I officially hate China :( I cried when Taufik and KKK & TBH lost ! Screw you man screw you ! and I officially not gonna watch anymore romance movies or what ever love stuff thingy ! It's killing me. Speaking of that, i watched the last song last night. and oh my holy fucking crap. I cried like a mad cow. My eyes were so red, and my nose. hahahahhaha! my nose =P and my sister cried as well and she was like : why are you crying so much ! it's not that sad but it's sad but you dont have to cry that much ! see what i mean. I can't watch any more lovely-dovey stuff any more. NO MORE ! NO TO THE MORE ! Oh, yesterday i didn't blog much. I forgot to say that I burnt my hand and injured my knee and hit my hand and my ankle. and then i injured my knee again . So technically it was one heck of an injury day !
So I just added another new song on my playlist. hahaha ! (: i cried for that song. It doesn't matter how many times I've played it but i cried. haha. maybe I should stop listening to these type of music and start listening to like Avenged Sevenfold or something. hahahaa! I should really ask Tristan for more those type of songs. hahahhah! Really need to change.. (: Can't take all these loving thingy anymore. so goodbye LOVE. and hello PLAY TIME ! oh yeah. hahaha. play time jsut sound soo wrong. it's like. ahhahaha !
OMG ! You gotta go to youtube. go type Firetruck song by Smosh. and it's AWESOME !. hahahhaha! thank you Tristan for sending me these random videos. haahhahaha! cheered me up (;
Apparently, I'm tired
Ashley can't wait to do silly stuff.(;
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
12:52 AM
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Hey there people ! (: So michelle asked me to update my blog so I just click on new post at 12:56 so that means it'll be on a Sunday post. So yeah. Flashbacks and stupid video that i watched ! DAMN YOU ! So yeah, after all those flashbacks and the video, i started crying and more and i dont know why. So I told adam that the relationship problem that i "made up" yesterday was actually me. hah. I feel so terrible now :( So the night before i slept late like almost 4. or was it 3. so thank you Tristan for making me stay up that late ! and now i'm like gah. messed up. Okay anyways, today, i was planning to go to the gym with my mama & sister. We didn't go in the end. what happened was that my mom said we should bake and i said i wanna go to the gym so she said we have enough time to bake then go to the gym. so we baked. after baking, my sister said she was too lazy to go and asked me not to go. so i didn't. Oh before we baked, we went out to get some stuff. So mama bought me a perfume. haha. my sister asked why and i said cause papa bought her one and so mama buys me one. haha. thank you mom! (; so michelle is like bugging me asking me whether i'm done. but i'm not. sorry. i was distracted by stuff. hahahah ! (: so anyways, we went and picked my dad up bought kfc for maid and went out for dinner we were suppose to have dinner at home but everyone was out. so that leaves us to my sister and i and papa and mama. So we had JAPANESE ! woosh. thank you daddy. I love you. (; so then we rushed back to watch badminton and we turned the tv on and Peter Gade won the first match. so we watched the second one and we knew he was gonna lose so we watched football then switched it back to watch the third game and saw him lose. how sad. i wanted him to win :( So anywyas, watched football then watched badminton. triple K and Tan against the chinese. and yes they won ! thank god. so yeah i cna't blog much as i'm distracted and michelle jsut said i'm really slow . haha
Apparently, i'm sorry for everything
Ashley really wishes that everything will stop being complicated
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
12:55 AM
Friday, August 27, 2010
Hey there people ! (: Okay, so i downloaded this moive maker thing and i was testing it out so I made a video. hahaa. well, a simple one. haha. (: Today was a little boring. I had a huge headache when i woke up. it didn't go away. ): so my dad massaged me it was better then it came back. ): oh well. So after dinner we watched badminton. haha I was so nervous my hands were sweating. same goes to my sister. (: then at one stage suddenly my back was hurting A LOT ! It was killing me. I was crying in pain. then it got better. and yes Malaysian Doubles man ! (; So then we watched Lee Chong Wei's game. We didn't want him to win. hahaa. (: So yeah, he didn't win. haha. then my brother and I watched some mroe tv and here i am. haha. I feel so lazy man. haha. (: Oh, and around 6 ish. Eu Chian called. well, some number called. I picked up it was this weird person then suddenly the phone was past to Eu Chian and Eu Chian said that was his driver. ! hahaha! and i was laughing. and yeah we talked. Eu Chian thinks I'm sad or heartbroken cause I wasn't talking as much as last time. hahaahahah! and The driver was talking and talking about how he found out that I played badminton and how he wants to invite me to play with him and stuff like that. haha. Oh, and when Eu Chian asked whether I was heartbroken or sad I questioned him, asking him why and he started talking so fast and like in a mad tone.(as a joke) saying : normally you'll ask me where i am. how am i or call me darling so something. okay fine i'm in genting now i'm havign fun. and i was like. ah okay. hahahaa !
