my heart was broken yesterdayy..but why must you do this?i didn't do anything..suddenly you were likee..asking for a stop..why must i suffer..you said it's cause you need to focus on your studies..but i don't think so..cause todayy you didn't even come to school..i think it's cause about what i told you about what my parents mention about youu..well..if you care about that so much..you've broken my heart..you've make my heart so weak..

this morning actualy don't intend to go to school cause of youu..but i just woke up..i still couldn't open my eyes yet..but i said to myself..i need to be strong to face him..so i open my eyes..then i was feeling about ill..feeling likee i'm frezzing..so i didn't care.i went to school..and i was like so cold..i felt like i was an ice cube..so i control it..till recess..i stand under the sun so i won't fel so cold..and i saw david playing football..hmm not bad..okayy anyway..so i went back up to class..i was cold again..and then the next recess, my friend got a letter..and i was reading then suddenly i was like OMG! then wilson quickly ran down and shouted..the letter from **one ar?so i was like angry.cause i thought it is okayy cause ** didn't come to school and i didn't need to face him..but he mention the name out..so i was likee..urgh! get the name out of my head..but i can't..every single minute..a voice in my head is like calling his name..urgh!

i went out with my parents to pick my brother up..so i was like frezzing cold..then we went and had a drink..i was like super frezzing cold..but i didn't tell my mum yet..and plus my tigh hurts..so i was like..why am i so unlucky?why must it be me..so i said..okayy..ASHLEYY YOU GOTTA BE STRONG..DON'T GET AFFECTED WITH THIS THING....so i'm trying to be strong now..

I never knew love like this, I finally opened up my eyes.And I hope it lasts forever, cuz I'd walk a thousand milesJust to feel like this, I never knew love like this..but now..my hope is all gone.. i'm from someone..to nobodyy..i rather be like this]:

i love a song by amy pearson.. i wish i was like her.. it's nice.[: here's the lyrics..

Always knew that when we said goodbye

It wouldn't last forever

Always thought that I'd run into you

And we'd get back together........

Now you're hereJust like I imagined

But never once did it cross my mind

That you could move on.......

You've found someone

It breaks my heart

Cuz you're so in love

[Chorus]I wish that my touch

Makes you smile just like that

And I wish that I had youthe way that she has

Cuz I still remember the loveI left behind

Oh I wish I was her

And you were mine

I think somebody's try'na to talk to me

But I can't hear a word they're sayin

All I can do is stare at you

I dont even know why I'm stayin

Never thought, I'd cry to see you Happy

Its Just I Thought that your happiness

Was right here with meI know were through

It's no useStill I cant help but feel.....

.[Chorus]I wish that my touch

Makes you smile just like that (make you smile like that)

And I wish that I had you

The way that she has you (the way that she has)

Cuz I still remember the loveI left behind (I left behind)

Oh I wish I was her And you were mine

[Chorus]The way that she has you (oh)I wish that was me (I wish that was me)

There's no place on earth

That I'd rather be (rather be)

Cuz I still remember the loveI left behind

Oh I wish I was her

And you were mineI used to be right beside you (oh no)

Now I'm not even kept inside your heart (oh no)

I put our love upon a shelf

But now it's goneCuz you belong to someone else.......

[Chorus]I wish that my touch

Makes you smile just like that (I wish I was her)

And I wish that I had you

The way that she has you (the way that she has you babe)

Cuz I still remember the loveI left (I Left Oh I Left Behind)

Oh I wish I was her (I wish I was her)

And you were mine (oh I wish you were mine)

Oh I wish that were me (Oh I Wish That Was Me)

There's no place On earth

That I'd rather be (That I'd Rather Be)

Cuz I still remember the loveI left behind

Oh I wish I was her

And you were mine

Oh...oooo

tata

xoxo

ashleylicious