Tuesday, July 22, 2008
i'm so soryy
i'm so sorryyy
i'm sorry for being a jerk,
i'm sorry for being the rude girl,
i'm sorry that i've made your life misarable,
i'm sorry that i didn't trust you earlier,
i'm sorry for all the bad times i've made to your life,
and mostly..
i'm sorry i didn't apericate the friendship we have...
can somebody tell me why
can somebody tell me why am i so selfish to you,
can somebody tell me why am i so annoying,
can somebody tell me why am i being so wrong,
can somebody tell me what's my problem,
can somebody tell me why am i treating you like this,
and mostly..
can somebody tell me why must i exist in this world.....
i don't want too
i don't want to be a jerk,
i don't want to be annoying,
i don't want to have the popularity anymore,
i don't want to bethe left one out,
i don't want to be the invisible one,
and mostly..
i don't want to live...
kill me
can someone just take a knife and stab me,
can you just kill me,
kill me til there's blood,
take my life away from this lonely world i've been living in,
someone just take my life away..
i don't deservee a life with a feeling of invisible,lonely,useless,stupid and annoying
the last day
i'm gonna find a day which i can end my lifee soon,
the last day gotta be somewhere nearby,
i don't want to live anymore,
i gotta find the last day,
i need you to help me find the last day of my life
and
the last day have come....
the last words
the last words i gotta say is bye
the last word is i'm so sorry
the last word is i want to do is cause it's the best thing for you
the last word i have to say to you is be happy without me
and
the last word is i love you all but i've gotta leave now
the time of my life
the time of my life has come to an end,
i've got to go,
my mission here is over,
i've got to leave you behind,
the time of my life is over,
i've got to leave this world cause i'm not the right human for this world
i hate myself
i hate myself for being so mean,
so stupid,
so annoying,
so useless,
so selfish,
and
so dumb for not appericating my friendship
this is the end now
this is the end now..
i've left a piece of note for everyone of you,
read it,
and you'll now..
so byess
xoxo
ashley
6:14 PM
