well.. apperantly..ser lyn was the one that will have high chances of going in BU3.. cause her sister is in there.. but OMG.. i wanna cry adi.. i went in, ser lyn didn't.. carin didn't get chatolic.. what next.. my god.. i wanna crryyyy.. all the school that they have wished for didn't accpet them.. it's so unfair... i wanna cryy.. ser lyn.. i'll support you. please apply for BU3.. i'm begging youu..

yi tane told him somehting on msn.. well.. i can't believe it.. and you guys don't have to know.. and caridee, cheer up.. that guy ain't worth your tears dude!! hehe.(: oh yeah.. hmm.. i wanna cryy.. i'm so scared to go secondaryy.. well i'm all home alone now.. haiz.. but luckyy.. my brother is here..(: well.. so bored.. haiz..

so. i'm checking out some blogs that sells shirt and stuff.. my god.. there's one.. damn fucking nice man.. carin!! ser lyn!! tane!! you all will like it..i wanna like scream and buy!! but first. hope my sister comes back fast.. and i'll ask her whether nice la.. if nice ar.. i ask her whether can help me buy!! hahaa(: but she sure say for what one la.. haiz.. hope la.

no mood to blog adi.. i don't know why... after what everyone told me.. i'm like.. wow.. hiaz.. am i a love adviser ke?.. haiz. anywayy.. no mood adi la..



9:41 PM
well.. don't need to continue la.. everything in carin's blog adi.. haha.. lazyyy to write... don't kill me carin.. anyway.. yesterdayy.. we(carin,sien wei,nick teh,sean,zhengyang&me) stayed back.. (std6) la.. to support our team.. haha.. this nick teh ar.. so funny.. he make a girl voice and shout i love youu.. cause we were at the level two block D.. so he and zheng yang hsouted.. these two guys damn noisyy... at least sean not so la.. haiz.. so the 11st match over.. then we pergi see the basketball.. loosing when we were there.. i think got bad luck haha.. then i was wondering where is sean so i ask sien wei.. and sien wei said maybe up there leh.. so we saw him.. so lonelyy.. so we ran up and ask him why suck a loner? then he was like.. huh?then we don't care.. then nick and zheng yang quietly came up wanted to scare us i think la.. then i spotted them.. then they were like.. aiya!!...so bla bla bla.. support.. then erm.. nick started to spary water at me.. then i spray back.. haha.. hmm.. then oh yeah.. nick was like a big daddyy.. i'll explain if you wanna know why... so then.. hmm..over adi lor. nick ask me play football with him.. but don't want too..

so played with the teachers half way only la.. then i go gate2 wait for my mum.. and that somebodyy also.. then MR.CHONG. asked me where i lived.. so i old him.. and suprisingly..he stay the same area la..bla bla..nothing happen okay lor..

i found a new car to stalk!!! yippee..erm.. car plate is WRW8080.. don't wanna sayy the name of the car.. after that person kill me.. haha....hmm.. nothing much adi la..


6:34 PM
okayy.. so after the hang out..carin'smum asked whether i wanna stay over night at their place.. since she was sending me back.. so i called my mum.. managed to stay over..(: yipppeee(: then.. bla bla bla.. we were so tired in the car.. but when we were home.. we were like so hyper.. haha.. thanks carin for the super hyper over night stay.. okayy... so, last night.. we played darts.. hmm.. not bad for a beginner.. got very stupid marks. then.. we saw a frog.. then after carin threw her darts to the dart board.. guess what she did.. she went to the frog and pointed the dart at it.. saying" if you don't go i throw this at you" then stamp her leg at the grass..instead of the frog go away.. the dart board fell and broke.. haha.. carin carin.. so hmm.. we were so hungryy.. went makan lor.. makan banyak banyak.. sedap sedapnya lor..(: ate adi.. then went back.. haha.. sang sang sang sang sang. wait before that, we wanted to go volleyball todayy.. but girls no game ma.. but we still go lor.. then called wen jian pick us and send us.. haha.. thanks wen jian for the transport.. haha.. hmmm.. so.. okayy sang sang sang.. used the com.. sang sang sang.. took pictures.. sang sang sang.. we didn;t want to sleep... so we sang sang sang.. haha..(: so nice. then we sang until sore throat.. so went down to take water.. since it was alreadyy 3 something.. everyone was asleep.. so carin and i were like robers.. haaha.. very quiet.. haha..

