rather 8/10 . Hahaa. I don't know why but suddenly I just realized that he's the past, we're in the present. Let us be in the present. (:
Omg ! I've uploaded the vid on youtube and it won't play ! I need another site to put on then upload it on blogger. Cause I don't like the blogger's upload thingy ! Oh well. I'm off now. (; No more colours again. ):
9:13 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Hey guys ! So I haven't really really really really updated you guys. I'm here in front of the computer at 1:18 am with a sore shoulder and arm and thighs blogging. Why ? It's because I can't sleep. ): So I'm suppose to go to Tim's party later today since it's already Saturday. Sadly I can't. Oh well. Next time then. And I'm truly sorry Tim I can't come and Yip as well cause I'm suppose to like share a present with Yip. But I'll make it up to you . (; So today or should I say yesterday, I had my first photography class. It was fun. Apparently Giorgia is like mad at me for taking her seat. But I mean, there's no fix seat is there. Jeez. Sometimes I don't get them. It ain't my fault. I wouldn't know. Okay moving on. Actually I think Friday would be the best time table ever. (; Monday is so so. Moving on.... Well, there's nothing to blog about. I'm on youtube like learning how to get use to photoshop. Trying to download a free trial for photoshop but it's taking ages so i guess i might redo it again tomorrow as I wanna sleep soon. My internet now is going really really really really slow and that's not good. Why ? cause all the videos will take longer time to load ! This sucks.
You know now I'm enjoying every lesson in school. (; Except like urhm the homework bits, of course. Dt was fun yesterday. well, not really fun but it wasn't that boring. (;
Ohhhh, Yip's friend, Michelle Wong is now in our school. She's cool. Yesterday during lunch was hilarious. Aisyah, Michelle, Natisha and I were like talking so much and yeah. haha. (; it was fun. They're so cool.! (: When Michelle first came in, she was in my science class but she moved to triple science. It was okay then as she's in my maths class but not anymroe. ): she moved to like the highest set. ): oh well.
Maybe I should sleep now. You know I don't get the downloading thingy. It's like 14 minutes remaining then like 2 seconds later 1 hour remaining. LIke dude, which one ? So yeah, i give up staying up so late. My mama will kill me. ): So tomorrow I might be baking instead of going to Tim's party. Sorry again Tim. ):
NO MORE COLOURS FOR MY BLOG ! I'M SO UPSET!
1:17 AM
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Hey there ! (: Sorry for not updating for long. Have been pretty busy. Busy with homework and mostly volleyball. Had 2 hours volleyball yesterday so i was tired to blog. I just had volleyball friendly match today. It was fun. I love the diving bit. haha. but now I regret and my thigh is aching like mad. ): Okay, so lately nothing much happened lah. Monday my sister left to Aussie land. ): Been crying since then. So that's why I'm extremely sad and don't have time to blog or even have the mood to blog. It just feels so empty. I tried pretending that she was just on a school trip or something but no. Everything just reminds me that she's not. ): I think i need to seek counselling. ): Right now, Flora, My feelings is pretty messed up. I wish my sister was here. So i can seek some advice from her or maybe she going : stupid lah you. I knew this would happen. You suck. I miss how she does that. Anyways, I bought a pair of sexy shoes with sexy shoe laces. (; I'm pretty happy. haha. (;
Damn, now i just feel like crying again. One moment I'm happy the next I'm not. i really miss my sister. ): My sister may be annoying sometimes but she's my best friend. ): Paps misses her as well. ): He misses her so much as he used to annoy her so much. I can't blog much. and i think I should stop the ending bit of every post. you know the ashley signing off thingy. as there's no colour. what's the use. ):
I MISS YOU ):
10:21 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Quick update here. Will try and update you fully ASAP. Not updating cause been really sad now a days and stuff. and yeah. ): Again, explain more to you another day. for now, Let's celebrate the time when my mom & DAD AGREED to let me change to PHOTOGRAPHY ! yeah baby ! (; I love you papa ! (; As for now, I'm off. and i don't have any colours on my blog anymore. ): i dont know why. I'm depressed voer that as well !
10:57 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Hey there readers. sorry for not updating . So thursday we had the day off as it was Malaysia day. went back to school on Friday. It was so so. Yesterday was Saturday and it was a long day for me. I woke up early due to my terrible sore throat ! I couldn't get enough sleep. Woke up, got ready then read my book till about 12 ish and went out for lunch. Came back and change for Sam's party. (: Went over but didn't have spare clothes as saw my message when i was on the way. ): I borrowed Rebecca's shorts and jumped in. haha. not suppose to wet any of my outfits but no one has a spare shirt so i just wear my shirt and borrowed shorts. I couldn't dry my shirt in time so Lois & Carine suggested to sun it. Hahaa. We were like lying on the ground where the sun was. it was so funny. haha. (: but it still wasn't dry enough. I thought i was gonna be dead meat as my mom will pick me up around 6 and then we'll go straight for dinner. But in the end we had to go back first. So I showered and changed. Came down, my brother said i looked like i'm going clubbing. like seriously duude, i don't-ish. haha. So we went for a buffet dinner. what's so special about this night ? It's our last nice meal with my sister and it's also a celebration for my brother's awesome results. (; So it was aweomse. we were so full. ! we went there around 7 ish and went home around 10. hahahaha ! i was exhausted. you know i've never known my mom is so photogenic. anyways, came home did nothing much.
So I had a sore throat on Friday and it was so painful. Because of my sore shoulder, I skipped volleyball training and apparently they learnt alot. urgh. And today my sore throat's gone but I'm getting a flu. ): Sorry i can't blog much cause i have lods of homework to do but i'm having a headache so yeah.
P/s : my colours are gone ):
4:44 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Something i wish i'ver never done
It was the last lesson of the day. I was tired and so was everyone else. We were all in a boring lesson. Well, maybe not for all of us but to me, I was. He was across the room. I did my work and he looked over as he pretends he's talking to the guy next to him. I looked up and looked at his direction but pretending I was looking at the teacher. He turned away and continued with his work, so did I. Few minutes later, he turned to the guy behind him and didn't turn back again. I looked up trying to make him continue with his work. This time no. For a while there, our eyes met and we stopped doing our work. My heart was telling me no. So I blinked my eyes and we turned away continuing our work. For a moment there, my heart felt something. 5 minutes before the bell rang, we all stood up behind our chairs and chattered. He came over and my heart was telling me not to look but I did. My heart was telling me to move away but I didn't. He was so close, so close. I don't even know what's wrong. As I walked down to my lockers, he was there already. He kept looking at my direction. I waited. He waited and just walked away without a bye.
Hey there people. (: So how ya doing ? Okay. Seriously people, I think Mr.Ng hates me now. I didn't bring my book or did my homework. I'm such a blur girl now. But honestly, i think he hates our class. Our Mandarin Class. It's pretty obvious. Well to me. Moving on. Today I had Dt first and it was boring. Then I had Physics,boring as well. And that's why i started drawing butterfly and bees. haha. How interesting. (; Break went and see Ms.Marcovvici ? is that how spell it. I always get teacher's name wrong. ! But yeah, went over to her and asked her about photography as Michelle and I plan to change Ict with either Drama or Photography. So then it was Business. It was okay. One thing I don't get is that when Mr.Jonhson asked me about what do you need to be if you want to be an entrepreneur. So I said sneaky and everyone laughed when Jason said cunning when it basically almost the same and no one laughed. Stupid people ! Anyways, Mr.Johnson seem to ask me questions today. It's scary. I dont know why. hahah. (: I then have Bio and we had a mini test and I did urhm not too good. Oh well. Lunch next. went and search the drama block to ask the teacher about drama. and drama bye bye ! Now I just need to ask my dad which I'm so scared ! So then we had Mandarin and here's where Mr.Ng started hating me. I had to switch place with Yip ): but luckily i still have Eu chian and he told me something interesting ! hahaaaa. (: then we got let out late cause he was talking to us about stuff and i could tell he doesn't really like our class anymore. i dont know why. haha. (: so then it was maths. BORING like EVER. then volleyball, it was fun-ish. I had Natisha on the bus again! Yay! But she won't be on Friday as it's only volleyball ):
I'm so tired I think I should sleep. You knwo I think my blog colour thingy at the end is retarded ! It's not working at all. ): it's so dull ! There's no colours ! ): I need my colours back !!! Oh well. I thnk I should stop here.
I'm confuse with my own feelings. ):
Apparently, i kinda miss you ):
Ashley wishes that we can talk again like how we used to
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:43 PM
Monday, September 13, 2010
Hey there. Sorry for not updating. Have been pretty busy. So this shall be another short post as I'm such an idiot to leave my english folder in school when we have a speech due tomorrow ! So i have to sit down and think what to write. Well, it isn't that hard. but it's formal speech. I'm not good at that. ): I have like speech fright. haha. get me ? stage fright but because it's not on a stage, so it can't be stage fright. haha. anyways, found this cute guy. Will post his picture below. So the video I made was random. Gonna make another one. I don't know why. I just seem to like to do that. haha. (: Can't wait. and while I'm writing this, I'm on facebook, writing my speech and waiting for my online thesaurus to load ! It's so slow. While as the other website I'm on loads extremely fast ! Damn you. I still have dt to do you know. Which totally sucks. I mean it's not that difficult. Oh, i have Chemistry as well. I have malay too ! The joy ! and guess what ? Mr.Ng asked us to bring a dictionary to school for mandarin ! What the faggot ! Seriously ? Can't we borrow Ms.Miow's book ? talking to her today made me feel sad. Cause i miss her and prefer her. No offense to Mr.Ng tho. He's cool and all but seriously. The detention is a little too much. Ms.Miow does that too but she doesn't really care. I mean, she doesn't really give you detention. She just says that to threaten us to speck in Mandarin.
Okay, so i jsut checked out the thesaurus online and it sucks. so i have to like search for a better one. You know why I'm using online ones ? Cause my brother said it's better or in another words : he will not let me use the thesaurus we have at home ! D
amn you ! haha. jokes jokes. Okay, so on Saturday I was suppose to go out with Kathyrn and all but I didn't cause daddy say wanna celebrate brother's results and sister's farewell. We didn't go in the end. ): Seriously man. what's up with that ? But don't worry, i'll be going this Saturday. So i just had a little chat with Samantha, my kindergarten friend, she said that she's having a party in Saturday. A little clashing tho ): But i'm trying to find the time so i can see her again!! (: haha. I miss her. Okay, for a short post, this is kinda long. haha.! You know i can't find a perfect online thesaurus to use ! I'm like PMS-ing here. Oh oh oh. My brother is suffering from PGS ! P=Pissed at G=Girls S= Syndrome. Cause you know how the last song the brother went : i know what PMS means. It means Pissed at men syndrome !hahah. I love that show. How sad tho. Cried so much.
Moving on. The bus ride was BORING! Oh in the morning was freezing cold on the bus as i got wet walking up the bus as it was raining and i didn't want an umbrella. haha. (: Seriously, i checked this thesaurus and guess what ? when i put it in a sentence it sounds gay ! Well, not gay but totally weird ! I'm getting nowhere for my speech. I'm online, on youtube and only written 5 sentences and it has to be 3-5 minutes long ! I'm gonna sleep late again tonight. Which i don't want to ): I'm totally getting distracted ! Went on facebook just to reply a comment and then started checking people's picture ! Gosh ! But it's good too right ? Well to me it is cause the idea will just come up to me when i'm doing something else. I guess I'm retarded that's why. Haha. (:
Yes, I'm distracted AGAIN! But I'm doing good so far. hahahaa. Actually now I think I can do this. haha! Plus, Dt isn't that bad to do. and and adn chemistry should be easy (: I think I should post this now cuase I'll be really distracted now ! hahaha.Byeess
Look at that. SEXY BEAST MAN !
