Saturday, January 3, 2009
I wish i have someone beside me now
Oh well,
My sister and i slept at 4:21 am.. haha..
we were talking and got carried awayy..
lost track of time..
And then.. when we were chit- chatting. suddenly i heard my mum's door opened..
so i told my sister that my dad wake up adi.. cause everytime my dad wakes up earlyy... don't know why also.. just wakes up earlyy.. but end up wasn't him.. it was my mum.. wondering how i know? cause 1st.. no lights on.. 2nd.. suddenly my mum knocked on my door and asked:" what you two girls doing up so late?! chit-chatting about what? boyfriends??" then i said :" no la.. countdown la" then my mum was like:" oh..don't stay up so late la" then she went back to sleep.. and we continue chit-chatting.. chit-chat and there's sad memories, happy ones, heart breaking one.. but mostlyy.. funny ones.. (: then suddenly 4:20 am.. i heard my parent's room door opened.. and then i told my sister:" oh, shit dad wake up adi" then we fake sleep.. then my dad came in my room and said:" eh, don't fake sleep la" then my sister woke up first then only i woke up.. then my father was like:" what you guys doing staying up so late? talking about boyfriends??" then my sister was like:" why you and mummy ask the same question one?" then my sister left my room.. and both of us slept.. after my dad came and kacau!! ish la. my sister broke her record?? for sleeping that late.. omg man.. loser man.. haha.. since she everytime love to say i'm the loser.. now you are the loser =PPP
Woke up at 12:50 pm.. bla bla bla... then my mood turn bad.
It was so nice to have someone beside me. cause now, i'm meanigless to you and everyone..everyone can't be bothered for what sick i'm doing.. and i have no support.. for example: i wanna go to that school, and i got in.. and you all didn't want me to go in?? i'm sick of it.. i wonder what is the meaning of family.. Now i know why i was so happy to have him beside me.. caus ei t was so nice to tell someone that you love them.. and they love you back. but.. my family.. whenever i say i love you, they don't even care.. and eventhough you love someone else.. and was beside me.. and cared for me.. when i didn't know that you actually like someone else, but it was nice to have someone beside me.. yeah.. i know timothy is gonna say all the crap like in my cbox.. well.. the only reason i'm E-M-O.. is cause of my life.. is cause i didn't have any support or love from someone.. and no one cared about me.. so yeah.. and whenever i sit there alone.. you guys would say i'm emo.. but the truth is.. i'm actually all alone.. not being emo or what. but i don't have anyone to talk, don't have anyone to laugh with, don't have anyone to listen to my craps.. but well... in 2008.. i just lovee to be in science class.. eventhough the teacher is scary, but the group i was sent to.. was so much fun.. which also our group always ada problem.. and which the last to do everything.. cause we weren't listening.. and which the group who always sits behind and never moved in front.. i just love that the most..P/s: Thanks for the memories science gang.. (:Ashley hates her life that she have to live in
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
5:20 PM
