Thursday, August 28, 2008
life
life is full of sadness and happyness..i've been suffering from a sadness life.being hurt everyday.all i wanna do is just be happy for once.i maybe happy,but inside i may not be as cause my life have so many problems. life, there's friends you love, there's friends you hate, there's friends you trust, there's some you don't..i've been believing everyone equally,till this girl came in to my life and i started to trust her so much. everytime tell her secrets, and everything.but til one day she shouted at me saying that she shouldn't tell me a secret.and i turn away tearing. then soon, it got worst when the guy came. i saw him, and i turn away running away, trying to run from the problems.but i wasn't strong enough.and i started tearing.and that girl was so angry of me.i have no idea why.what have i done?everything's always my fault is it?all i ever did was to love you, trust you. but then you got so angryy.so i started crying.and yi tane(my mei) she went and told that guy that i'm angry and crying cause of him, and he answer that he doesn't care..i always wonder why you're like that.i gave you everything.
i've been running away from my problems, don't have anyone to talk too.but you came in my life.and i trusted y ou.but now you are so angry of me.what did i do to make you angry?this life is like a game.there's mystery,love,drama,hateness,happy times, sad times. but then i was strong when you're there for me. but now you're so angry of me. which i don't know why.i wanna know why are you so mad? i just can't believe your gone. i wonder why exactly. when that guy like my best friend.last time, both of them were angry of me. and now same thing. what have i done? all i wanna do is to have a happy life.enjoyable life.in the end.i'm hurt.is this a part of a plan?am i girl how has no feelings that's why you guys can just do anything to me? if you wanna hurt me so badly,then just use a knife instead of this game your having.
i'm waiting for you every day, night and morning. wake up and attend school cause you. cause of i have a life with friends. enjoy the day with friends.but now you're gone. i have no one. i'm in a lonely world.with no hope.no life.i wonder why are you like that.why are you angry? tell me why..please. i didn't do anything. if you like him.then tell.i won't be mad.i can let go. cause i will have support from yi tane. no worries.tell me the truth.. that guy have been apologizing.but do you mean it or cause i'm sad and that's all. hm..second chance? if you're asking for a second chance, are you telling the truth? i need to know the truth. please don't lie to me okay [: it's a difficult decision cause i was hurt once like this too. i've forgive you so many times. but why are you stil like that?why why why?i just one ordinary day with you. why can't i get that? okayy so that's life about. the person you trusted most may betray you first. ]: every story have an end,but in life every end is just a new begining
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
7:14 PM
