I hate ou but i love you.. PLease don't ever leave..I'll be crushed if you walk away.. but apperentlyy.. I'm already crushed by your silly way of "going my own way".. but you know what honey?? I'm so way gonna get OVER YOU!!

Todayy.. let's see.. woke up.. makan nasi lemak.-mm-yummyy (: haha!! then watch shows.. so boring.. no shows to watch..then came up.. on the air cond.. damn hot todayy!! then my sister suddenly said:" come ashley, be my model" and i was like.. what the hack.. then end up.. not bad lehh.. the picture..haha (: then erm..nothing much.. watched american idol.. omg! yes.. two guys i love went in.. omg.. yesterday i watched right.. then danny sang hero.. so touching.. even todayy.. nearlyy cried.. he sang like he's gonna cry.. cause so sad. the wife passed away 2 months before american idol i think.. somthing like that.. sighs.. =( and when we were watching american idol..suddenly my mum asked us:" what's the 4th lyrics of the song cokkie jar?? i remember the first 3.. but forgot the 4th" and we were like.. what the hack..

OMG OMG!! now online.. chatting with people.. giving advise.. i feel.. so dumb waiting for him..!! yes yes yes.. going to be overyou babe!! haha.. and guess what? XXX asked me whether samantha chan is online and when i said no.. i asked him why.. he said he misses her. OMFG!! hahaha!! damn funny leh... so long adi still love her.. haha!!