So the video should be below this sentence. I guess. haha. (:
Apparently, I'm missing you all over again :(
Ashley just wishes to get over you :(
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:42 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2010
hey there people ! (: okay, so yesterday i didn't blog. I'm sorry. haha. So today was a tiring day. :( I slept late last ngiht cause i was downloading something and in the end it was useless ! So yeah. stupid thingy. So I had to wake up around 9-ish. My dad came in to wake me up. I had no clue what time was it. He said that I'm responsible to wake the others up but i went back to sleep and he came back in like half an hour later i guess ? whatever it is, it's sometime later . So i didn't want to get up but suddenly when he walked out it's like he called cause my phone rang . haha.so i thought it was him. went over and saw it was some house number. so i picked up and this is our conversation
Me: Hello
Lady: Urhm
tuuut tuuut tuut
Me: HELLO !!!
tuut tuut tuut.
what the hell man. ! who does that. i bet she was gonna call her boyfriend and when she heard a girl's voice she freaked out. haha. (: Anyways, so i got up and showered. came online went on facebook and ambrose was facebook-ing in school. tsk tsk tsk. so then i had to leave. I forgot to turn my laptop off. how stupid. haha.anyways, went out and picked my mom , sis and bro and off we went somewhere. after that, we thought we should eat first but sis has to get a medical check-up ! took her 2 hours ! when it's jsut X-ray and urine test. you couldn't PEE ! So then after she's done, we went to school so my brother can pick his results and after we drove out of school i suddenly remembered that I could've gone down with my brother to take my mandarin resutls. how gay. ! So we finally had LUNCH! and we had to go send my brother to college then while waiting for him, we went and shop. We walked like to 2 shopping malls just to find an adapter for my sister ! GAY ! finally got everything we still had time. went and had some snacks. Brother finally finished and we came back home. on the way home, it was JAM ! oh my freaking GOSH ! I'm already tired think about my dad ! he's driving ! So i fell asleep in the car like I always do. then i woke up and everyone else was sleeping except my dad, of course. poor him. he looked extremely tired. We were almost home until a car nearly bang us ! Stupid CAR that went the WRONG LANE THAT BLAME MY DAD ! GO AND EAT SOME SHIT MAN ! (: hahaa. so we finally got home, went on the computer for a while then went to take a 2 minute nap. why 2 minute? cause my mom came up and said it was time for DINNER ! So had dinner had fruits watched a little tv and here I AM ! (: ahah
So one of my friend told me to read something he wrote. I will not mention any names here. but it's AMAZING ! (:
You don't really know what love is,
till you meet that only girl.
The one who makes you smile,
the one who completes your world.
At times she might be b**chy,
but it's all part of an act.
To see if you'd be there,
for her to be exact.
Every girl wants to be told,
she's stunning.
Cause for those few seconds,
she'll feel like she's flying.
That's what every girl wants,
a guy who cares.
Not a guy who'll pay for her dinner,
and all her fares.
