Today was the grand finals for MSSD volleyball.. Well, Semi- finals was first.. but we all know who will be in the finals for girls..so erm.. once again, the whole school came out and cheer... like last time.. when i was there, when the whole school was cheering for our school, i almost cried because last year, when we were playing too.. the whole school was cheering too.. and i used to be in that team, playing for our school.. the school with loads of memories.. and today, i was supporting so loudly, that i almost feel like i'm still in the team, trying to bring up the crowd to cheer.. it just made me feel so nice, made me feel like i used to be one of them, playing and trying to have loads of fun before the big exams comes.. and i used to be in that school, the school that have given me so many sweet memories that i can't possibly forget. The school that made me a stronger girl because of all the ups and down; But mostly, i can't forget the memories with him.. Yes, I'm over him.. but it's just such a great memory to remember eventhough he was being a jerk and i was being a much more jerk, it was one great moment; okay, i won't brag so much about those really sad moments.. i will continue with the supporting.. Collin was like the photographer for Damansara..he got that nice sweet camera! the pro camera.. sadly, i didn't wanna try.. haha! thanks Collin for letting me try to use it, but i just don't wanna use it lah. =P. OKay, Adrian was there too.. They ponteng.. but hey! They have great strong supporting spirits for Damansara! but yeah, among Carin,Collin,Adrian & I, i was the one that supported alot.. and really loud.. yeahh.. my voice box is like breaking now..and i have a flu.. how suckish is that.. the cutest thing i've seen today is that, two sweet girls in the team were hiding from their love ones same as their love ones. haha! that was jsut so cute.. and i took loads of pictures.. supringly, all the moving shoots weren't blur! okay.. and i caught a photo of Eugene Jin serving.. which is so cool! haha!! sadly, i didn't manage to take a photo with " Sze Yen, Christine, Nadya,Krystle" but i manage to take with the volleyball team.. well, 2 players wasn't in that photo cause they were too busy talking with ahem ahem ahem.. okayy so.. erm.. and then.. i got 10 bucks for working.. haha! cool right.. haha! hmm.. and yang lao shi is planing totreat us(volleyball team + carin& I). she's a really cool teacher, she always treat us when we win or something.. I really have to repay her.. ; and i wonder why does she wanna treat carin & i if we weren't playing? maybe we helped her? haha! cool! okayy.. so i slept in the car again, and suddenly i woke up cause my throat hurst so badly.. okay bla bla bla.. i wanted to take a short nap.. ended up sleeping for 2 hours.. damn it ashley! stop sleeping so long! so i woke up,m y throat hurts! and then suddenly i went on facebook and yeah, chat with Dk.. and he asked me to go on Msn to see his personal message. it's really sweet Dk, i love you too(: ; this part of the message goes to Lois, i'm really confuse, it's not that i don't wanna, but i'm just confuse ; this part goes to Nurlyana, i lovee your story, it's really sad.. okayy.. so erm.. i shall make this blog more colourful! here i go! (: and Nurlyana will get really annoyed with it. =PP

Annoyed? okay, i'll stop... so i'm just thinking that i might be taking it too fast; and i don't know.. while i was watching a movie i cried half way, no idea why. it wasn't sad; well, i don't know.. my heart is confuse now Nurlyana.. i don't know what to do :'( ....