Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I pretend that everything is okay

You seem so happy.. I told myself to make sure i won't complicate your life.. cause.. i know after i've told youu how i really feel.. you might get the weird feeling.. but . instead.. you were just so calm.. you were seriouslyy into that girl.. and i'm really happy for youu.. I'm trying to laugh myself up.. but it get worst..
Heyy people!! Tomorrow is like the big day!! so todayy.. as usal.. OMG!! Defending youu in netball?? You feel useless.. haha!! i actually can talk to youu more.. but just don;t know why my mind just went blank. hehe..so yeahh.. running up and down and feel useless?/ just because you don';t get the ball? this is call netball!! and you are a guy.. why did you join netball in the first place?? that is akward..After school, in the bus.. NAvin said this:" At least yours is better than mine.. mine is with a freaking chinese" omg!! that seriouslyy sound so wrong!! you are insulting me dude!! you think i didn't hear that? James didn't hear that but i did dude!! totallyy feeling insulted..!! and navin.. your idea is so yuckyy!! he said this to me:" Ashley, if you go out with tim.. tell him to shut his mouth up.." and i was like.. what the hell!! never in my whole life will i go out with him!!And dongkuk was like:" jing li, jingli." then he pointed to tim and did the heart shape and poitned back at me.. stupid!! this happen in the sports hall.. my goshh laaa!!
Why are people asking me for advice?? Oh yeah.. to XXX i hope you feel better.. you shouldnt burn those stuff.. you should just keep it.. eventhough you got rejected.. but have a little faith.. remember those advice yaa!! if you don't!! the next time i see you. i pergi Hatam youu!!
Apperently,you suck,but i suck more..
SWIMMING GALA TOMORROW!!!!
Ashley is really nervous about swimming gala
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:57 PM