Wednesday, July 30, 2008
bitter sweet memories. [:
bitter sweet memories[:
to the guy whom you know that it is youu..
i know you are sad cause i lied to youu..
i know you trust me so badly..
but i gotta lie..i have no choicee..
but i don't know why..
i cried for youu..
but when you reply all the sms i sent to you,
you sounded like you are mad and sad..
well.i'm mad and sad at my ownself for lying to youu..
you told me is too late to apologize..
yeah i know that..but i still nidda apologize..
i'm so sorryy..
if you said that i don't trust youu,
then why i want to stop myself from killing myself??
why?
so to whom this guy is..
if you are seeing..
i hope you know how i feel..
well..erm..to that guy again..
goodbyee then..
cause i know you won't want me to be your friend after what i've done.
i know i've made the wrong thing..that's why it's call a mistake..
i don't want to be the popular onee whom gets hurt..
haiz..cx!!you can havee the popularity..take it
to my friends..i'm a sore loser and a liar..don't come near me..
or you'll be hurt..i mean it..
cause i don't deserve a friend ]:
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
6:45 PM