She knows it's not about the money,
it's about the heart.
Cause when she knows it's true love,
she can't stand being apart.
She wants to be assured,
that you two will last.
Cause sometimes it's hard ,
to forget the past.
Like when you were a kid,
you found it hard to walk.
But once you started walking,
you'll also learned to talk.
Girl, you should trust me,
I'll always be here.
When I say I'm sorry,
I swear it's sincere.
You should know that,
I'll be here from the start.
Cause no matter what happens,
I'll never tear apart.
I want you to know that you're beautiful,
in everything you say, and everything you do.
And no matter how you turn out,
I'll always love you.
isn't it amazing ? :') Damn, i can read this thing over and over again and never get bored ! haha. (: You know my retainers is hurting me again. :( i think i've like done something that made it ouch !
"You should have told me that your feelings had faded. I had no idea, and I continued depending on you."
So true right ? well, for me it is. :( but hey, Nurlyana. I'm trying my hardest to get over him. Cause something just triggered me. and yeah. 2 out of 10. just so you know. i'm progressing. (: YAY!! I hope this will be successful and I won't fail AGAIN! (: Oh oh oh. and remember the can't heardom, Nurlyana ? I actually miss that. it was so funny how he was telling me about his watch,and how he was bored waiting for me to come back and he started playing with his hair. hahaa. !(:
Apparently, I miss our skype chat. (;
Ashley is missing you a little. (:
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:08 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Hey there people ! (: haha. So so so so sorry about those erm sentences . but hey, it's kinda true for me and it's so meaningful so yeah. (: Anyways, on Monday nothing much happened. Went to pasar malam right and i saw this hot duude. and I saw this duude that looked like Q but in a buff-er way and wow. shit man. haha. (: So nothing much. and Today my mood was a little blaah. thanks to my sister. grr. so after lunch we went to Ikano for a walk came back then watched tv then baked then clean and stuff then wow. dinner time already. haha. (; so had dinner, had fruits cut the cake then ate some and here i am. Oh goosh, i'm getting fatter and fatter each day. haha. (:
So I'm not sure whether I'm ready for school now. haha. Omg omg. my mom was so cute. jsut now i went to my sister's room. my mom was there and we both stood next to each other and stared right at the mirror and she said : oh my god I'm so stressed today. look at me. look at my face *make a fat face* see. so stressed. compared to you. i'm so dark as well and i'm short. haiyo ! :( hahahhahah! it was hilarious. !
So Michelle is bugging me to blog. Well, i typed kkkk and she was like you're done ? and i was like no and she made the face that goes like -________- hahaa. (: so Funnaah. no actually it's not. haha. i'm lame i know. Oh oh oh. speaking of michelle, we were on the line yesterday and my phone battery ran out. so i ran down to get the house phone before it rings as it's 12 something and michelle was gonna call and when i picked up, i just got back up from down stairs and michelle was like : stop making orgasm sounds. haha but when i was jsut panting. =P So I've updated my playlist again. hahah! (: daddy just went out to buy me AIS KACANG ! Yum yum. =P
Flora & Michelle : Hati saya sangat keliru. saya tak tau whether untuk lupa dia atau beri peluang kepada dia. Tapi tapi. saya adui. keliru lah. Michelle, wo hao xiang xi huan le ta. =/ Flora, Ich glaube, ich möchte ihm ein wenig mehr als Freunde. Was muss ich tun? Wir haben nicht sprechen. Sollte ich gehen verursachen wir sprechen nicht viel und Material? && to both of you, my sister say i shuld give it a shot. but she wasn't really listening so i don't know =/
Apparently, I'm confuusee
Ashley loves Sebi(:
Ashley signing off
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xoxo
ashleylicious
9:13 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010
I want a hug. Like one of those pick-me-up-off-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-hurts-my-tummy-but-makes-me-smile-leaves-me-breathless-gives-me-so-many-butterflies-it-makes-me-laugh-kind of hug.
