As i was just standing there..looking around.. the love that was in that room.. was no longer there.. everything as turn upside down ever since you left...the reunion dinner was not right.. something was missing.. and that was youu.. as i set the table.. my heart just started pumping so fast.. it felt like you were beside me.. helping me to set the table.. but then suddenlyy.. you were gone..

Todyy, before the dinner.. i actually cried...cause she wasn't with us anymore... the table looks so empty..(not really) anyway!! we had 7 dishes.. and finished 3 dishes.. which were the expensive ones.. hahaa!!! then we made dessert.. hahaa!! then erm.. wash everything.. and then erm.. i got wet.. played with water.. well..i started everything.. haha!! cause.. i was having the hose.. and i spray my brother.. then i sprayed my other brother.. and then.. they said i'm not wet and i must get wet.. and they said my ass is not wet cause i wet thier ass.. soo they tried to wet it.. they took the hose.. but they wet my shirt first.. then i took back the hose.. then my brother was like:" can i have the hose for awhile? i wanna wash here" so i gave him.. and end up he sprayed me.. but i turned away.. so they didn't get to wet my ass.. haha! =PP then.. hmm. nothing much laa!! (:

And as i looked back at those memories we had together.. it just made me cry... i saw the poem you gave me, the necklaces.. i couldn't help myself.. but i just stared at it and cried.. and i wanted to throw it away.. but suddenly i stopped myself.. cause i wanted to keep some memories in my music box so it will sing again.... as i look back at the comments i sent to you for the past few years.. it just made me laugh and sad.. and when i look back at the picture we took.. i just smiled.. and said:" thanks for the memories"