Friday, September 26, 2008
fell for your trap once
i was so stupid for falling into your trap...you think that you are so cool.. cause what you are the fastest runner in school? that's just school..not the whole world.. you think you are the prettiest that guys just love you so much... think again.. cause that's just once.. there's so many other prettier girls like sien wei,serlyn,samantha,yi tane&carin....you always think that i'm on your side.. but i wasn't. i was once.. but then.. i realize.. you are just a spoilt girl, sensitive,pessimistic and really have a strong jealousy... why must you get so angry when your friend just hangs out with another person? why can't you let that person to be free.. you can't keep her everytime.. that person needs to explore the world.. it's like you can hang out with other people and she can't.what the hell la.. you think this is fair.. you see she doesn't complain when you hang out with other people.. but why must you complain about her that she ditch you? she has done no harm..
i got injured cause of youu.. we nearly lost a point cause of that.. but i took the ball up.. and i got injured instead of you.. and yet. yesterdayy,in the morning.. you talk to me.. and then you asked whether i'm going for volleyball. and i answered no cause my leg still injured.. then she was like pointing at me. and said. owhhh...owh!! OWHHHHHHHH! ish la..i feel like telling you that i got injured cause of you...and i feel like telling you to get a life..you have hurt my feelings. you see. you onlyy know how to hurt people's feelings.. and when people hurts yours you'll be llike. stupid la.. she has change la.. and bla bla bla.. it's like always our fault and not yours. but helloo.. it's always yours..i can't stand it anymore.. i've helped you so many times.. was there for you so many times.. and yet.. you.. NONE... onlyy once or twice.. and i think you got angry of me cause of the day when carin so call ditch youu..(but didn't) and you ask me.. guess what and so i said that she ditch youu.. then you were like walk away from me.. and when you ask.. it was a bad timing.. and then when you called my name the first time.. ashleyy.. in a soft voice.. so i didn't hear. and then you shouted my name and got angryy. and then you tell your classmate about me and carin. cause you have no one to talk to anymore...soon you'll realize that you need to appericate friendship.. cherished them.. but not now. soon..
get real la you.. you're like a small child.. little bit angryy.. or sad.. like when you fallduring training you'll like show the pain.. hello.. it's a sport... you'll fall. and hello.. you fall the least.. actually you fall cause you always day dream. always want people to be concern of youuu... you want attention.. hello.. do you want like erm. a loud speaker then you talk then people have your attentin lor. ish la youu.. pakai otak.. see now.. i suffering.. my leg hurts.. cause of you.. and you give this type of attidute back to me? go die la youu..
p/s: the girl is megantata
xoxo
ashleylicious
4:31 PM