12:14 PM
i'm 99% sure that he doesnt like me.
but it's that 1% that keep me hangin on.
12:13 PM
You never forget your first true love. Either the scars they left behind stay there forever, or your heart never beats the same way again.
12:04 PM
someone asked me if i knew you, a million memories flashed through my mind and i whispered, not anymore.
12:03 PM
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.
11:59 AM
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Finally got my hair cut but look kinda weird.
Before
After
Anyways, I can't blog much. I don't have the mood. Sorry. My eyes just hurts from the water. Flora, I need you :(
9:40 PM
It's never that simple.
If you see me walking with someone else,
It's not because I want to.
It's because you weren't brave enough to walk pass me.
If you see me smile,
It's not because I forgot you.
It's because I got tired of crying for you.
If you see me living again,
It's not because I've moved on.
It's because I hate the fact that you can live without me.
So if I fall in love with someone else,
It's not because I want to.
It's because you weren't there to catch me.
Anyways, hey there readers. Haha. So yesterday which was Saturday which was Eu Chian's party, it was okay-ish. Johnny (Eu Chian's driver) was so cool. haha. We were meant to go on the bus, but Johnny was like : girls, you follow me when everyone gets on the bus. He told Flora , Michelle & I that. So we went to the car. Haba, Haba. It's so nice. hah. and plus, he was driving safely until... We started raving and singing and he was singing along moving here and there, letting go of the steering wheel and put one leg up and stuff lke that. And it was hell scary when Eu chian called him just to tell him to drive fast, he drove FAST . like shoot fast. He nearly bang the car in front of us. He was tailgating (not sure how you spell) the car in front of us as well. But we stopped to wait for the bus as the bus was slow. hah. (: It was a great ride tho. So erm the party was kinda alright. well, it was a big gap. I mean like. Klass one side, Kdu-ians one side. But soon we talked to each other. Michelle was teaching Yip how to make friends. hah. (: The bus ride back to 1u was okay.Not bad. haha. Got to play around with Tristan's camera. Thank you Tristan. (; So we had dinner with them. Michelle had to go back =/ We wanted to eat at Pasta Zamai (is that how you spell it) but we couldn't get a table. so everyone just like split up and Flora and I were lost. So we jsut followed Eu Chian and his gang. and guess what ? We lost them. So we called him and told him we'll have our own food as we lost him. So then someone came and tap my on my back and i turned and Tristan was like : Aren't you guys going to eat with us ? Everyone's at Burger King. Flora and I were like : whaaat. we went pass and Eu Chian didn't even stop us. Grr. so we went ate and yeah, time to go back. Dayyum.
So everyone started going back. It was just Tristan, Haiqal, Priya, Flora & I. We were just standing out side Burger King . So I was like : Flora, wanna go down now. Then Tristan said : I think we should walk. haha. So I think Flora and I walked too fast that we lost the others. But so happened Derrick called and said he's near. and when we were walking to the pick up point, Tristan called and ask where we were. hahaaa. Felt bad tho for just leaving without saying bye to the others. So we came home. Did some crazy stuff. Showered. Did crazy stuff. Oh, we were on Skype with Michelle as well. (; Then I started texting. Then we said we should sleep when it was already almost 2. By the time we got to bed, it was 2. We started talking. So we ended up sleeping at 2:30. Woke up at 9.
Flora, thank you for listening as I talk and talk and talk about you know and like yeaah. Talked too much till I needed a cup of water and wipe my tears away. haha. (; Thank you. Oh and Flora, reading those two things this morning got me a little :( Oh Flora, I jsut found out something. I need to tell you soon. & maybe Michelle as well.
Dear heart, yesterday I met this guy. He may not be the most attractive, he may not say all the right words, but when I see him, I know he's the one that can make me smile, laugh, cry all at the same time. But heart, prepare to shatter as things won't work out.
Apparently, i'm dead confuse about everything.
