Everything is scary to her now.. Who ever she talk to or where ever she is..She's scared now.. At one stage a 13 year old girl was so lively, so hyper, so happy and mostly.. not scared of anything. but now.. her heart.. seems to be scared of everything..She trys finding some where that she won't be scared of and fits in.. but she couldnt.. her heart is still scared of everything. When the Lightning Stirkes, she just sits in her bed and hug her toy and just starts tearing apart. When the Thunder Rumbles.. She just close her ears and making sure she didn't hear the thunder.. When the rain pours heavily, she just stare and starts crying.. when the wind blows, she could hear something which made her more scared... She never thought that this could happen.. her heart beats so fast that she feels like there's something not right..She didn't throw away the stuff her loved one gave cause that's the only memory she has with her now.. She kept it in the music box, so she won't be able to see.. Whenever she opened the music box, somehow.. her heart beats so fast.. and she starts crying. She tried to ask for a second chance but didn't make it because there wasn't a right timing at all.. Her lovely warmth heart became a cold heart with a hole in it.. She doesn't have any support now.. yes she does.. her friends.. but her friends can't get that cold heart to be warm again..She's really sorry that she wasted all her friends time to help her.. She just need someone to really understand her pain.. She needs him.. She needs him to help her get through the pain if he doesn't want US to happen again.. He isnt helping her because she didn't manage to let him know but all she could manage to tell him is 8 letters " I still lovee you & I miss you" but.. he didn't talk to her nor texted her or chat with her online.. and that was when she knew it was useless but her sister said that if you trust him, be with him.. and she listened to her sister.. and her sister even mention that she and him should give each other another chance.. but.. as I said.. she couldn't manage to let him know..