I wanna ask you, but i don't know how.. i wanna tell you.. but don't know when.. i wanna let it out but don't know when's the right time =(

Today, Faria and i reached school.. and hmm.. Nurlyana wasn't there.. but her mini bag was there.. she was going for SEASAC Art Festival..and when she came back with Rizuko.. she just took her bag and dash off..and that was the last time i saw her todayy..and i wanted to wish her lucky.. but she was running to the SEASAC.. so yeah =( whole day no her... and erm.. apeerently Ms Brooks was happy with me?! Strange.. i know i improve alot.. but i have a feeling that i'm gonna let you down again... =( okayy.. erm.. after that everything was boring. haha. Malay was so fun todayy.. we had to model with our shirts that we brought.. i mean.. choose a person to model with it.. and so happen.. our group brought like the whole set.. as in.. so happen everything matches.. haha.. and the other teammates read their passage about the clothing.. and when it was Melvin's group.. Melvin was the model.. and he was a liverpool fan.. so the other 2 shirts was manu.. haha.. it was so funny.. i can't explain it in words.. i can explain it if you call me =PP hahaa.. hmm.. nothing much happen next.. erm.. in the bus.. erm.. navin dared me to ask melvin out?! what the hack. but then i didnt do it cause he was sleeping.. thank goodness (: and then erm.. and then a year 7 guy suddenly sat next to me. and say.. :" ashley. this is just a dare.. he asked me to do it.. and it's not really nice" then the person that dared him said :" just hug her.." so we hugged.. and the guy's friend.. was like pushing our heads together.. and we nearly kiss each other.. Ewww! hmm.. then erm.. after htat dared.. suddenly the same year 7 kid was like:" ashley save me from this guy?" and i was like.. since when i wanna save youu.. and since when we talk. haha.. weird.. anyway.. i just came back from supper.. and you know what? my dad was laughing so hard that he was tearing.. haha.. it was so funnyy.. the joke.. haaha!! we all laugh like mad.. and we were like so loud.. and when we stop laughing.. it's so queit not so.. but still..