Ashley hopes we get to chat to each other again ;
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashelylicious
11:51 AM
Saturday, August 21, 2010
You made me cry...
You tore me apart..
You left me in tears..
You've shattered my heart..
It wasn't your fault..
I guess it was me..
for love can't be forced..
Perhaps we weren't meant to be..
It still doesn't help..
now that i know..
Because for some reason..
my heart won't let go..
I've tried more than once..
to get over you..
but you make it so hard..
with cute things you do..
I thought love was joy..
but i've got nothing to gain..
just sorrows..,tears..
and a little more pain..
1:28 AM
Hey there ! (: So ainaa asked me to blog. a in a proper blog instead of one sentence. and since i just clicked new post when it's 12:21 in the morning, so it'll be updated to Saturday's post. So that means today is Eu Chian's party. It's gonna be awesome. (; Flora is gonna sleep over at my place after that. tehhe. can't wait. and i have to wake up at 8 and now's already 12:39. ! i have to sleep soon! hahah. (: I was blogging and i got carried away by michelle. as we we re skype-ing. So what can i blog ? I was suppose to either get my hair cut or go for a swim but i didn't get to do any of them as mama was busy. So i got my skipping rope and started skipping. it was fun. but my hair in the way and hit myslef with the skipping rope and it hurts like mad. I got this skipping rope cause of badminton. well, last time my coach was like : ashley has potential she must come to the intensive training. so i went and we had to skip we had to get those skipping rope and skip like 100 for girls. and i always fail. hahaaa. good times good times. well, not really. ahha.i was dying. =P
So anywyas, back to my blogging. i did nothng. watched swimming. (((((: erm. didn't bake today either. So hm. basically it was a BORING DAY .
Oh my convo with michelle on skype was pretty weird, funny and random. haha. me: Adam is cool. Michelle : yes yes. Me: i actually hate him. michelle: so mean.. Me: I meant in a joky way . haha. (: and and Michelle, remember Me: SERIOUSLY she's so FAT RIGHT NOW. *takes a bottle* this was her last time and now she's *takes a fat cute key chain* like this now ! hahah. (: And michelle, I'm not mean to that girl. she's the one who's mean and way more extreme than me. trust me. You don't even want her to be in your life and you dont even wanna see her face. (: that's how bad she is. (;
TO Ainaa:
You're my straw to my berry, peanut to my butter. (;
Apparently, i loooove lalalalalala
Ashley wants you (;
Ashley signing off
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xoxo
ashleylicious
12:20 AM
Friday, August 20, 2010
1 out of 10 over him Nurlyana. (;
12:56 AM
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Oh boy,
You left me so speechless.
7:01 PM
What are dreams made of ?
Hello ! (;
It's late and I'm blogging. Today has been a pretty good day for me. laughed like hell with my mom & sis. Went to the gym with them as well. enjoyed . (; hhahaha. Oh ohoh, today, it was our first time baking a cake and guess what ? We didn't fail. (; We are so awesome. hahaa. Okay, so lately I've been laughing a lot. But it's good. It helped me to move on slowly. haha. (; thank you mommy and sister for making me laugh like hell till i cry and till my tummy hurts. I have never laughed this hard before. (;
So what should I blog about ? Hm. I'm really confuse on what the plan is FLORA ! Are you comin gover or what ? I'm really like blur case here. Cause I wanna plan everything. So I'll call you tomorrow as you didn't answer my text. Well, technically it's today that I'll call you since it's past 12.haha. So i have no clue what to blog about.
To my friends that are in Malaysia right now :
Duudes + Babes. I'm freaking bored man. I wanna go out and shop for some casual dresses. haha. or shop for something or have sleepover or hang around somehwere or bake or do something. It's so boring!
Okay, I'm officially so tired from reading all my mail . Well, some. Not done yet. Lesson learnt. Read your mom's mail when you receive it. dont wait till next time. It will just pile up.
