You know what's weird.. I'm using a guy's name so i could get over Mr.X.. and that's not me.. i don't use people.. No one could see that i was just using his name.. till my sister told me that she knew i was using it.. cause.. she said :" how can you forget about someone so fast when i got over mine 2 years eventhough we were together with him 2 months.. but youu.. you and him were together for 1 year.. how can you just forget about him like that".. i agree with youu.. but i still wonder.. how did he get over it so fast.. well.. life is always unpredictable.. we'll never know what's gonna happen next... so i gotta face the fact that he is over it.. and we are done.. and i gotta get over it too.. but i need time.. so please, my friends.. stop pressuing me.. that's not what i need now.. a true friend doesn't pressure me just to get over a person =/

Today, it's a sundayy... happy sunday??!! well. it was okayy.. my sister woke me up todayy.. i was sleeping so nicelyy.. she woke me up like at 11:30.. and i was still so tired.. goshh.. totally not me.. and i went back to sleep for a while.. and bla bla bla.. went down about 1... and then.. i ate alot too.. seriouslyy!! it's not me...!!i dont know what is up with me todayy.. YES!! cousin came.. but the younger ones.. urghh! wanted to talk to elaine man..!! omgg!! about time elaine!!! last 3 moths ago you were like.. NO NO NO i don't wanna change school.. and Now you want too.. haha. so i see that MGS sucks now.. haha!! i really pity youuu!! anywayy.. went dinner with them.. OMG!! i loveee my cousin's car.. arhhhhh!! damn nice.. haha..!! (: well.. apperentlyy shea zheng said my mood is really bad.. uh huh... well.. it is... i mean.. i just don't know what to do now.. YOO JIN,NURLYANA,SIEN WEI, SAMEE,FLORENCE!!! help me =/ *tearing*

I don't know how am i gonna continue suffering like this.. i try everything to make myself happy.. but i still can't.. i can't do anything but just sitting staring out and think of youu.. so i'm saying here.. that would you give me a second chance?