Thursday, December 11, 2008
i'm making it harder

there's so manyy paths to choose in life.. love,friends,family,work,money etc.. but which one would you choose? if i were you, i would choose familyy first... and then friend and then work and then moneyy onlyy love..but then.. i've made the worng mistake.. i chose family, friends, love,work, moneyy.. i shouldn't choose love first..but i was so stubborn.. i didn;t listen to anyone.. i just listen to the guyy i love... and then he broke my heart.. but luckilyy, my friends were there for me...they were there to bring me up... and they aren't those friends who love to say "i told you so" when i'm wrong. they are those type of friends which bring the inner side of you out.. and show you that the world isn't as big as you thought.. thank you my friends...
I just can't figure it out.. i need to know whyy i'm not over you yet? i just can't seem to face the truth that i'm not over you yet..
Todayy.. woke up earlyy... erm.. then pergi makan.. then wanted to go mid valley.. but then you know what!!! JAM LIKE HELL man.. so didn't go.. erm.. then.. erm... my father and my mum was talking about something.. then suddenlyy my father like angryy.. drive so fast.. i nearly fly out of my seat and die.. well.. can't say die la.. after someone kill me.. cause no more suidce blogs.. haha..hmm.. then my father nearlyy bang a car.. and then my father was like.. cutting here and there.. my god.. so scaryy... then suddenly my mum was like:" daddy, don't drive so fast la.. my heart pumping very fast.. very scaryy" then my father didn't care.. then drove fast.. then suddenlyy he chilled adi.. woo.. luckyy... okayy.. so came back.. went up my room and used the computer..hahaa.. and sorryy grandadyy tak replyy your sms.. cause scared phone bill high again..todayy my sister didn't come back from school.. cause she has a ball partyy going on.. she's gonna be perfect.. cause from head to toe... she looks good man (: woo-hooo (: hmm.. and sorry grandaddyy.. but i tak mahu accpet the web cam thingyy.. :P haha (: hmm.. but you are enjoying yourself there.. shopping.. hmph.. oh yeah.. and thanks for the offer about the hotel dtuff.. but nahs.. i don't want anyy this time (: hehee .. haiyoo.. faster come back la youu!! i wanna kill you la!!!
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
3:14 PM