You know trying to hide the pain in m heart just made my heart weaken.. just made me weak.. made me think that Life is not worth it.. I don't know what to do.. people keep forcing me to get over him.. and on the other hand.. people ask me to wait.. which one? i wanna wait.. but i don't wanna fall into pieces again..

Today, erm.. the day started of with a gloomy and rainny day.. and the first lesson was PSHE.. wow.. i nearlyy slept.. haha.. but we ended up doing some thing that woke me up (: and i kept singning the song that Nurlyana and Dash made.. well. the lyrics is nice.. so as the tune.. the lyrics is so meaningful.. the first time i heard them sing, i nearly cried.. whyy? cause it's like.. it happened to me before.. okayy.. so bla bla blaaaa.. dongkuk been so mean to me.. and we kept like bullying each other and everyone thinks we are going out!! and i was like.. what the F!! get a life people!! so bla bla blaaa... nearlyy slept in maths today again.. and we didnt hae badminton today =/ instead we have this stupid bench ball thingyy.. and i nearly tore my right tigh muscle.. so yeahh. then during lunch.. erm Dash pushed me.. and i landed on that leg.. and it hurts so badlyy.. i cried.. so yeahh.. it's okayy Dash.. it isnt your fault. so yeahh.. no worries.. (: oh yeahh.. might be going for a dance.. wooo-hooo.. (: but no dates for this dance okayy! it's just a dance (: