I wanna be right in your arms.. feeling the warmth.. but i don't wanna let you know how i feel towards you cause it's the best of me and you (:

Today, school.. hmm.nothing much happen.. erm.. hmm.. in the bus.. on the way home.. we played truth or dare.. as usal. ohyeahh.. yesterday we played too.. and then navin dared me to tell this random guy named adam that i love him.. so i went and sat next to him and said it.. haha!! okayy..so todayy..he dared me to go over to the same guy and say that i wanna make out with him.. and i was like.. hwat the hell!! but i didn't do it. so then we stopped.. suddenly navin turn over. and asked who i like.. and i was like.. erm.. why? erm. someone in this world.. a human.. then he was like.. come on i wont tell .. and i was like. erm.. whyyy??! so then.. erm..i was like.. erm.. no. then he kept begging me for the first letter.. and then.. i was like.. i'll give you the last letter.. and there's 6 letters.. and he was like.. come on.. so i gave him hte middle name.. and he still asked me for the first letter.. but he found out.. cause i gave him an obvious clue. haha..and after that. the journey.. he kept asking me to ask him out.. and i was like.. NO.. nad he kept saying he thought i like dongkuk.. WHAT THE hack!!! why would i like him.??? gosh laa..and then.. he kept saying htat he's going to tell..and i was like. NO.. urghh.. then he promised.. and swore.and he asked me whether he can tell the last name? and i was like.. erm.. erm.. then he gotta get off the bus. woo.. luckyy man..!!but he better not tell!!!! oh yeah.. and during lunch i was like.. super hyper..till Nurlyana, Isabella and i laugh like mad.. haha.. serious.. i was damn crazyy.. haha!!

Being there isn't what i really want.. all i need now is for him to be there for me now.. it's so difficult to face this.. i'm not bored or anything. it's just.. oh.. just forget it..