The very next day after you left, things weren't right. I remembered when you told me that things were gonna be alright. That there will be another person next to me. Today, yeah sure there were someone next to me but it reminded me of you and I teared. Everything just reminded me of you. Why'd you gotta leave so soon ? I couldn't held in it any longer. I tried to pretend that you're just off for a long holiday but I couldn't. We met later today. We said our goodbyes and you got down the bus. That was the last time I saw you. The worst part about saying goodbye to your best friend is to watch her walk away and you know you'll never gonna see her for a while.
Hey guys ! (: Sorry for not updating lately. Been pretty tired and busy. haha ! (: SO monday we had badminton trials. Wasn't too bad. I lost to Jennifer. hahah ! (: So on Tuesday, was Jess's last day. ): It was so sad. I cried so much. Mom said it's part of growing up, I know but it still hurts lah. ): Lost 2 BEST FRIENDS. 2 !! How can you not be sad ?!! Bronwen cried a lot as well. ): I really needed a huuuuuuug ! ): So today, in the morning, we passed Jess's normal stopped, Bronwen stared out and so did I. We were sad after that and soon. cried. ): We arrived school and I needed a hug so badly cause I was on the verge of tears and Aditya mentioned her name and about how some people were sad when she left and I quickly ran over to Flora & Natisha. I hugged Natisha but she was busy talking so I hugged Flora. Thank god Dt cheered me up a little. but Physics cheered me up alot. Thank you Navin and Tanaya for the lamest pick up lines ever that managed to cheer me up ! (: So urhm, it was Business, we did christmas cards and my group is so annoying I got the worst group ever ! You know why ? I have the worst people. What sucks is that everyone in my group doesn't listen to someone else's idea except for theirs. So we argued and I was nominated as the team captain. So gay ! and they don't even listen to my idea and everything ! So annoying !! Then it was Bio. It was boring. lunch time, we met Yip's tall friend who is coming to our school next term. Guess what ??? His name is BINTANG ! hahahahhahah ! (: Anyways, Mandarin next. We had hlaf a lesson then we partied. well not really partied but close enough. Math was last. I nearly fell asleep. was so tired. when he was explaining how to do. my eyes were half closed and i didn't understand anything but then when the lesson was about to end, I knew how to do it. hahahha ! (: Lameeee.
After school. On the bus. India told me that Jess might not be able to come on the bus cause her flight is at 3:30 !! I was absolutely upset but then what can i do. I was so sad and tired. I slept. I woke up and texted Jess telling her to have a safe flight but she came on our bus. I didn't go up to hug her cause it'll be awkward to go up and hug when India and Bronwen were hugging her. I just don't fit in their. urhm gang. so yeah. =/ I watched her leave again. watched her walk away. it was so saaad ! ): I was extremely sad and i was on the verge of tears again. ): I totally forgot to text my mom. So i had to wait a little longer. my bag was heavy cause I brought some books back so i dont have to carry loads of books home tomorrow. (: how smart right. hahah ! (:
I WANT A HUG SOMEONE SO BADLY NOW AND NEVER LET GO ! ): Cause I really need someoneeee. boo hoo. ):
Just in time by Alyssa
It's quite an old song of hers but i love it. (; I love her ! (:
