Sometimes it seems esay.. but i tried and tried.. somehow.. i still can't forget you and forgive myself.. You know.... i keeping to forget okay.. i'm really trying so hard. and yet friends are pressuring me.. do you guys actually know how hurtful and difficult is it??

Todayy, i was loking forward for this day to come!! woo-hooo.. well.. first.. i planned to suprise wan yin at her party.. because i told everyone that i can't go. but florence knows the plan.. haha.. so yeahh..erm.. in school.. it really ended really fast.. haha. maybe because i couldn't wait for wan yin's party.. so yeahh. and erm.. malay was like erm.. the last period.. so erm.. i was really hyper and all.. but Flora was really down.. but manage to cheer her up abit.. i think.. and stupid Ainna think her accent is so nice and all.. screw her!!anywayy... when i went to wan yin's party.. haha.. wan yin and samee was like:" i thought you couldn't come" haha.. and erm.. carin told me that when i came, erm.. Mr.X said:' oh shoot ashley is here." *ran away*.. well.. we were scared to face each other at first.. but.. yeahh.. erm.. so i everyone in the party thought i was crazyy.. cause erm.. i was!! haha.. so erm.. Florence was like.. ashleyy come come come.. and yeahh.. and then i was walking to the pool side yeah.. suddenly Florence pushed me..and the pool water was freezing cold.. haha. so yeahh.. and we went back to the area where erm.. everyone was.. and i was singing erm thinking of youu.. and when i was singing suddenly i shut myself up.. cause somebody might misunderstand yeahh.. so yeahh.. took pictures with good friends.. but idiotic boys tak mahu take. who cares.. (: haha.. so erm..i pushed zheng yang down the pool for revenge. and he spited like erm.. water at me.. urghh.. so yeahh.. i was abit exhausted.. but i was really hyper at the same time. lots of stuff happened.. well.. erm.. the boys are like super shy.. i was like.. hug hug hug.. come come come. and only like erm.. 2 said okayy. the rest were like... no no no.. so yeahh.. haha.. lazy to explain. cause i'm like hungry,tired and need to wake up for school TOMORROWW!!!!.. everyone lucky-nya boleh tidur till late late.. haha!! anywayy.. i'll upload pictures by post and post yeahh..