Monday, November 17, 2008
i learn from you that i would not grumble
Well.. i woke up earlyy todayyy.. As i'm typing this.. it is 8:56 a.m.. and tim.. i didn't sayy that you are the guy... i know it's not youu... okayy... so you can blame me.. please. i'm sick of this life.. i'm sick of it.. i just wanna die.. i wish someone can.. whenever i'm out in this world i feel so stupid and hurt..
To:Everyone,
Please just leave me.. Just leave me alone...
To: *** *** ***,
I guess.. yeah.. i don't know what i' doing.. i don't know okayy.. But you just called it off.. okayy.. But just to let you know, i'll remember this day, 28/5/2007.... i'll remember it... forever..
Bryan poh, i know you are trying to help me.. but i can't.. i'm sorryyy..
Carin, if you are seeing this post.. i know you'll ask what happen.. but carin.. i'm so confuss.. is it my fault or his or no one...
Wan yin, if you are reading this also... thanks for helping me sms yf. but then he didn't know i asked you.. so.. never mind.. time is really tissue isn't it? once you tear the tissue back, you can't put it back like how it used to be.. yeah.. same here.. once you make a mistake you can't go back and forget an forgive everything.. same as what i did.. a really big mistake.. but i'm not sure...
i look at your photographall the time
These memories come back to life
And i dont mind
Suddenly my cell phone's glowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
It does it right to hear you say
With you is where i rather be,
but we're stuck where we are,
it's so hard, it's so far,
this long distance is killing me..
ashley signing off
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
8:55 AM
