It feels like it's forever.. My heartbeat seems to beat so fast.. it feels like.. i dont know how to explain.. but all i know that myheart beat beats so fast when i hear youu..

Today, in school.. nothing much happen again.. hmm.. yeahh.. no fun things happen todayy.. but something else happen.. but i won't say it out here.. if you wanna know..ask me yeah?! oh yeahh.. and on the way back after activity, faria got bored and called Nurlyana.. and then.. suddenly Nurlyana was so quiet.. and.. so yeahh.. and then.. erm.. faira called again.. then she told her that nurlyana scared her.. and then.. nurlyana talked to me. and i told her that faria is crying cause you scare her.. and i told faria to act like she's crying.. but what happen was that.. the bus was driving fast suddenly the driver hits the break.. and then faria nearly fall from her seat and she laughed.. the reason she nearly fell is cause she was like.. facing the back.. wasn't sitting the right wya. haha! and Chris got scared of Sakura's singing.. hahaa!! cause of the lyrics.. ahha! it's really funny though. ahha! hmm.. so hmm.. nothing much now..

The feeling is back.. it just reminds me of my friends in my old school.. it just hurts.. i don't know how to let you guys know.. but it hurts me so badly... but i just sit there and pretend that everything is just going fine.. it hurts.. i can't pretend to myself to whole time..