Monday, February 9, 2009
I just can't take it

I'm sorryy.. i try to forget about you. but then.. you always come up to my mind.. and i wanted to let you know how i really feel just now.. but then. you were busyy.. and now.. you still are.. and the very next moment some person tells me you are asking another girl out? what next?? Eventhough i soud so happy for youu.. but my heart was shattering into pieces.. pieces that you onlyy can fix it.. I wish you know how i feel towards youu.. but.. you never will know cause you can't be bothered to know..
Todayy, my day started of okayy..But then. suddenlyy everything was upside down.. As i'm blogging.. my heart was just aching.. the song played on my playlist.. just made me cry.. the lyrics is just so meaningful..It almost made me cry..control myself not to cry.. i try and try.. but then it's useless.. I still dont get it.. why can't you see that i wrote it for you?
during dinner suddenly my mum was like:" Hey people!(to us) eat. it's good for you people people!!" she talked like. how now a days youngster talk..and then one more thing..when we were coming back from lunch. she was like:" i like this song.. it's nie" and that song was cokkie jar.. haha.. she actually love those type of song.. interesting!!
Ashley is crying and her heart really hurts
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
8:23 PM