Monday, February 16, 2009
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.

As i try to move on.. I gotta love to live right? But.. when i laugh.. I feel like it wasn't me.. I felt like.. I'm a different person.. cause I can't move on just like that.. Do you guys know how difficult to let go of someone special that you spend 1 year 8 months and 4 days with.. I was thinking earlier when i was watching a movie.. If you can move on, why can't i? If you love her so much, why stop you? If you've told you that i will move on right? And I promised not to ruin someone's life.. And there for, I will try to move on (: all the best to youu.. (:
Todayy.. A day to start with MUSIC! damn it man!! And then MATHs.. The test i screw it..! seriouslyy. i don't know whyy. suddenly my brain was like BLANK!! darn.. and then english.. english we went to listen to this author.. Dhaksyena and i kept laughing.. cause of her!! haha! really something funny happen today during that thingyy..then P.E. it was exhausting man!1 bla bla blaa.. then this flora sang happy birthdayy song to me during lunch.. but i stopped her. haha!! cause todayy i ain't the birthday girl.. the birthday girl is Shazlyn.. (:
Today, during activity.. badminton.. i kept falling down. falling down as in like diving.. haha! then got once.. i partner my brother.. damn man.. i fell until my knee hurts so badlyy..bla bla bla.. SEASAC?? YIPPEE!! Going singapore again!! haha.. my passport like only got singapore chops.. haha!!..Oh yeahh.. thanks NURLYANA & FARIA for the lovely gifts (: I LOVE IT!!
Apperentlyy, I nearly cried just now as i look back at the poem you gave me
Ashley hates being who she is now
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
9:51 PM