Todayy.. i was suppose to go market with my mum.. but i over slept.. hehe.. and this Shea zheng was like:" i thought you suppose to go market?" hahaaa...i woke up like 5 mintues later than him.. hmph!! no fair...hahahaa.. then today also suppose to go golfing.. and todayy suppose to be in sien wei's house.. or suppose to go hangout.. but then.. lucky i didn't go both man.. i was so tired like hell..!! urghh.. my house is getting old!! leaking man todayy.. and then like.. really old adi.. *sighs*.. but i lovee` this house so much..!! eventhough it's old.. i don't care what other people says about.. whether it's old.. and stuff..!! i loveee my home so much!!

To: Someone...

Don't you know how i feel?! My mum was right.. I shouldn't go close to youu! Even my mum says so.. I tell you everything.. But you don't... it's like.. i'm been used.. yeah.. i've been used cause i'm not strong enough.. cause i don't even have support.. from anyone!! for example you!! you've been nice to me.. but then i suddenly realize that.. you are kinda selfish.. i give you everything.. and you? never..!! maybee you aren't my friend...maybe you are.. i don't know.. i'm so confuse..!!You don't even know what the hack is happening in me.. and you say you know.. but i looked into your eyes and you are lying to me...!! and that's why i stumble and fall.. not cause of love..that you alwyas think that is love that kills me.. but no!! and now you say that you never fall in love because of this.. what the hell!! get real.. it's youu!!!