The hot sun just shine so bright.. people running around.. playing around.. sweating.. The sun doesn't go to the cloud and say hi.. niether the cloud too.. the sun just stay at it's position and the cloud stayed at it's position.. everyone in the bib was in a position too.. they run after the ball.. the jump for the ball.. they shout the names for the ball.. they make an effort to playy and get in.. but sadlyy.. i didn't get in the team.. so basicallyy.. i can celebrate my birthday with you guys.. if i can.. or you guys arrange.. and erm.. i better call caridee... hope she answers..

I felt so useless.. and dissapointed.. i told myself not to cry.. or be upset over this.. suddenly a voice came from the person in front of me.. and i couldn't see who she was because i was looking down at the floor.. i couldn't be bothered to looked up till i heard this sentence :" it's okay ashleyy.. you played well.. for first time playing netball and the first term.. it is good... so train more and you'll make the team next year" and so i looked up.. it was my coach... and i was the onyy year 8 that didn't got choosen.. when i was waking.. people asked whether i made the team.. i told them i didn't.. and they all cheer me up by saying:" you are actually a good player.. maybe train more and next year you can get in (:" it made my heart sing when i have friends like that.. when i was walking to the bus.. i saw one of my friend crying.. i asked her what's wrong.. is everything alright.. but she just continue packing.. i didn't understand because she got in and she didn't cry because she was happyy.. i know it.. because when she was collecting the bibs.. she was abit sad.. and suddenly her tears just burst when she went to her locker.. and i didn't know what to do.. and she suddenlyy said she was alright..

I didn't know what to do.. i try to be happyy.. but i just can't.. suddenlyy my heart was just sad.. and broken.. after one of my friend was chatting with me.. she was talking about my personal msg.. but i told her it was nothing.. and now.. i'm gonna change my personal msg.. to make sure my heart can heal.. if this work, it'll be great.. but how can people just move on by just changing your personal msg...

Ashleyy is kindaa sad

Ashley signing off