Apparently, English is scaring me =P
Ashley needs you
Ashley signing off
tata
xoxo
ashelylicious
6:25 PM
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Was bored. Made this thingy. and it's pretty messed up in between cause it didn't response and it went bye bye and i didn't save it at first so had to redo everything. but cause it's late and i wanna finish it so i did it as quickly as possible. (: so Enjoy ! (: BYE NOW ! Oh and i have no clue why is there like double. I guess it's a little retarded. hahahaa.
12:54 AM
Friday, September 10, 2010
Everything's changing ;
Hey there people ! (: So today was a really unhealthy day for me. Hahaa. (: Oh, yesterday during school was fun-ish. I guess. haha. (: Oh oh oh. On Wednesday, during lunch was hilarious. Michelle, you're such a joker. haha. Oh oh oh oh , Selamat Hari Raya people. (: Okay, back to serious blogging. I guess I should start preparing my english speech. Damn. I hate speeches. I mean, I hate presenting it ! ): The best presentation I did was me pretending to be barney ! and plus, that was with Ms.Daw. She's awesome ! (: I miss our class ): It was the best english class ever. Now I'm with Michelle & Ainaa which is good but I mean come on, Alex Johns. Seriously ? Duude, no way. and Faria who reads a lot and her english is good. seriously man. ! this is no cool. I don't mind presenting to my old english class as I was comfortable with them. Now with this class and with those people in my class. Seriously man, i don't wanna get up there and present cause i know i will fail and embarrass myself and they are gonna make such a big fuss about it. !
Okay, less on the presentation thing now. More on today. When I was going out to have lunch with mom, sister & brother, my mom was telling us a story about what happened in the morning with my dad and the cats. haha. (: my mom said : the black cat wanted to SCREW the orange cat. and my sister thought she heard it wrongly and asked my mom what did she say. and my mom was like : SCREW ! the cat wanted to SCREW the other cat. and we were like wow, mom, seriously, since when you started saying that ? So then we had an unhealthy lunch. Went to the club, chit chat with dad's friend by the poolside. It was so empty. No one at all. Okay then we went back just to drop the guys off and then we(the girls) went for a little shopping. (: We went to the Ikano's popular to get my sister some stationery. So i got a pack of colour paper and and and I bought a novel. DARK SECRETS 2 BABY! Flora, there's dark secrets 2 ! read 4 pages and oh my gosh. interesting ! Thank god I saw it. ! (: and Flora, me want my Kissed by an Angel book. Might wanna lend it to my sister when she gets on the plane. (;
You know my mom is desperate to add my siblings & I on facebook. haha. (: In the car today right. She was like : ashley, i think i found you. I went to your friend's profile and i found you. You put ashweeeb right ? and i was like : no. my profile name is ashley ng but my profile link is that. and she didn't hear the last bit and she was like : but i search ashley ng but there's so many other ashley ! ): and she went on like : please guys. add me lahhhh. ! oh gosh. my mom. hahaa. I think she's stalking me now. hahaaa. she has been on facebook pretty long. haha. (:
What else should I blog ? Oh, I started this post at 11 something but now it's almost 1. and why ? cause I was distracted ! haha. (: Sometimes when you blog, you can't really like just open an empty blog post and type everything without opening any other tabs with interesting stuff on it. Like facebook or tumblr or twitter or youtube. Oh look it goes in alphabetical order. haha. How random. anyways, I'm so tired now. ! haven't been sleeping well.! ): should really sleep.!
once again people,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA ! (:
Apparently, I need a partner for the competition
Ashley misses you
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
11:22 PM
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I don't get you. You're in my class for tutor and in my class for maths. We were put together in a group for just a whole tutor time and you keep staring. Don't act like you're looking at the clock that's behind the class, when you're clearly not. Why do you need to turn every 5 seconds? Don't act like your thinking when you're not. Don't act like you wanna talk to Max. Don't act like you wanna talk to someone near my locker. Don't act like you're waiting for someone near my locker and stare into my direction &"search" for that person.Don't act like you're showing me signs. I'm sorry for what happened but what you said to me after I told you the truth was hurtful. Right now, I'm confuse. We seldom talk. In fact we don't talk anymore.
