How can i live like that?! it's so hard for me to live like that.. i don't wanna pretend that i don't love you anymore.. but the truth is that i still love you ..



Bla bla blaaaaa! Helloooo peeps!! my day was just fine!! until that fucking ass idiot wilson wrote in my cbox..!! You fucker get lost la you!! fucking hell!!




I went for a hair cut.. with my sister... sister look so pretty now!! i look okayy.. sama sama laa..! hmm... went to mont kiara for the hair cut.. and then.. erm.. came back.. was so bored.. so just go through the stack of DVDs.. and we just took Wall E and watch.. ahhaa! the rest not so nice la.. so i watching half way, i fell asleep.. haha.. suddenly i woke.. and i was awaken by the three small kids.. hahaa... erm.. my father's friend daughters.. when i woke up.. they ran awayy..haha.. then they came back.. and i gave them something(secret=P) then they took and play with it.. hahaa! so funnyy.. then one of the daughter kept jumping up the sofa.. haha!! then they need to go adi.. haha.. yippee.. ada cookies from them.. haha! P/S: the three small kids are erm.. 8, 6, 4 years old(i think)











Chinese new year.. without you isn't the same anymore..as i looked at the packets of food. the image of your face just appear.. and i imagine you were opening all the packets..and eating the food.. and at that time, my mum will come and tell you not to eat the food.. i miss those time.. and now you are gone.. it isn't right to celebrate the first day of chinese new year without you.. You child, your grandchildren, your great grand children... will miss you forever and always.. the dinner this year, won't be nice wothout you.. cause it's a familyy dinner.. but you aren't here with us.. you stayed with us ever since i was born.. i remember all the simple things you did.. i remember the names you used to call us.. the names that made us laugh.. i remember the sweets you gave us.. i remember the biscuit you gave us.. i remember the smile you had on your face before you were gone.. it was nice having you in our life.. it was nice of you staying with us.. so.. thank you for the memories..


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