Friday, February 20, 2009
Cause the truth hurts
The truth hurts.. but lies are worse.. how can i face it anymore?? I'm gonna end all these crazy-ness that was put into my life..
Love 4 simple words.. make somepeople happy and sometimes it hurts poeple.. what does love mean?? I used to cry night or day whenever i watch something that relates to us.. or listen to a song that reminds me of him.. or look at the poem he gave me.. not just the poem.. but those stuff he gave me.. as i looked at those stuff.. i wonder to myself.. am i gonna wear it or am i gonna keep it till it collects dust.. =(
he gave me those sweet memories.. even the bad ones.. when i look back. it just made me laugh.. we fought over small little things.. but sometimes... when i think back about the bad or the sweet memories.. it still made me laugh and cryy.. i wonder whyy..
you can't predict life.. neither love.. so whatever happens. it just happen. you cant do anything. cause this is not a fiarytale.. we aren't in a fairytale.. we are the writters.. we do whatever we want to the fairytale to make it happy.. (:
All these.. i wrote to sien wei.. in friendster.. it just suddnely woke my brain up.. what should i wait for him?? exactlyy.. as sien wei replied.. that now.. the writters aren't us.. the writters are someone else.. and they don't want me to be the main character.. the book won't be that great if there's onlyy one main character.. So why wait when you know that US won't happen...
Todayy.. nothing much happenn.. damn bored at home.. rather go to school =( anywayy.. the holidays are coming to an end soon (: bla bla bla.. hmm.. nothing much though. what should i blog about?? tomorrow's Karen's birthday.. Yesterday was my cousin's birthdayy! hehe.. yipeee!! celebration!! woshh.. well.. i guess i won't blog much (:
Apperentlyy, she wanna call him up to chat
Ashley thinks that he won't answer her call
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
10:52 PM
