Friday, January 23, 2009
I can't sleep through the pain
Am i actually making friends? Do I actually have true friends? or are they fake? It's like.. everytime when they have something to talk.. they'll leave me behind.. and i'll just stand there. looking around the school.. it's so painful.. they onlyy friends that i consider them as true friends is Nurlyana, Faria and Dhakshenya.. they are great.. but sometimes i get left out from them too.. i was sitting at one corner.. and no one came to me.. the rest of you were all at the other side enjoying yourself.. and when we were suppose to form a group .. you guys onlyy came.. and then when we needed to acted it out.. and changed groups.. all my team groups.. just treat me like i'm invisible.. i told them something but they just ignore it..and then.. when they talk to me.. and i answer back.. and then suddenly you all walk awayy.. and you asked for ideas right? i had one.. but you just said:" eh, frankie.. do you have any ideas?" and she'll be like:" erm.. nope" to this guy.. i won't say who he is.. but i'll call him donkey.. i need to tell you something.. but i just can't.. i'm sorryyy..
What the fucking hell!! that's the reason that day you kept asking me things.. you asked me for my phone first.. then onlyy ask other for it.. and then ask about my leg.. and then. you were so happy when you were my umpire.. omg!!.. in school... your friend pushed you to me when i was walking at your direction on purpose or what??
In the bus.. On the way home..
Do you like chicken?
I wonder whyy poeple play rugby and bite poeple..
Because human flash tastes good (:
WHat the fucking hell! fucking bus driver.. !! don't know how to drive..!!
Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!
Are you amy? you sound like her and looke like her!! i can't different shape who is who.. like you two are twins..
All these came from one guy in the bus.. hahaa
Eh, john laa..! pat my head for what? i'm not your pet la.. hahaa(: some more keep saying hi for what.. hahaa.. and yeahh.. you are weird.. ahhaaa (;
Ashley is so tired and abit sad
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
5:11 PM