Saturday, October 4, 2008
everything falling apart
my family is like falling a part. siblings arguing, me kena scolding.. haiz. got scold i was stupid by my father.. haiz. okay.. so today supposed to go gardens with carin.. but then can't.. haiz.. okay i'm gonna type to the point..
i know you think i ain't your true friend.. but hello. i just talked to her.. why must you hate me. it gotta be a mistake. why hate me when i just tlaked to her for a while. why don't you get my feelings? and why do you always have to bring your brother in our friendship problem? why must you always say that my brother said this said that.. i've help you so many times. yet i have to regret? i don't wanna do that anymore..it's killing me.. don't you get it? well you don't cause whenever i do something.. it's always for you. and i'm like doing it cause i pity you. but now. i don't wanna take a pity and you think i've betrayed you? it's just that i can't stand a single thing anymore.. i'm so sick of this life.. so sick of everything.. my life is falling a part and i bet when you read this, you'll be so happy that my life is falling a part.. cause now you hate me.. so hmm.. useless being friends with you all these years? tell me... it's gonna be the year end and you want this to happen? well.. honetly.. it ain't anyone's fault. it's you. just change a little and you'll be all fine (: and i know when you read this..part. you'll be like. what the hell is she talking about. huh! think she very cool?.. well i don't think i'm that.. i just wanna you to change a little and i'll be like so glad.. please.. not that .. nahs. useless saying it.. she'll mostly misunderstood adi..so
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
3:40 PM
