Are you still the guy love? Are you still the guy that makes my day brighter? Are you still the guy that makes everyone talk eventhough they don't want to.. are youu??? are you still him?? Well.. YOU AREN'T!! I'm not the onlyy one saying this now.. Some of us think that you aren't the guy we used to spend laughing and getting caught playing with water,ice and hitting each other.. i miss those times.. but do youu? I have a feeling that one dayy.. you'll forget about us. the ones which aren't same school as youu.. I see you, i hear youu.. But.. I don't see that guy that i admire so much.. the guy that i love so much.. the guy that cracks me up.. all i see now.. is just breaking people's heart,insulting, taking someone's love ones.. what else can you do?

Todayy, in school nothing much happen.. hmmm. during chinese.. erm.. cause Ms Miow said that we had to speak madarin.. no english.. so there's once this melvin was like:" Ashley, ashley" and i looked at him.. then he said:" erm.. wo men.. wo men.. wo men" then he stopped talking cause Ms miow scolded him for being slow.. so yeahh. haha!!hmm. then erm.. after break it was P.E. i didn't really like today's P.E. after P.E, i was science.. it made my day even worse.. i failed the test. and had to resit.. yeah i did...michelle and i didn't have lunch cause of that.. and appereently.. Imaan lied to the teacher that she had agama.. she didn't even go for agamma.. and then.. the whole lunch time i didn't had any mood to eat.. no mood to talk.. no mood to laugh.. all i was thinking of that i need a shoulder to cry on. cause as i failed my science test, something came up to my mind.. and just make me wanna brust into tears..well. i nearly brust into tears.. but i controlled myself.. but somehow the tears still nearlyy roll down my face.. and then after lunch it was Malay.. and i wanted to sit with flora.. but she was like:" i promised loni " and stuff like that.. so i just said:" you make my day worst!" cause i didn't wanna sit with ainaa.. and plus.. flora, i can be mean to you in science but then.. in malay, you are the one that i need to sit with cause you make me talk.. make me be myself.. where else the others just ignore me.. but i was lucky that we had to do our project.. on kederaan.. so michelle and i sat together.. and this melvin ting seems to take everything from me.. and then amir touched my pencil case and said;" eh, guys touch it.. it's so nice" then melvin touched it and said:" wow!! who ever created this. is so cool (: it's so soft and nice to touch" then mirsham touched and said:" wooo. nice. hhehee" right.. people .. so yeahh.. my dayy was like that todayy.. a day to end before holidays. i get 3 days off.. plus the weekends.. total 5 days..

Found some new songs (:

Well.. the last two.. is okayy.. but see what they write. see the video.. it's really sad...