then went up.. we used carin's brother's computer..since he wasn't around.. so.. we read books.. then we felt tired.. so we said we go sleep lor.. then.. we off all the light.. and we couldn't sleep.. we sang and sang and sang again.. haha(: till i say i wanna sleep adi.. so slept lor.. this morning.. woke up at 6:53 a.m.. we slept at like 4:30 am.. so. hmm.. very little time to sleep.. so we rest for a while before we actually woke up.. then we now actually woke up at 7:10.. then.. hmm.. carin was like.. i don't feel like going la.. then i was like.. okay lor..(took up my phone.. preparing to call wen jian) then carin was like" better not la.. i told my mum adi.. never mind la" so we changed.. shower.. okayy.. then.. we sang again.. oh wait.. oh yeah.. then we this morning sang until like stupid adi.. can;t sing that nice like we did last night.. won't say nice.. (carin will try to upload the recordings).. hmm. then..we ate breakfast.. when we(carin&i) walked out the house few steps.. someone called.. it was wen jian.. he said. he was already waiting.. so we ran haiz... so tiring one la wen jian.. end up go there still earlyy.. damn tired one la wen jian...!!!!! hmm.. go there carin and i only girls.. haiyo.. i think next day i'll continue.. *yawns* kinda tired... it's late.. and tomorrow i have to go to school.. or maybe instead of tell you guys what happend.. ask me in msn yeah!!(: or call me.. or in school ask la.. but to me is either call or talk in school la. cause lazyy to type also.. depands on my mood la if i wanna type.. okayy i better stop nagging.. byes.. oh wait. the pictures that carin and i took.. will be uploaded at carin's blog.. but not so soon.. cause both of us are so exhausted.. chiaoz..


10:35 PM
wondering whyy ar? i called it tube day??

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ashleylicious

9:00 PM
eight years laterTime goes by fastGot my memoriesAnd they will lastI try to keep it simple cause I hate goodbyesI try to keep it simple by telling myself thatI, I will remember youAnd all of the things that we've gone throughThere is so much I could sayBut words get in the way soWhen we're not together I will remember youI will remember you

just change it to six years la(: haha instead of eight(:

it's my blog song.. it's for my primary firends.. i'm gonna leave them so soon.. NOVEMBER 14 sounds so long way to go.. but when you actually look at the celendar.. it's like wow.. blink of an eye.. and it's gonna be end of OCTOBER and starting a new month which is NOVEMBER.. you look.. last time, friends we hang out so happilyy. as time flies nearly to the NOVEMBER,and the friendships are slowly fading.. loosing control.. and then we make it up back again.. everything was alright, but then it went bad again.. all i ever wanted is to end the sweet primary lifes with sweet memories with you guys.. i'm so sorry to ch'ng xin, jia xin, carin, sien wei, caridee, yi tane, poh yee, megan,wey jean,ser lyn,yew fei,yun kai,adrian,david,wilson,nicholas teh,collin,sean and etc.. it's everything my fault..i shouldn't have caused it..i'm so sorry guys.. i'm so sorryy.. i don't wanna leave this school with enemies..you know.. i've had this before.. this dream.. one day, i'll be leaving with enemies.. maybe it is ture.. life,friendship,love.. all ruin(: i should be happy.. having a lifess life is better is it?

yay!! mum coming back todayyy(: and i get to follow.. finally get to convince my dad to allo me to follow.. and guess what.. sister wants to follow.. but tak ada space adi la.. but she tak care.. urgh.. wanna kill her.. haha.. but not sure whether she is serious about following.. gotta wait and see..i'm now blogging and chatting with howard.. talking about friends,life and futrue.. haha.. we both very lame la.. asking alot of silly questions.. haha..well.. todayy that guy online then offline then online then offline. haiz.. we just sai hey to each other and he gave me a site to check something.. but i can't be boreded.. hmm.. don't know what to postr adi la.. that's all lor...i guess..




