Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Hiding in the coner, trying not to show the pain ;

When i sit and watch. looking how they gave speeches one by one.. seeing people crying while they sang or gave the speech.. I cried myself too. He, he tried to make the world a better place, indeed he did.. He sang with his heart and soul.. He made a big change to the world. Yes, you guys may think he was a child abuser, but the truth is, he isn't one.. You may think i'm a fan of his, but honestly, I'm not.. When i saw how painful his children looked, i started crying and crying.. thinking.. that it must be really hard for them to handle such matter like this..Everyone started breaking down and cry, as for me, i just shed a tear. yes a tear.. just for 1 second.. but few seconds later, a tear became a box of tissue tear.. It was so sad.. i tried to control.. but i just couldn't.. he was the man that made this world a better place.. He is always imitadated but never duplicated.. he will never be duplicated.. ; - Michael Jackson, may you rest in peace ;
Heyy! Don't wanna blog much. I just watched MJ's memorial.. and it was so sad.. i cried. so yeahh. Erm.. Faria wasn't here today!! Art sucked so badly! Flora wasn't here either.. I was so lonely during maths :'( Mandarin was such a screwed up.. Everything was today.! But Nurlyana was here.. same as Jess.. I hugged Nurlyana so hard! (: haha!.. And then Jess.. Aww. i miss them so much.. i was about to give Flora a big big big hug.. but she wasn't here =( well, Thanks Nurlyana for the Cap! I love it so much! (: Hmmm.. Are you guys sure you guys don't have H1N1? Cause all of you guys seemed to be coughing and sneezing.. and yeahh. I've been seating around U.S.A Choir people.. ahhhh.. It's so stupid. you guys were forced to come to school.. At least let you guys rest for a day.. but i was happy Nurlyana and Jess was here.. If not, I'll seriously be such a loner..So yeahh. Faria, please come tomorrow.. please please. and Faria, i was joking about the softball thingyy.. hahahahahahahahah! don't take it too serious =PP
Colours.
我爱你
我爱你每一秒
我希望你不会离开我的身边
So yeahh.. Sorry for writing in mandarin.. i just felt like it.. so yeah. It was so sad to see MJ leave this world.. It was so sad during assembly today when Mr.Shine told us who were leaving.. it was so sad to see, all the close friends i've made, seem to leave.. I will never ever will forget you guys (: iloveyouuu! 我爱你!!!
Apparently, I need my smiling pill
Ashley is thinking of how it will happen
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
11:26 PM