I'm so confuse now.. I'm not too sure what i'm doing now.. I need someone to be by my side now.. it's so difficult.. I'm not too sure why does he cause so much trouble to my life.. i try not thinking about it.. but whenever.. i look back.. it only reminds me of youu.. how can i sleep ? everytime when i try not to look back at the pass, my mind just kept playing the same old memories.. I really need you to be next to me now.. but are you willing to be there for me?

Sorry readers for not updated for two days.. i've been really tired.. whenever i wanna update, i'll fall alseep cause i was seriouslyy exhausted..well.. erm.. mondayy.. we had water polo.. and the warm ups.. i nearly drowned.. why? cause i went to the deeper end this time.. and plus.. the coach was like giving us this game.. which was reallyy bad.. you can die..!! like me.. nearly drown.. wanna know what was it? well. you and your partner.. hold each other's heads.. and push them down.. and make sure your partners doesn't comes up.. and you'll win and get to go to the next round..erm.. and then erm.. nothing much happen..then after school, we had a badminton competition.. with MKIS.. well.. a friendly game.. i think.. i won all my games.. i think overall.. KLASS Beat them... and on the way to MKIS.. Steven was annoying.. Amy, Illia, Nick, Alvin, Jennier and Issabella.. were saying that we should say ASS CRACK as our cheer?! haha!! well.. Amy and Illia were the ones who kept telling everyone to do it.. and when we were there, we didn't say that.. why? cause they said it isn't nice to say that.. but.. we are gonna say it during SEASAC.. erm.. ohyeahh.. on Sunday night.. my sister and i had a night out.. haha! with? where? with the camera.. and in our room.. haha!! amy was testing her skills.. and she's really good.. and we slept like 1.. gosh.. haha.. the next day i was like half dead!!! So erm.. todayy.. we were suppose to have a game with GIS. and you know what!! they CANCEL IT!! SCREW THEM!!! urghh.. so i stayed back and went for ART CLUB with Nurlyana, Astrea, Yoo Jin, Faria and others.. well.. erm.. obviouslyy.. Nurlyana, Astrea, Faria and Sheemah and i were doing our art homework.. and the rest were doing the task they we suppose to do.. erm.. well.. hmm.. then on the way back.. Faria and i went crazyy.. and Lateef was like:" you two gone mad.. Look at her.. she's mad(talking about faria0. and faria kept talking about harry potter.. and she start saying random stuff.haha! it was really funnyy.. hmm.. it was such a dayy.. i was lucky that Ms Brooks didn't ask me to present my speech.. hahaha! well.. todayy.. everyone was happy for Yoo Jin.. I'm happy for her too.. but one thing i don't get XXX.. If he loves her.. and he got dumped.. why the hell he says he doesn't care.. it makes no sense.. so during PE.. it was badminton.. Dongkuk was like.. i'm gonna beat you Ashley.. haha.. i beat him this time.. hah! in your face.. haha!! then i gotta drop one level down cause i lost.. and i was suppose to play with Dongkuk.. and when he was lossing again, he was like:" ashley, i hate you, i hate you ashley!!" haha!! oh yeahh.. and stupid navin.. before PE.. Navin ws like:" Fine.. I'm gonna tell Dongkuk.." and i was like.. NO!! and he went to Dongkuk.. and then.. i pushed navin away.. haha! Then Navin said:" It's okay.. Dongkuk is a trustable friend.. trust him" and when i went away for a momment.. suddnely Navin was like:" don't worry he is a trustable person" and i was like.. URGHH!!! and when Dongkuk was walking away from his locker to the sport complex, suddenly he tapped my shoulder and said:" don't worry.. it's safe with me " and I was like.. Navin and his big mouth!! well.. when the bus was at shell station.. Sue Ann's stop.. then Sue Ann waved to me.. and John waved too.. and then he pat my head and he pinch my cheeck! urghh!!! so well.. yeah.. that's basically it =PP

Apperently, I'm so confuse.. I need someone to be by my side now

ashleylicious