Hey there people. (: So today was an awesome day. So I guess my favourite day of the week is Wednesday. (: Why ? Dt first. Today's lesson wasn't that bad. (: then we had Physics. The teacher is cool & nice. (: so it's good. haha. then it was break. then it was Business Studies. Michelle & I were so worried about business but in the end we enjoyed it a lot. Lucky for us that we got the fun and good teacher. (: It was such a funny class & our class is like FULL! moving on. We then had Bio. Suppose to have a mini test but noooooo ! wasted my time ! Anyways, it was an okay lesson. Lunch was HILARIOUS ! Oh Michelle, Michelle ! Then it was Mandarin with Mr. Ngggggg ! haha. and then Maths. the boredom ! why ? I have the same teacher AGAIN ): still sitting next to Max. Grrr ): Was teaching him simple fractions and he still doesn't understand. Anyways, school ended. Volleyball trials. that's what they said. But noooo. In the end everyone that was there is in cause Mr.Haslam wants everyone to get involved. something like that. So played. and i think i sprained my ring finger and my thumb. Well, at first i thought i sprained it during the game. came back and then realized it still hurts badly so yeah. Sprained it. =/ So went on the bus with Natisha. It was so noisy but at least we got to know what those popular peeps talk about. haha.
So I got into the car and covered myself with my jacket. Then a song came up and the lyrics was so meaningful. I sang along and slowly closed my eyes and flashbacks. ): damn you flashbacks. and what made it worst it was raining and cold. and my heart felt cold. Damn you. !
Came home showered. ate something. and my uncle was like : i used to play volleyball as well. i sprained my fingers before. hahaha. (: So yes, it's huting more. trying my hardest not to use my thumb and finger. thumb is just pressing the space bar. (: my ring finger isn't doing anything. wonder how am i gonna write tomorrow. So urhm. what else can i blog. Pretty much nothing. haha. (:
Apparently, everything is going well
Ashley thinks you're sweet. (:
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
6:38 PM
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
The start of something new
Hey there (: Sorry for not updating lately. Have been busy with school. Hahaa. actually no. I was jsut always too tired or like wasn't on. (; So anyways. First day of Year 10. Wow. I was pretty nervous. but it was okay. Have new tutor. Ms.Gillman, new drama teacher. But i kinda miss Ms.Bicknell ): anyways. so we had assembly+tutor time or was it the other way round. anyways yeah. so no 1st and 2nd lesson. so it was break. then i had erm. Mandarin with sexy new cool Mr.Ng. haha. he's not sexy lah. was just joking. but he is sure fun. He used to teach at GIS. haha. (: it was so funny how i walked in and went : yoo. sup homey ! I'm another Ng. hahahah! and he was like : oh hi !!!! hahaha. so then i had chemistry. ! GAY ! then lunch. then Malay. with.... Mr.Ng again! so cool ! but he wasn't as cool as earlier ): then pe. nothing much.
Today.... (: it was the WORST EVER ! It's like. English with Mrs.Haslam, she's okay then Bio with Mr.Speight was okay. Break was okay. Mandarin with Mr.Ng was okay. English again was a little bit more boring. So, so far it's okay. but after lunch ! I was excited cause it was Dt & Ict. and it turned out to be the worst ): the most boring class ever ! I mean, i love the subject but the class is gay ! which makes it boring ! ): So yeah. won't blog much now as i need to get prepared for school and stuff. (;
OHHHH MY HOLY GOSH ! HOT TEACHER ALERT! NEW HOT TEACHER ! WHY DIDN'T HE COME LAST YEAR SO I COULD HAVE HIM FOR HISTORY ! HOT MAN !