5:24 PM

1. The person that tag you is?

Rachel Foo

2. Your relationship with him/her?

Friends

3.Your impression towards him/her?

Great friend

4.The most memorable thing that he/her done to you?

advice me?!

5.The most memorable thing that he/her said to you?

erm.. not sure

6.If he/her becomes your lover, you will....

no wayy.. ain't a lesbo man..

7.If he/her becomes your enemy,

no way that will happen too

8.If he/her becomes your lover, he/her has to improve on...

no way ain't a lesbo man.. haha..

9.If he/her becomes your enemy, the reason is...

they backstab me

10.The most desirable things to do for him/her is...

erm.. don't knoww...

11.Over all impression toward him/her is

she is one pretty and smart gurl

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

erm.. i have no idea

13.The character for you for yourself is?

complicating life

14.On contray, the character you hate of yourself is?

hmm.. have no idea..

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?

somone who can make everyone happy and make hope come tue(:

16.For the person who cares and like you, say something about them.....

hmm.. great?!

17.Who i tag:

1.Caridee

2.Sien Wei

3. Joyce

4.Elaine

5.Yi cheng

6.Nadya

7.Ben jing

8. Shea Zheng

9.Jyb Ken

10.Sze yen

18.Who is number 2 having a relationship with?

Singlee(: want her please tell me

19.Is 3 a male or a female?

Female

20.If number 2 and 7 got together,would that be a good thing?

well.. yeah(:

21.How about 2 and 8?

no way man

22.What is number 1 studying about?

Her bf..

23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?

well. erm.. not too long ago i guess

24.Is number 4 single?

not really

25.Say something about number 2..

she is kind,pretty,smart,cute&and mostlyy.. a great friend(:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END OF TAG~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

11:31 PM
well.. yesterdayy was her birthdayy and i forgot to wish her.. so here i am blogging about her.. wishing her happy birthdayy.. she is my sister's camwhore partner.. everywehre they go, they have to at least take a photo together.. when either one of them aren't around.. the place will be all very quite.. then if they are togther.. wosh.. the place will go wild.. i still remember my uncle's wedding dinner. it was so funnyy.. i think so it's wedding dinner or i don't know la forgot adi.. so there was karoake.. then my sister and my cousin.. this cousin.. sang it's my life by bon jovi.. wow.. actually before they sang that, the other room was so noisy. and we wanted to make them shut up.. cause we were all singing the olden days songs.. haha. then they party it up man... they sang the it's my life.. so loud.. the whole gang followed singing.. then it was so loud.. after the song ended we all were like clapping.. then for a while, the other room was quite adi.. haha.. then noisy again.. then we both rooms were like competing haha.. i still remember.. it was one blast..without her.. my sister will be so lonelyy.. thanks.. (:

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ashleylicious

11:07 PM
to someone.. please la.. i understand your feelings.. i know you read my blog everytime.. you have to cheer up one okayy.. everytime cry is no use.. cause crying isn't the answer..you must cheer up.. hmm.. my advice is to tell your closet friends about your problem.. and ask them for help.. then maybe it will work..if it still won't work, i'm right beside youu.. you can count on me(: trust me.. i'll try my best to help you ya!!don't be all sad okay? you have a life.. a wonderful life..
i'm talking about chai wen jian

