As today i turn 13... I felt like I'm still the little girl playing with those toys.. i wanna be that little girl again.. Being 13 sounds nice cause of the TEEN world.. But.. when you turn into one.. all you wanna do is just be that little girl/boy.. As i wait and wait for miricales to happen... It just made me feel so useles.. It made me feel like I'm wasting my time.. You don't even remember my birthday.. you dont even reply my sms-es.. you don't online on weekends anymore as how you used too.. i was looking forward for this weekend to chat with you. but you weren't there.. you were some where else thinking of someone else..All i wanna do now is to scream on the top of my lungs and just run away!!..

Today was my day.. my teen day.. as the clock strikes 12 yesterdayy.. the first person whom wish me was shea zheng.. he was like so excited about everything.. weird?! i should be the one who says " I"M 13!! I'M 13." Instead. it's shea zheng" YOU'RE 13.. YOU'RE 13" haha.. it really made me laugh like hell.. so yeahh.. I slept at 2:30.. and i woke up at like 7:30.. but went back to sleep again.. haha.. then woke up at 8:30.. then go on com.. played the songs.. then go to sleep again.. then woke up at 9 somehting.. then go online.hhee. till 12 something onlyy mandi. haha...then went go down.. got food pulak.. i told my mum i eating there. but who cares.. so i ate.. i ate like.. from 12:30 till 12:50.. so long!! 20 minutes.. that's not me man!! so yeahh.. then went to 1u.. when my car just like left the house.. carin called.. and ask me when i'm going.. and where am i.. haiyoo.. then few minutes later tane also.. then i reached 1u.. my mum go bassment pulak!! then i told her go A/X so she went out.. then when i reach there. i saw this car.. number 27. and told my mum it's tane's car.. then my mum was like:" 27? 27?27?" haha.. then i came out.. tane came out same time.. haha.. both come out same time..both black.. damn "yao yeng" man. hahaa

So we called carin. she arh.. say she'll be right there.. then end up we wait for her so long!! haiyooo!so then.. suddenly shea zheng said he arrived.. the mum was there..so okayy.. then walked off.. then this tane and carin whole day whispering.. make me so angryy!! wanna suprise me plan earlier ma. !! okayy then.. erm.. went and met the other boys. then erm.. suddenly they all gave me presents.. haha.. this zheng yang arhh.. gave me so big man!! i have to carry around pulak!! so ma fan.. everyone was like staring at me.. wondering why am i carrying so big thing and so many stuff. hahaa!! and then we watched pink panter 2.. funny (: haha!!! and then.. wow!! in the cinema.. i sit so comfortable man.. no one beside me.. i strech my leg until arh this tane say wahh! haha. then before we went in. it was dark.. so yeahh. and then i kept saying i can't see. then suddenly carin's phone rang.. and she walked out.. so me and tane was like:' die laa!! how to go in.i cna't see" so i just feel. end up you know why so dark? cause it was the wall! haha!! damn lame man..haha!! then hmm.blabla bla.. suddenly someone arh..say got dinner.. suddenly over that.. thanks for the chocolate.. (: and i'll help you to keep ya.. you owe me one.. i help you cover up and help you to keep. haha!! i got 5 presents todayy.. lovely ones...

Oh yeahh. when i came back..i went up to my room.. my sister came up too,, and then i opened the presents.. haha.. and then.. first i open.. nick's.. then erm. shea zheng's.. then tane's then carin's then the biggest one last. haha!! OMG!! when i was opening. i waslike screaming and my sister was like:" Crazy adi" i was scream :" OMG! OMG!! so cute!! SOCUTEE!!!" haha.. haven't even open also start screaming..hahaathen when open all.. i was satrt hugging it.. it is so cute!! then my sister said where got cute end up so go and hug it..!and then.. when at night.. my brother came in my room and saw.. he said it was cute.. he went and hug it.. haha!! and then. erm.. after dinner.. watched. "all stars basketball" haha!! then cut my cake.. omg!! my sister arh.. told them to wrote on the cake:" Happy birthday Ashley piggy" and a smiling face.. haha!!so cool man!! haha..then hmm.. i came up.. shea zheng start saying thank youu for his blog thingyy.. and said sorry?! i thought you might scold me cause i didn't ask you for pemmision about the blog.. and then sorry? i still don't get it.. hehe!!And then when my mum came to my room. she saw the presents.. and she saw the soft toy.. she was like. :" AGAIN!!! You're room you have like alot adi.. YOU ARE A TEEN NOW!!" sighss.. i wish i could be a kid again!!

Okayy. now chatting with zheng yang. he said the toy he gave.. the pink colour=him.. green =nick.. ahha!! white =bryan..and i asked zheng yang why is he the pink one. he answered cause he stepped on a pink chewing gum.. and green for nick cause he was wearing green.. white bryan cause no idea.. haha! so funny!!... well. GUYS.. I LOVE THEM ALL!!! thanks again!! I HAD A GREAT TIME TODAYY