Apparently, eyes hurts from reading all the mail
Ashley loves Germans (;
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
12:26 AM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Hey there peopleee ! (; Today was really an interesting day ? and a wet day. haha. (: so i baked mint chocolate chip cupcakes. success. (; when mom, sis and i were doing the icing. it was hilarious but kinda embarrassing to put it up here. haha. (; So I was glad that somebody replied my inbox fast. but was kinda disappointed. Sighs. Totally should move on. Oh well, life goes on right ? Well, it has been like 2 years ? daamn. anyways, Nurlyana and I have been finding for some cute guys. haha. we agreed that those people we found are mostly Germans. haha. (: woosh. so hot. daayum. GAAAH! So cuuute. damn damn damn. Oh. This morning, i went on my computer when i woke up. Not showered yet. haha. i knowi know. so when i went to shower, bam! no electricity and i was yelling ! yes, very embarrassing and it sucks so much. ! took me ages to finish showering. hahahaa. with COLD WATER ! and I'm not used to it :(
Anyways ..
I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH GERMANS, NURLYANA. ! (; WE SHALL GO GERMANY ONE DAY. ! HAHAHA. (;
damn, and you knwo what's so good about it, there's like 15,16,17. like WOW! gaaaaah. If only I knew them. Life would be complete. ahhaa. jokes jokes. but life would be really interesting. haha. (: Omg omg omg, he has nice teeth ! GAAAH! yuuuum. Okay, i gotta stop this obsession but seriously. yuum.hahha. (;
I'm all high right now. and that's good cause my mood was down just now. for like few hours. so yeah. hahaha. HIGH HIGH HIGH ! Ohh, daddy was trying to fly after dinner. haha. and he started singing "i believe i can fly" song. hahhaa. and he spread his arms and pretended it was his wings. hahah. (:
Apparently, i'm carried away by some hot germans. (;
Ashley thinks it's time to say goodbye.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
11:48 PM
I wonder what will happen if I didn't meet you ;
Hey there guys. Sorry for not updating for long. So on saturday, a whole day with cousins. Then on Sunday, watched tv then head off to the gym. It was a good work out but need to work out more. haha. (; Dad says he wanna go to the gym more often as he wanna lose weight. As if that's gonna happen. aha. So tomorrow my sister and I are gonna try to bake mint chocolate cupcake. (: yuum. and sometime again this week we shall go to the gym AGAIN. (: Oh oh oh, Flora is coming this weekend. We are going to Eu chian's parteeh. And Flora, We need to get him a present dude. hahha. (: Anywyas, it's late and I'm trying to readjust my sleeping time and not sleep super duper late. (: But I guess I'm failing here. So by the time this posts up right. It's gonna be under Tuesday's post as it was past 12 when I logged in and clicked NEW POST. and I waited till now to blog something. haha. I get carried away easily okay. (:
So what else can I blog ? Okay, Sorry peeps about all the depression thingy type of things as you see I'm a little yeah. It's very complicated. VERY. Not easy to tell the whole story. I might be just telling like half. Well, no actually. In order to understand it, i have to tell the story from the very beginning. and you'll understand why it's so hard !
ANYWAYS, to someone..
WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING HARD TO GET OVER ! :(
see what I'm saying. I'm going a little crazy here. daayum. Need to talk to like someone ASAP. about this. Maybe Flora, Nurlyana or someone okaay.
Apparently, i'm going a little nuts over you
Ashley is gonna press send & hope you understand. (;
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
12:57 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2010
The moment I saw,
I knew there was something special about you,
We became friends,
Soon close friends,
Then lovers,
But now,
I'm just someone who you used to date
& some random ordinary student in school.
We aren't even close friends any more
Or maybe even friends.
If we are, I'm just your invisible friend ):
11:11 AM
YOU ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT RIGHT NOW !
WHY CAN'T WE BE FRIENDS LIKE LAST TIME ?
