In the dark woods at night, i was walking all alone.. there was some creepy sounds around me.. i didn't know what to do.. suddenlyy.. i saw you, you save my life.. from that day i used to call you my shinning kinght.. but now.. you've left me alone in the woods again... are you gonna be my shinning knight to save me again? to save me from this scary world.. i try no to remember the pass.. but when the present took place.. everything just came back to you.. it just recall me and you in that scary woods.. i always wanna let you know that i miss you, i love you and wanna be with you .. but when i wanna tell youu.. i just stop myself.. cause i don't know whether it is a good idea to let you know.. i may hurt myself again.. i wish that someone would be there for me.. to help me with this situation.. but where do i find one? i do have lots of people helping me.. but i don't know whom to believe.. which ever decision i make, i think i'll still get hurt.. i tried to just let go of the image of you and me.. but everytime.. i look at the music box.. i start crying for your love again.. i start crying in pain.. i start letting my heart hurt.. i sart blaming myself for being so stupid to fall in lovee.. i most start to just sit and stare at the music box and recall every moment we had together and try to forget it as soon as possible..

Today, in school.. erm.. yeah.. NURLYANA wasn't in school =/ so yeahh..a s usal.. Faria and i were under depression (: erm.. Dongkuk kept pushing me before going in to ICT.. and erm.. Patrick was like:" it's not nice to hit girls" and i wa slike:" yeahh! exactly.. see.. patrick is such a gentleman" and dongkuk was like:" i'm not hitting, i'm pushing.. it's different" and then Patrick went and push dongkuk.. haha! thanks Patrick.. haha! erm.. so in ICT.. i was doing my stuff suddenly aditya(don't really know how to spell his name) talking to me.. here is the conversation:

what the F! NO!

and then after that Dongkuk and i were speaking in mandarin.. and aditya got annoyed cause he doesn't know the meaning.. so yeah. here is the conversation:

And after ICT..Faria and i were walking back to our lockers.. as usal.. then TILL was like:" ashley, you should go out with Dongkuk!" and i was like! what the F! I wish everyone could stop that.. urghh! Nurlyana.. i seriouslyy gonna ignore him from now!! seriouslyy! erm.. so in the bus..i wanted to prank Dongkuk.. then Lateef went and called Dongkuk.. here is the conversation:

Lateef Navin Ashley

*pass the phone to Navin*

* hang up*

So yeahh.. what a dayy! urghhh!! oh well.. it's late.. gotta sleep