Apparently, I kinda like year 10 (;
Ashley thinks he's cool. (;
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
7:06 PM
Saturday, September 4, 2010
My eyes hurts from crying ): I hate the fact how you just love to compare me with the others. I'm not that great in maths like him. I'm not great in english like her. I'm not a fast learner like him. Can you just stop comparing ? What you said was so hurtful. I was tired and I didn't know what I was saying. I'm trying my hardest to be that daughter you want.
11:54 PM
Wishing out of an airplane
"Sometimes I just wish I've never met you"
Hey there people. So last night, I had a dream. It wasn't the greatest ever but the most saddest one ever and the most unexpected one. How I wish I didn't dream about that. Now it's like, I'm 1 out of 10 over him. ): okay anyways. back to my day. today was kinda tiring ?!? So i woke up had breakfast came home watched tv for a while went out for shopping. For sister's aussie stuff ): then came home had dinner then rested for like 10 minutes then we went out to send my brother some where and we went to buy Satae for my aunty which is the parent of my super hot cousin ! and guess what i found out ? HE BROKE UP WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND ! haha. sorry. i know that's a little weird. but hey man. he;'s hot. but one thing he's way too old now =/ i remmeber the last time i saw him and his girlfriend they were so cuute. and dayum he's buff. haha. anyways moving on. Erm.. we stayed there and chit chat for a while. dad made some jokes. hilarious ones. i just realized i've been laughing alot today. (;
First it was because my mom was trying to be british. Second, my dad made some racist jokes. Third, my mom tried to pronounce British with a British accent which turns out she said it as Bri-ASS ! haha! wow mom. seriously ?! haha. Fourth, my mom was begging us to add her on facebook. Fifth, my uncle made some jokes. Damn. there's loads. haha.
So I'm currently under great depression. Lock myself in my room, listening to depressing songs, and just thinking what could have happen with we didn't meet. Damn ! DAMN YOU ! Screw you ! Screw you stupid dreams ! & I never knew dreams could make you change your decisions ! I hate you ! Why did we even meet ): Well, i don't mind meeting you. but why did we fall in love with each other ? and it all started with you being a nice best friend trying to help your best friend to get me when you lke me. SCREW YOU ! This is some faggot shit ! Nothing is helping me now. this is superly wow. see how weird i am now at this time. SUPERLY! what kind of word is this..
SCHOOL ON MONDAY ! REALLY WANNA GO BACK AND GET A HUG FROM FLORA & MICHELLE ! REALLY NEED A HUG NOW !
Oh, btw, i click on new post around 12 something i guess so it's going under like Saturday's post. so yeah. i'm actually blogging about Friday. (; Oh. i found a nice song. so i'll put it up on my playlist. (; it's amazing and so true. ! (; I'm off now
Apparently, I wish we would have something to talk to each other about
Ashley wants a hug now ):
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
1:05 AM
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Just when I'm about to get over you, something just made me think of you. Your name just kept coming up to my mind. I just can't put you in the past. ): as much as i want to, my heart isn't allowing me to :( Nurlyana help me out :(
"Since you been gone i can do whatever I want,I can see whomever I choose but nothing compares to you"
Okay, so far my day as been pretty boring ! Well, i baked. and I failed. well not really. I accidentally did something wrong, mama starts going blah blah blah and me sad face :( but it turned out to be okay. oh oh oh. and my burnt my hand AGAIN(thank you cheapskate oven gloves) and i burnt my finger somehow. haha. (: So it's 3:34 now. well, blog later at night if there's anything to blog about. (; Oh wait, this morning my mom was talking about ..... FACEBOOK again. oh gosh. and my dad was just like. okay okay. yeah. he wasn't really listening. hahhaa. (:
Oh oh oh and Michelle, remember last night's chat about you know who. hahahaa! Can't believe ___ actually text me that. hahaaaaaa. (: damn gay weih ! =P