HOW CAN WE BE LOVERS WHEN WE CAN'T BE FRIENDS.
So today my cupcakes = success (; About time. The icing is still a little fail tho. haha. What else can i blog about. My mood is just gaah. :(
Why can't i get you off my mind. I know I should probably get over you. Should i text you first ? Should i text ? I just can't keep crying for some reasons. Why can't you see that things it was all just a lie and that I've hurt so many people just to get over you ? : (
Apparently, I wanna wish upon the stars
Ashley wants a wish :(
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
12:09 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
You are all I think about right now,
Should I text you?
Or should I not ?
All I want to know is,
Is it possible if I gave you another chance ?
Cause lately I've been thinking of you.
I know the answer will be a no,
That's why I'm trying my hardest
just to get over you.
But I dont know why,
Before I want to get over you,
I want you to know how I felt,
How I've actually been trying to get over you,
How you've always been in my heart,
How long I've waited
& how I've hurt people
just to get over you.
Should I let you know ?
1:16 AM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Hey there peopleeee ! (; It has been a while since I've actually blogged unlike those other posts. I apologize for that. =/ Anyways, today I woke up early to tag along with my parents and brother to have breakfast. Sent my brother to college and we went for a little shopping while waiting for him to get done. I bought some oreos and i got a HUGE ONE ! hahaha. (; how cool is that. You know I'm started to like the winking smiley face. (; hahahhaa.
So I baked with my brother today. Well, I think my mom did most of the job. And she was the one that said she doesn't want to help us. Oh gosh. haha. So it was a success. But because my mom asked us to reduce some sugar, it became a sugar free muffin. How interesting. But everyone ate this time. (: YAY!
I guess I should get him off my mind. I think I should. I should just do as what papa said. Life moves on. Some people might say "If you really like something, set them free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it didn't, it was never yours" I guess, you were never mine. Plus, I so foolish to give you 3 chances ? When I know things will not work out. I guess I loved you a lot back then, or even maybe now. All i want to say is that, seeing you that day got things going the wrong way. I lied when i said i'm over everything that happened last time, but I'm not. Seeing you again killed me. But I managed to pretend that everything was alright. I know there's someone else on your mind now and probably should shut my mouth about this but it's also killing me.
Oh and to another person : You're a jerk. Don't go around stealing girls heart with all your sweet talks. I thought you were different for a moment. Well, maybe you are but i don't know.
Flora, tomorrow gonan see you. I NEED TO TALK TO YOU ! ASAP babe. pleaase. We should be able to talk about some stuff tomorrow. (:
Nurlyana: Thank you for trying to help me out. I hope it works out. Cause I dont think it's worth waiting. LALALA only see me as a close friend not like last time. Once again. thank you for helping out. (;
Apparently, I wish i could get over you
Ashley really wish that i could go back to the past.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
11:52 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
If you really love me then give me sometime,
But you're already out there finding for other girls,
Thank you for playing with my heart,
JERK
12:37 PM
I Just Fucking Miss That Feeling ! :'(
12:34 PM
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Honestly, you're all I can think of right now. I miss every single second we spent together.
Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey! (; So yesterday I had a reunion with the 6J-ians. (: Awesome much. Some people were pretty late but overall glad that people came. (: We had an awesome day. What made my day was how Ben thought Ch'ng Xin's skirt was a shower cap and how Ch'ng Xin's and my awesome skills were able to tricked Tim to turn around so we can get some of his food. (: hahhaa. It was nice seeing everyone again (': Ch'ng Xin and I caught a movie at 8:30 and went home around 11. (: I was high for some reason and starving. haha. (: showered and ate. Came back up, chat a little while and went off. Went to my sister's room, read my book, put it down, go to sleep. haha. Sister got annoyed with me cause she kept asking me not to sleep yet, but I end up sleeping first. haa. (:
"What's the use of keeping it all inside, he will never know how you'll feel. But at the same time, you know that he will never be yours again. Why keep waiting when he's out there with someone else. It hurts seeing him being happy with someone else when you used to be that someone. I know that you really want to tell him how you feel towards him but worried about his reaction. Sometimes it's worth a try. I know that you know that he has someone else on mind and it will be embarrassing for you to confess your love to him because you were there when he mentioned that he likes someone. "
11:02 PM
Saturday, August 7, 2010
He Doesn't Even Care Anymore ;
Just when I need a best friend,
I throw them away.
