Saturday, January 10, 2009
I just can't pretend anymore
I just can't pretend that everything is alright now.. everything isn't alright.. i've been pretending.. lying to myself that everything is alright.. the truth is that i'm not.. 1st.. tim.. is like.. saying stuff which isn't true.. and then.. my father is angry of me.. and then.. i have to save my money to pay my phone bil and the camera now.... what next can i get? i can't go any parties now.. i can't go anywhere.. all i can go is school..how worst can my life be?? even now.. my cousin is in the hospital.. and she's my best one.. i'm sick of my life.. everything was going fine.. and then this tim just came into my cbox and say stupid stuff.. for your info tim..
I DON'T LOVE HIM ANYMORE!!! NOT EVEN A SINGLE BIT!!! SO GET ON WITH IT!! and then after that.. my life was so ass bad!! i've always thought that you are a great friend.. always have some funny jokes.. but now.. i realize.. everytime when there's something that gotta do with yf.. you say i'm the bad one.. i can't stand it anymore!! now i'm already in a bad position in my life.. and you still wanna add some fire in the fire? it'll make a bigger fire.. and now.. i'm already in the bigger fire..
Ashleyy is crying when she's blogging this post
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:22 PM