Hey hey hey! (: So today is a Thursday. It was okay. I guess. No wait. It's not okay. So in the morning, Michelle didn't mean to hurt me but it's all good now. (: then Mandarin was boring. Break. I was annoyed + pissed. Michelle & Flora, you know why. History was okay. Science was okay. Lunch was okay. English was darn boring. Games was okay I guess. Well, honestly, games wasn't okay! Maurie, well. she went all aggressive. She didn't need to punch Mitra or throw the ball right into Flora's face or elbow me(won't mention where) and splash water into my eyes and kick my leg. So yeah. I got pissed about how she was playing. I ended up pulling her leg when she was trying to get the ball. HAH! in your face! After I did that, she turned around and stared at me with THE LOOK. The pissy look. but hey, she did way more worst stuff than just pulling legs. So then I went on the bus. Nothing happened. Talked with Ken, Navin, Elliot, Adrian & Tasneum. It was an okay bus ride I guess. haha! (: So cause it was raining heavily and my brother couldn't come on time to pick me up from the stop, I followed Adrian home. yeah, got really wet. then picked up his little brother. ! OMG! so cuuute =P then sent me home. no one at home! :'( then so happened my sister called to let me know that she's over at Adrian's place . So drove to his place and got into the car. Went for Mcdonalds. we were starving. then picked Nick up. came home. showered. watched American Idol. (:

So I had a little chat with my parents about stuff. Hm. Not a good sign but oh well.

"Please tell me that everything is over. I really want to get over this, but i can't. It's difficult. After what you've said to me really hurt me. Even though you've apologized but still. It's hurts. It burns. It kills. Try putting yourself in my shoes. Stared into the picture we took last year. Wondering. Did you actually understand me? I've told you I've apologized. Did everything I could to make things right. But instead you think I'm not doing anything? Well, if you think that, that's not what you said. But it sounded like it. I've pretended. I've tried to be strong. Told everyone I don't care. When I do. Best friends huh? I wish. Wish. Wishes. I wish upon the stars that everything will be okay.

Last night. Lying down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. closed my eyes and opened them. I was in a beach. Listening to the waves clashing against the rock. Lying down on the soft sand. Looked up into the sky. Stars. Beautiful, bright stars. I got up. Soft sand filled my legs. It felt like I was at a paradise. Someone's arms grabbed me from behind and hugged me tight. I smiled. Turning to look. I knew it was you. We stood there for a while. I rubbed my eyes. Then opened them. I was back in my room. It was just a dream. But i can still feel your touch from the dream. Your hug. Your hand grabbing me. You. You not letting go. And the first and last thing came into my mind was that I miss you."