1:47 AM
Booooo ! Fine, Yes, It's all my fault !!
1:43 AM
Friday, August 6, 2010
RAWR ! YOU'RE HOT . ! (:
9:09 PM
Thursday, August 5, 2010
It has been a long long time since I last blogged, according to Michelle. Haha. (: Speaking of Michelle, I went out with her today. Weee. (: I wanted to get these sandals but I couldn't find it. So we bought our movie tickets and went shopping. (: Well, technically for half an hour. haha. We then headed into an arcade and started playing. Woosh. Sexy man. I didn't want to go in at first but in the end, we couldn't bare to leave the place. We were trying to beat a high score for basketball. We were so close . hey hey hey, we finally made the high score after a 1832483743892 times. haha. (: it was actually our last try and last token. we promised to beat the high score and look. WE MANAGED TO ! Oh yeaaah. Some skills right there. (: So we walked all the way to the cinema, got ourselves popcorn and drinks.
We watched Salt. It was okay. hahaa ! (: We then went to the loo. hahah. (: The initial plan was for my parents to pick me up a little bit later but because it was raining and there was a delay to their game, they say they can't make it in time to pick me up and asked me to folllow Michelle home. Told Michelle that. So I had dinner with her. After our dinner, mum called and asked whether she can pick me up. Told her I'm still at Gardens so she picked me up from Gardens in the end. Oh well. Came home did nothing much. haha. We then went to 1u at 9 just to rush to get something. haha. In the end, we couldn't find it. haha. and I was super crazy. haha. Dancing around in the mall and singing. and guess what ? We bumped into my sister's friend which so happens to be my mom's friend's son . haha. My sister walked away with my dad while as I stayed with my mom and I think they saw me dancing like a maniac . haha. (: So now I'm here. All exhausted. And I have to wake up early tomorrow.
Ohh. and and we were suppose to go out with Flora today as well, but she couldn't make it. =/
Ohhhhhh ! TO MICHELLE :
HAVE A SAFE TRIP TO ASSUIE LAND GET ME SOMETHING ! HAHAH. JOKES JOKES. (: HAD FUN WITH YOU TODAY BABE ;)
Okay, I wanted to blog more, but i guess I'm a little busy with something and Michelle wants me to blog ! haha. I'l try and update more later. (: As for now... Byyye. (:
Apparently, me confuse
Ashley lalalal.
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:37 PM
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Hey there people ! (: It has been quite a while since I last blogged. Anyways, So on Friday my sister and I baked. We failed the first time, second time was better. So we thought it was because the first time we put way too much milk. haha. Second time we thought we didn't put enough butter. So yesterday, my mom baked her way and said it was correct as her school teacher used to teach her. So in the end, it was kinda a fail. We sat down and thought what had gone wrong. We realized it was because of the oven. haha. Our oven is kinda retarded. Oh well. haha. (:
So I shall blog about... ? I have no clue. haha. (: Well, I'm going out with Flora soon which is great. I can talk to you about some stuff . (: Can't wait. This Saturday reunion 6J-ians. (: Can't wait. hahaa. (:
What can I blog about? Flora is coming over to my place for a sleepover on the 19th. I can't wait. hahha. (: I guess now Summer has been pretty good. (:
"It's simple, you talk to her, she talks to you. She goes offline, you talk to me. You go offline, she talks to me. Still don't get what I'm feeling ? It feels like I'm your entertainment. Well done, my best friend. Well done."
