Wednesday, December 3, 2008
if i could i would
if i could i would,
just wish that you could understand me,if i could i would,tun back the time and fix everything..if i could i would,just die now,if i could i would,tell her the pain i hide inside me just because i want her to be happy..you know..the pain is back.. the heart pain. it's reallyy it seriously hurts.. i'm not kidding.. it's like my whole heart is gonna stop beating.. and i'm gonna be just lying on the bed... cold... not breathing.. the pain.. from the heart.. runs to the stomach then up to the heart again.. it seriously hurt..instead of hurting her.. i'm gonnaaa just kill myself soon.. i'm seriouslyy gonnaa.. i swear. i promised myself once.. that if i hurt my friend.. that trust me so badlyy.. i'll just hurt myself by using the painful way..
so todayy. watched twilight..with carin,ch'ng xin.. enjoyed the movie.. erm. then when we were walking out ceneleisure, we sure.. ahem.. zheng yang's group.. so three of us ran in ceneleisure again.. hahaa.. then hide.. hahaaa.. then when we were about to go out they wee like shouting. and we ran out haha.. so bla bla.. walked around.. took photos.. it's with carin.. hmmm.. i guess that's all? carin came my house in the morning right. i was reallyy hyper.. and i don't know whyy.. and ch'ng xin, thanks for the lovelyy transport (: okayy.. so that's for todayy..
i've hurt you,
but i'm gonna hurt myself worst
just for you..
Ashley signing offTata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:40 PM
