Monday, April 19, 2010
"Because sometimes all I can do is think of you"Hey hey hey! (: Sorry for not updating much. I'm having end of year exams. Drama was today and we were forced to go up first just cause we ain't a popular group. But hey, honestly.. We were good okay. (: It was scary tho. the lights shining straight into your eyes and all you can see is the light. Audience? not much. Only the figure. so imagine how scary it is. So we had free lessons after we've finished performing. Well. it's a lesson to revise for other subjects. (:
Anyway, on Sunday went out with Tane again. It was kinda weird. I shall not say much here shall I? I guess Sunday wasn't really my day. I meant Saturday. Saturday i had the worst of my life. My mom yelled at me cause of my phone bill. I mean, it's fine. but I feel bad at the same time. And not just that, she asked me to organized my time like my siblings. I mean, stop comparing all the time. I'm not smart as time, I'm not as good as them.. I'M NOT THEM :'( It hurts so much after how she yelled at me and compared me with my siblings and so happened I had a "fight" with one of my friend. Well, i thought we were joking and that's what we always do, but i have no clue what was up. He just went kaaaboom =/ and we aren't talking :'(
Honestly.. If you are reading this which i doubt so .. I miss those times like we just talking silly and stuff as friends. (:
Oh. Everything is messed up. EVERY SINGLE THING! I'm not myself. I really need a hug. I really need someone to hold me and tell me everything will be fine. :'(
I'm sick of blogging this now. I'm sorry. & I'm tired. I shall stop right here.
1 MONTH 6 DAYS BABY! (:
Apparently, me miss youu
Ashley loves you dearly(:
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:07 PM
