Thursday, October 16, 2008
let me take you, i wanna take you there
okayy.. to you.. to that girl.. to one girl.. i'm the the bitch.. you are... why don't you know how is it felt to be backstab.. if you were backstab once. why must you backstab people when you were once backstab? you want people to suffer? haiz. i'm done with it.. i'm sick of it.
everyi have friendship is broken and yet you still wanna do this to me? hello.. you think you know me? well i don't think so anymore..i always thought you were like different.. the kind of girl that understands what's the feeling like this.. but.. i've judge the cover by it's book..
it's very brave of you to ask what i'm suffering wor.. can't you even read? isn't it common sense? 28 of may? you want me to put big is it? okayy..
28 of mayy!! can see now? or you're still blind if you are.. then i can't help youu.. why don't you see it? why don't you understand.. that you are the problem and not me.. it's always my problem. okay fine then.. ya it's my porblem. my problem.. my problem.... happy?
todayy.. ben jing asked somebodyy to erm.. pull carin's hair., so me and tane pay back.. wow. run the whole school until gila.. runing away from them.. haah.. hmm.. then ben jing played with my stuff.. so i pay back.. took his stuff.. haah.. so sad.. he must be very thirstyy.. haha.. so i just finished my dinner. during dinner.. my dad told me something.. so.. well. my anuty is such a mean witch.. blame my mum.. it's all her fault i tellyou.. her fault.. hahaa.. (: after all the arguement thingy in school.. me and her ain't so close.. it's so difficult.. loosing her..cause all i ever wanna.. haiz.. never mind... you know all this time i always say that i hate my family and stuff.. but after what happen during dinner, i can see that my father was protecting us from our cruel aunty.. and i can see that he is suffering.. when he was telling us, the tone of his, make me wanna cry.. cause the tone sounds like he is crying.. i feel so sorryy for everything i've done..i know i'm wrong.. so sorryyy.
the bitch is samee r.. and the other girl.. is tane.. and the guy is yew fei..tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
6:43 PM