Oh, maybe I should blog about Merdeka. I wanted to blog about it but didn't okay. so Yeah. MERDEKA, MERDEKA ! I used to stay up late at night when i was younger (which was impossible for me to do) just to countdown and watch the fireworks. But time changes. and this year, there weren't any fireworks at 1u or curve cause from my place i can see both. and there weren't much people celebrating it. see what the world is becoming. well. no. jsut malaysia ! hahaa. You know i think time passes so fast :( Just on 1st September, I flipped my calender. and my brother said : Oh no ashley, few more months till i'm done with college and maybe going to Australia. and that hit me. My sister is going this month and my brother is going next year. the house will feel so empty :( And when i look at the calender, it hit me. what happened on New years back in 2009. 1st of January. wow. ): and how I celebrated 2009 New years countdown with Nurlyana. ): This is so saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad :(
Apparently, I'm missing you :(
Ashley loved last night. (;
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
3:21 PM
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Hey there people ! sorry for not updating my blog. haha! Okay, so here's the catch. I went to the gym on Monday. while walking to the car, sister and i walked pass a tall cute looking dude, he was on the line. and omg . his accent ! SO SEXY ! such an awesome american accent. okay anyways on tuesday nothing much happen. and today ! it was okay. no wait Tuesday was the best day ever! haha. want to know ? ask me. haha don't wanna say it here. so today was okayish. sister is falling sick. parents think it's dengue. ) : hope she's alright. if she's not well by tomorrow, have to go check up. Hmm. what should i blog. So lately been talking to a lot of people. haha. and just checked my phone bill online. not good. 2nd highest. =/ gotta stop texting. hahaa ! (:
School next monday. ! oh gosh. so not ready. So tomorrow I'm going to bake. (; the fun ! (: Kinda worried about how's year 10 gonna be like and stuff. Okay, and and and. I saw this another hot/cute dude. daamn. ! one sexy duude. okay. been seeing cute/hot dudes but hey. not my fault.
okay, so my mom and i had this convo in the car like on monday. it was awkward and weird but i can't mention any names
Mom: so that means they used to date ?
me: yes.
mom: how about you and ____ ?
me: erm. no lah.
mom: no means never or was
me : never
mom: eh, don't lie
me : was and never
mom : which one lah !
me : was lah haiyo
So awkward mom ! and and and here's another weird one
mom: eh, i can't find you guys on facebook
dad : cause they dont want you to find them
mom : can i add you guys ? brothers, sister & I just stared at each other
mom : can or not !!!
dad : they dont want you to that's why you cant find them
mom : i've tried all the nicknames you guys put but nothing!
me: have you tried searching the names you gave us ? mom: yes but noo :(
sis : maybe it's us but you couldn't recognize us
mom : no fair :(
haha. yes yes yes. we have weird conversations. and my mom has been talking about facebook ever since she got it. she's like : omg i found who and who on facebook. the next day we bum into one of her friend and here's their convo
mom : heeey !
friend: omg. hey ! you were just on facebook just now
mom : yeah. you too !
friend : wow, you very lucky got 2 beautiful daughters
mom : lucky ? all the guys coem after them then susah lah !
friend : eh can pass anot ?
mom: pass what ?
friend : my sons lah
mom: your sons what ?
friend : my sons apply for your daughters lah.
mom : hahaahaha. no. friends children cannot.
friend : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
wow. what a weird conversation ! seirously, my mom has the weirdest conversation ever. omg. speaking of my mom. she's so cute well, with my dad. in the car on the way home. this song came up and they sang. aw. it's their love song. how cuute. haha .. (: naw, i just love to admire them when they do that. haha. omg. that happened today as well. except the fact that i was ruining it as i was singing along. haha. (: you know their time songs are so meaningful. maybe i should change my song choices and go abck to their time. haha. (;
So i'm still blogging when Nurlyana just told me that she has finished and she's faster than me.hahha.! (: anyways. life now has been pretty great.
& Nurlyana one more thing before i go off. I wanna tell you I'm 2.5 out of 10 over him. (: slowly inching my way there. (;