so todayy, dad kacau me when i'm a sleep.. then he went out my room, woke my sister up and i went back to sleep cause yesterdayy so tired.. hmph. then sister came in kacau me.. then she told me that HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL3 sucks.. very boring.. haha..then she asked me whether MAXIS phone bill out yet.. then i was like.. how would i know.. then she asked me go check then i told her to check la.. then she went down.. she came running up to my room and saying it's out.. she was holding the envolope.. then OMG.. i this time mati adi.. RM60++ die die die.. mum must not know.. then my dad came in my room he was like.. finally you are up.. then my sister was like maxis bill out adi.. then my dad saw..my dad was like, let's see who is the highest now.. ASHLEYY ar.. you see.. you higher than your mother.. you can't control, so how? so how? aiya.. just faster shower la.. your bro hungry adi.. faster.. so he went out my room.. my sister too.. and then i was like abit crying in my room cause i know i'm gonna kena marah when my mum come back..haiz.. this time ar.. i surelyy kena marah until walao.. mati lor. haiz.. so now i off my phone.. making sure that i won't use it.. and i'll hide it..(: trying to make sure la.. please please.. next month must be below RM30 only can have pocket money again.. die die die adi la me..

so i went out to have my lunch with my whole family except my mum.. ate CHICKEN RICE.. but not so full la.. then walking out that time, i wanted to talk to my sister, so i turned on my right.. guess what i saw.. or who i saw.. i saw TOH YAN SHONG ar.. he was wearing purple shirt i think.. who cares la.. then.. i was like making like a sound like clearing my throat sound.. then my sister was like.. your friend is it? then i was like yeah. then she was like.. that's why la.. then my brother keep on imitating me... gosh i wanna kill him adi.. then my brother and i was like running cause we were arguing over the front seat.. haha. so.. i was on the road.. then i wanted to cross then a car came.. then lucky i move back.. then no cars, i ran to the car.. then my brother lost to me.. then i told him he is a loser haha... then he was like so.. but i won.. i beat nicholas for getting this seat.. hahahaha.. wonder why me and my brother love to argue over the seat.. haha.. seat only right.. haha..then came back home.. turn on the tv.. nothing to watch.. then i tune to erm.. HBO i think.. then i watched the I MARRIED A MONSTER i think la.. then.. very interesting.. so nice man.. haha..then watch adi..over adi.. then change the channel agian.. change change change nothing to watch so watch MTV lor.. watch finish CHART ATTACK, then wacth DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES.. but i watch before that epsiode.. but sister wanna watch.. so i came. up rest for a while.. and here i am(: lala..(: i'm listening to alot of songs.. nice.. ones.. and wen jian ar.. chill la. okayyy..(: no need to be so sad la.. okay la.. that's all lor..


4:55 PM
heard of it before? the children's wild day... also know as children's day..wow.. thought it would be so boring.. but hello.. no wayy. it was like.. wosh great. hhaa.. in the morning ar.. wow.. run so much.. haha.. took pictures too(: ... then suddenly, they say have to go down.. i didn't want to go down.. so end up we went down.. went down that time ar.. sat adi.. then bla bla bla.. performance start... then ar.. i took ben jing's phone. haha.. then ar.. this girl named jia ai.. she sang a song.. nearly cryy.. well you know before that.. jia xin send a sms to tane. and then i replied for then.. then jia xin sent a long sms.. we three(py,tane and me) read.. then we were like.. haiz,... then jia ai sang lor.. nearly cry.. then the next song..i really cry.. i singing half way then i cried.. then tane.. then.. well.. cause it reminds me of stuff when sad songs comes to me.. firstly.. cause of how "these people" been treating me.. and how someone "special" treated me.. it remind me of that.. mostlyy the second one.. the one how some one" special" treated me..then i cried.. then i stop crying... then i saw carin crying.. then we all stopped crying and that ben jing, shea zheng and jyb ken ar.. took us when we were crying.. apala.. then i went hyper.. haha.. hyper untill woshh.. damn hyper.. haha(:

