i've never thought it will happen. i thought it won't happen again. but then.. you didn't even care.. and everyone is blaming me.. why not you? it's you fault.. must it always be mine.. it's like i shouldn't do that and do this.. i'll hurt him.. but hello it's not me!! and when he did something wrong.. they'll say that i'm the wrong one.. why? why? don't you know how it's felt like? why must you everytime tell everyone like it's my fault and not your's? is it cause what? loose your friends?? imagine me.. why can't you undersatnd. i thought you were the diffirent type of guy. that shows me what love is.. and i thought you were the kind of guy that make me, me. but then.. instead.. you make my heart sharted.. when will you realize? i've cried night and day cause everyone will be texting me saying that's its my fault.. but it isn't.. why must you treat me like this? i've cried in school whenever i see your face, i've cried in school when people call your name, i've cried in school when people starts to talk about you, i've cried in school when people just suddenlyy asked him to do stuff.. but not on his own.. when will he ever learn? i've tried and tried.. yet people says that i'm a useless brat.. i mean they say that i'm not trying at all and doesn't care about him.. why can't you all see? i swear it's true.. all this.. but yet people will say i'm making this up.. so what the hack.. if you all don't believe then i have no choice cause i have no prove.. cause everyone i trust end up hurting me so badlyy..i've helped them so badlyy yet they do this to me... oh somehow i just wished i should have listened to tan vern ken.. he was right.. and i was wrong.. i trusted him so much adi.. yet.. haiz.. gosh.

todayy.. in school whole day in the library helping teacher..wow. my and tane do damn fast... i mean my class girls that helped out.. were like doing so fast. haha.. and we end up dirtying the table. hahaha(: hmph.. no mood to blog adi.. cause of the problem that i just listed it out..