Tuesday, August 12, 2008
not as good as before
well..our friendship isn't going too well these days..
not just them..but other friends and me..between us..our friendships
are fading away..it feels like that someone.is making my friendship
from bad to worst..
why
why
why
why
why must it be me?why why why?
i wanna be me!myself again.
to be the loser i was again
to be the geek
to be the girl whom is always invisible..
i don't wanna be the girl i am now..
the girl i am today
the girl which is the real girl.
can i leave this world today?
now?
when?
when is the time?
i want to be ast as cause no one wants me to be in this world.
one person wanna send me to hell
the other wants me to die.
so why can't i die now?
today?
or next week?
when can i perpare my funneral?
when?
when?
when?
can't i just get a perfect life back?
although my liife isn't always perfect. ]:
but yet i wish i could have one day with a perfect dayy [:
hope is all i only i can trust [:
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
6:27 PM
