Saturday, November 29, 2008
RM80
shit shit shit shit shit......phone bil RM80!!! die die die die die die!!!
haizzzz....what to do!! now i'm kindaa pissed at someone... cause erm...
hmmm.. he keep on asking me to accept him.. gosh.. and some more think i like him!! omg.. kill him la.. go to hell la..!! i will never like him man!! ewwww...
okayy.. so when i cam back from singapore.. the next dayy.. my dad said:" aiya.. you dont come back better la!!" and in my heart i was like..:" why don' he understand!! i'm watching movie!!" just because i fro erm.. 2 something til diner time didn't come down.. then he say like that.. maybee he is right.. i shouldn't come back.. i rather go and stayy at my friend's house than coming back..
i was so hurt.. so i don't care i continue staying up stairs.. cause i see my dad's face.. i also don't feel welcome home.. don't feel like this is my home.. i just wanna get out!!someone save me la!! hmm.. that perso don't go online adi. haiz.. really need to talk to that person... but everytime that person onlyy, we speechless adi.. haiz... wish that person faster online la!! Well.. onlyy 1 person made me feel welcome home.. which is my eldest brother...i came back that time.. i mean the net day, he need to go out ma. he gave me chewing gum.. then hmm. after that dayy.. he keep on playing with me. haha.. he was really making me feel like i'm home...
I really need someone to be with me now.. haiz.. i really need someone now.. my heart really hurts badlyy..
Ashley signing off
tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
3:10 PM