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ashleylicious

3:52 PM

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ashleylicious

7:55 PM
isn't trusting someone so difficult? i wish i can please die. all i ever did was just help. help. help. yet betray. and i always forgave them yet they still hurt me. what else you want? if you wanna ruin my life, don't ruin it like that. just take out the knife and kill me.. i just wish i could run away.. run away from this country.. if i stay back in this country, my friends will suffer being with me... i make my mistake, i stumble and fall.. and my friends make me get up.. they made me belive in myself again.. but then.. i don't want you all to suffer with me.. i've been crying for 10 fully hours... i've been crying cause someone that trusted me so badly thought i betrayed her. but i trusted her so badlyy too.. i don't want this anymore. i don't want her to suffer.. i wish i can just get the hell out of my damn life. whenever this thing happen, i always think that my life is actually a fake one.. cause i always feel like i'm adopted, stupid and stuff.. this morning, during assembly, well before assembly,she came over to me and asked me.. i told her everything.. during assembly, my heart started to get hurt. cause after i told you, it's like your best friend(in yuor class) just treat me like i'm a ghost to her adi. and that's when i know that everything is wrong.. everything is my fault.. if it wasn't for me, you guys won't have to suffer...

in a blink of an eye, we're gonna seperate each other.. that's the worst...i should have just left the world earlier.. you know the weirdest is that.. i always feel like i'm gonna die like in 5 years time or that i have a sickness in me now but i don't know... that's just so weird. *ouch* as i'm writing this post,i'm crying and my heart hurts so badlyy.. i just read shea zheng's blog.. trust.. it's so nice of that post..and i really miss everything i used to have.. the happy time during kidnegarden..the times i had with those cheerful ppl.. now, i still have that person.. although it's another girl.. but she is the one i always loved.. we might fight sometimes.. but we get back.. that's what true friends is about.. i've found her.. she was my friend when i was std1 till now.. her brother and my brother are close friends too(: i really wish that she'll know how much i love her.. but hope she'll not see this post.. okayy i need to have my dinner now.. if i have tome, i'll edit this post again..



6:58 PM



12:19 PM
yeah.. haha.. liek omg.. haha. hmm. who ever is reading this and have one projecter.. get ready.. haha.. need to use.. ahhhh.. lalalalalaala.... arghhh...

11:15 PM
oh okayy.. haha.. oh okayy... haha.. hmm.. who got? help help help.. who have projecter.. practise in school? don't want la.. like.. hmm..

11:02 PM
yeah lor.. haiz.. liek that.. mondayy.. we go and practise...then we ask teacher on mondayy whether can use.. i cannot.. see who got projecter then ask them to bring for us la.. haha(:

10:52 PM
or maybe mine? or.. hmm.. the problem is py.. gosh. haiz.. hope she can.. this is really important.. no practise.. say buh byee to the performance.. plus.. i haven't ask teacher whether can use the projecter leh.. die die lor..



10:45 PM
hmm.. okayy.. but i think ar.. sinday i go sabrina's house to do the "fu lao shi" thingy.. hmm..mondayy go your house can? or cx's?


10:35 PM
you said you wanna be free.. go la.. be free.. flap your wings an dfly up to the skyy. the blue skyy.. i'm watching over you (: lalalalaa.. i just love to sing.. haha(: hmm.. you are the best man! wosh.. when gonna practise leh?

to tane



10:23 PM
hmm. so you are always my one in a million.. i'm sorry for all the arguement i've cause all this while.. i'm sorry for being a jerk to you. i've now realize.. it's all my fault.. i shouldn't done anything at all.. i miss those old days when we were all laughing together.. sharing top secrets. and wow. looking at hot guys? i thinkso.. haha (:
to cx



8:53 PM
yeah. i always swore to you that.. but. i can't stand it alreadyy.. i'm not that strong... i'm trying to get over stuff like yours... you say you care.. but i'm not sure whether to trust youu.. she said that i should trust you. she said that you look like you are telling the truth.. but she doesn't understand one.. she can't judge the book by it's cover.. never ever ever.. do that. once you do that.. you'll always have a life full of regrets.. everydayy.. i hear your name.. i hear someone calling your name.. and then suddenly i'm all alone in a room, no one there for me.. just my best friends.. but not you.. isn't it just weird?maybe we are more.. maybe it's just my imagination.. or maybe i just gotta be next to you?
i'm talking about yew fei and that she is sien wei

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ashleylicious

5:34 PM

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